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  1. @Aaron p Nice! I've had amazing experiences with ketamine too, careful not to get trapped in a K hole, since is a dissociative drug
  2. @JD8 Ayahuasca in my blood by Peter Gorman DNA and the origins of knowledge by Jeremy Narby DMT spirit molecule by Rick Strassman
  3. @Serotoninluv wow fascinating to read this, interesting how the words "I" and "you" are not present like in mostly egoic discussions, a very yellow approach
  4. @Arthur loved what you said! Leo is at a point of his life where he is focusing most of his time on enlightenment work, while most of us (including me of course) are still working on the basic needs, we are going up Abraham Maslow pyramid, we are far from being able to dedicate our time to deep stuff like “what is god”, it’s basically the orange green transition, we can’t be too woo woo about the world and go explore our minds if we don’t have a strong foundation, financial stability for example which is orange, and emotional stability like getting rid of old beliefs or traumas which a therapist, psychedelics or books would do the work, in practice is challenging because all the content is very interesting, spirituality, nonduality, psychedelics etc, but we can’t thrive unless we have embodied blue and orange stages, I think this is the biggest trap I fell into since I started watching Leo two years ago, I can’t say it was a mistake because everything is perfect the way it’s but I sometimes compare myself a lot with ppl here because of the amount of work they are putting into spirituality, maybe I shouldn’t generalize because that’s where I find myself now, like 55% orange and 25% green and 15% yellow and a little turquoise somewhere (of course my ego wants to think it’s mostly green and yellow but I need to be honest with myself) The forum is amazing, there are many people who have embodied orange and even green, many yellow thinkers some even turquoise, and it’s great to have those big fishes around so we can get inspired, grow and have a broader perspective of where to go in our lives, Leo’s content is like every other tool and the key is knowing how to use.
  5. @nistake this is amazing! Thanks
  6. @Rilles no way! Haha Thanks, will listen to it now for you!
  7. Also like Oliver Hüntemann
  8. @egoless @kieranperezsuch a great post! I saw Recondite in SF once and fell in love with techno music 💛 A friend said he lives in the woods, I know he was raised in a rural area and used to create music at home
  9. Im really into astrology and am curious about your signs I’m a Pisces the last sign, dreamer with the head in the clouds..
  10. @clouffy The body keeps the score, psychedelics, shadow work, meditation, I did a vipassana too would you mind telling me a bit about you? So I can understand it better
  11. @Gabriel Antonio hahaha good one!
  12. @clouffy The spiritual explanation is that your mind is getting in the way, so ground yourself, don't put too much energy into plans and books and diets, the thought process is what's pining you down, instead of feeling guilt and being harsh with yourself just let it be, try to go deeper within and understand why you are overeating, be the observer and watch the monkey mind how it's overthinking all this situation and the more you think the worse you feel. Try having compassion with yourself, self love is key, your mind wants to come up with plans and all the possibilities but the more you feed it the more you go down the spiral of negative thinking I've had eating disorders in the past, and after a lot of binge eating and digging into my emotions I found out I was doing that because I was sexually abused in the past and that made me stop loving my body, there was a body/mind disconnection which caused the self destructive behavior, that's why I tell you, you won't solve this through the mind, sounds cliche but look into your heart. The ego is a bitch but it's also a wild child so be kind.
  13. This book might be good for you the first chapters are free on Amazon, check it out
  14. @Leo Gura beautifully said
  15. @Mart yes, I was taking alpha brain and it messed up my sleep, I was having very vivid dreams and was waking up super tired, one night I woke up sweating like I had fever at night, since is a stack I’m not sure which product was causing the problem. After that I started taking Quali mind and seems to work fine, although I stopped taking cause I would have to take 6 pills everyday and I hate swallowing pills, but took for two weeks and slept normally
  16. When buying modafinil online if you live in US make sure to buy below 40 pills, I bought a big package and received a “love letter” from US customs and border protection. Bought two more packages with just a few pills and they arrived in a week without any problems Armo gave me headache too, modafinil seems to be fine tho @Butters
  17. @majd Hailat So beautiful, thank you!
  18. @Elisabeth So beautiful, love cello!
  19. Charlottes web CBD concentrated might help
  20. @Manjushri not yes if you’ve seen this but I found it to be fascinating