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@Evan Gill that's another thing for me. For the first time ever I'm questioning my psychedelic usage. I could be doing psychedelics in the way I do if my goal was to reach enlightenment but it's not the case. Most of the time we take psychedelics to bring more clarity but they end up bringing more chaos, ego backlashes etc.

Spiral Dynamics gave me the ability to read people very easily, therefore I became a loner. Sometimes I want to meet people but I compare them with books or podcasts. I don't think it's healthy tho, I feel like I need human connection (specially because Im Brazilian and my culture is very warm) but at the same time I wouldn't have it any other way, I've followed Leo for 8 years and I won't let go of my intellect/ wisdom just to spend time with the masses or lower consciousness ppl. It's a paradox I guess. Need more equilibrium or need to find the others. As Einstein said “Although I am a typical loner in my daily life, my awareness of belonging to the invisible community of those who strive for truth, beauty, and justice has prevented me from feelings of isolation.

@Leo Gura is karma related to epigenetics?

@enchanted wtffff abandoned a dwarf. @Davino isnt the 4th dimension time? Matt Kahn says that it's the time that takes to go from 3dr to 5th, from the mind to the heart.

I feel so dumb watching this interview. He looks like a 5yo who can’t hold his laughter and I’m just so fucking attached to my ego/ reality that I can’t get the joke 🤣 Jokes aside, his book is my bible, really appreciate his work

@Yimpa was this posted on the blog? I missed it lol

Marge getting actualized lol

Drop the neurotic label, it doesn't serve you. Plus we are all neurotic in this society. If by neurotic you mean highly anxious it means that you have a lot of energy and it just need to focused on the right things. What do you do in your free time? Look at your history of what you watch on youtube, look where you spend your money on, what do you usually talk about with friends? What books do you read? Big part of finding your purpose is knowing yourself. Once you find your center and know what your passions are, it all goes from there, then you will serve people. What do you care about? or who do you care about?

@Leo Gura I am so ready to hear you attempting to describe those experiences. Reminded me of the quote: The composer Stravinsky had written a new piece with a difficult violin passage. After it had been in rehearsal for several weeks, the solo violinist came to Stravinsky and said he was sorry, he had tried his best, the passage was too difficult, no violinist could play it. Stravinsky said, 'I understand that. What I am after is the sound of someone trying to play it.'

@UnbornTao So interesting, I keep diving into the SD material and sometimes try to watch his videos and I feel like the way he structures his thinking is either too loose or subjetive, not precise enough. Lost in the clouds is a good description. I would think that he is awake intellectually and has not embodied much of it ?! when compared to Leo, who is also a deep thinker and has reached some deep levels of consciousness, but is still able to bring the content to us in a way that we comprehend.

@Lyubov Yes, this thread helped me see how Im creating everything, and how my narrative is impacting my emtions. Thank you!!

So I left Brazil 9 years ago and I come from the countryside of Brazil, my whole family still lives in the same place, the house where I grew up is surrounded my slums, it's a very poor place, low consciousness stage blue. I haven't been there since I left but I still talk to my parents frequently, I've worked on myself tons, I've been following Leo for 8 years thankfully. In my therapy sessions I work a lot on my relationship with my family but the main thing is the feeling of guilt for being where Im at while my parents are there in Brazil, and mind me, its not life I reached success, I have a long way to go. Consciously I know they have their own life and I respect the way they live their life, but it's something that comes to the surface a lot in my life here, the thoughts are "you are here in US doing XXXX while your parents are there", I see myself sabotaging my life a lot because of that. It's unconscious, I talk about it in therapy, have worked on it in psychedelic experiences as well, but talking to them and hearing them complain about their life breaks my heart. Any advice or insights on how to stop sabotaging myself are appreciated. Thank you for reading.

@maxpechura wow that is amazing and crazy!! The part she says "I felt my dick, but Im a woman, I have no dick" lol Is it difficult to create those recordings? I would like to get all those trip reports on my channel but tried reading it and its trashy, tried using some AI but the recordings are not very precise. Reading trip reports was what sparked my curiosity for psychedelics and what helped me tremendously in my journeys.

@Husseinisdoingfine Uhhh was looking for this video! Thank you

@strika yes the way one practices sex will of course be in accordance with one's level of consciousness. I like to think that everything that exists in reality has its place and its purpose. Saying this kind of sex is not good is the same as saying god is dumb. God wants to experience itself in all forms, tastes and sounds. Limiting sex to be only sacred, cute or only for transcendence is tricky, like Osho said, sex is not only uncovering the body, is uncovering what is hidden, to get to transcendence there is a long way of clearing out "the ugly, dirty and wrong", and big part of it is looking at the way we see sex nowadays in our society. To transcend something you first need to embody it. To exit the maze first you enter it and play it. To get out of the matrix first you need to dive into it. It's crazy how spiritual people love to talk about sex for transcendence but all the guys are desperate doing nofap, celibacy and denying the lower levels not knowing one builds on top of the other, like steps to get to the top, we can't skip steps, it's integration. Also the whole transcendence idea, are we unhappy here that we desperately need to get out? I think enlightening is seeing this precious life as sacred and unique, with all the sides of the prisma, not only one. Denying out body, the material and our humanity will get us nowhere. There is nothing wrong with sex. Maybe if we were having more sex we would not be spending so much time talking about it, but because its taboo it became the biggest distraction specially for men.

@Danioover9000 so curious!! I listened to this podcast of Lex interviewing Aella and wow she is a fascinating human being. Spirituality is the new religion, spiritual people never talk about sex. Osho was one of the few, love this quote from him: "So really it happens that the more sexual a person is, the more inventive he can be. The more sexual a person is, the more intelligent. With less sex energy, less intelligence exists; with more sexual energy, more intelligence, because sex is a deep search to uncover, not only bodies, not only the opposite sex body, but everything that is hidden."

@Basman Found this one too

@Yimpa you mean their suffering or ours?

@Schizophonia if you REALLY want to help start by seeing other people as humans, not as a machine to be fixed.

@Yimpa what a fucking cycle uh? How did you break it? Not that I expect it to be a quick thing, but whatever helped you in your journey I will be happy to hear. Because I truly believe that it's a way of running away from oneself.

Where is the thread at lol

@Yimpa it's just what I watched growing up, both of my parents take care of their parents. My grandpa died a month ago and my dad was taking care of him, my mom is taking care of my grandma now too cause she is very old and can't walk. She also took care of my grandpa who died from cancer years ago. It's a pattern of everyone taking care of the other and no one taking care of themselves. I think it also comes from strong stage blue values from Brazil. I like to think Im integrating Orange but my blue roots run deep and like I said before it's all unconscious. @Ulax Im gonna look into it!! Thank you @universe Aww thank you for your kind words, consciously this is how I think, but the unconscious patterns take over where Im not paying attention. One day I was swimming in the ocean and I notice a thought arise "How ridiculous that you are swimming in this beautiful water while your parents are back in Brazil" it was the first time I noticed. I think it might be a daily thing to remember that the better I feel the more I can help them. Appreciate your comment Universe