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I'm still early in this adventure/master plan but I can see how beneficial this will be for me. Mostly psychological than anything. It's making me question who I am, my strong value of freedom and other values I can't yet put into words.. The sexual attraction to these men is very strong mostly because of how sexy and good looking they are..I'm also realizing that I am capable of having men like that...In the last encounter he was extremely good looking..extremely seemingly interested in who I was as a person went through all my books spoke about enlightenment and I can't seem to forget the look on his face he had when I was walking him to the door..He wanted to say something but then said never mind..I was straight up honest with him from the start and told him my intentions. went on a bit of a tangent there lol Tonight I have plans with a man thats extremely hot! lol damn! I'm finding that if you really put thought into your intention like for example plan the lingerie...the candles and music playlist..the little things like finding out his favorite drink and serving it to him...giving him a bottle of water before he leaves lol the certain positions you will do and in what sequence...focusing on a specific...how you sound...how you look...how you feel...etc.. I guess just trying to use certain techniques and keep improving each encounter.. This is changing me faster than anything has..

@Elton yeah go for it maybe start with pickup so you can land the sleepations lol and make sure you're emotionally ready

@Shin yeah i watched that one a while back all i got from it was to take care of my body and be sweet lol

@Prabhaker Amazing insight thank you

yeah that feeling i think you need to embrace and allow/fall into it and be mindful with it and maybe try to figure out what specific thought/belief is causing it...and have that breakthrough keep staying out of comfort and it'll magically disappear and feels amazing/very freeing

anyone doing this? familiar with the 6 step process?

Thats not the one. Yeah I kinda just got really lucky and one of his first words to me was "when the student is ready the teacher appears" and idk things are just falling into place and I feel myself changing real quick! I'm currently on step 3...i have to pass each one to get to the next and at 6 I either earn a mentor or not.. theres a lot of homework involved.. The first step was to write 30 things or more I'd do with 5 years to live and $300 million The second step was to listen to an audio from rich dad poor dad and take extensive notes and also to read a certain chapter in "the 15 invaluable laws of growth" The third step (which is due tomorrow) is to listen to an audio of go giver and take notes... I got invited to a John Maxwell 3 day seminar i'm so excited!!

love it! yeah I'm definitely picking only high quality men. They seem to all be into personal development and actually know a thing or two which is nice! There is a guy who is an experienced bdsm dominant...i'm thinking of going for it...

yeah i like her too: my fav below

I think procrastination is like not a real thing

ok theres also kegel exercises and balls and the end goal is mastery well and also to improve my mindset about sex and get rid of some limiting beliefs involved.

I've been chasing material things for quite some time now and I'm coming to a place where there isn't much more I want and even when I've gotten things I've wanted I feel a sort of emptiness. Anyways my motivation is pretty shot right now. I thought about Leo's life purpose course today and I'm thinking about getting it and giving it a try. I really don't know if I'd work for me. I have no idea what my life purpose could possibly be..maybe i'm a little lost in that sense. Any reviews?

@Elton Just thought I'd share with you (I read your other post): building in emotional reward points. I found this to be gold! @Alii Thank you Best of luck to you as well

@Elton It's the 20 minute emotional gridwork. This is the one I always listen to (while a little high lol)

@Elton well I only smoke one hit of weed after doing my least favorite habit of the day and then I listen to an "Abraham Hicks sasmix" lol feels like meditation.

It's definitely not for everybody but it works well for me

I use weed (a little bit) to build habits as like an immediate reward

I print out this grid and then write down positive emotions (in the boxes) and then feel them one by one and do this for 20 minutes everyday.