MsNobody

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  1. @Leo Gura Should I take my savings out of the bank? I make 8K per month and will be working in this job (as an architect) till end of the year, save a little more money and start the transition to coaching (I got the iPEC cert.) and youtuber. I have a YT channel (3K followers) and Instagram (18K followers) which I started a year ago but my content is all in Portuguese, the conversion of the coin to dollar is every 1 (real = Brazilian coin) is $0.18 dollar. I'm about to create an immersion/course about psychedelics and start coaching services but am unsure due to the currency. My English is good and I could totally record videos in English but my intention is to give back to my culture in Brazil Would love to know your take on it. Thank you Leo!
  2. @Gabith I also had such beautiful experiences with K, I looked at my friend and could see her pure soul, seeing beyond the ego. I think ketamine dissolves all the samskaras/ blockages of the body and we can feel our true nature, it relaxes the body, the substance doesn't provide us with love and bliss, we are love and bliss, our traumas and stuff that are on the way to experiencing this state in our sober reality. On the other side and given that I did K only around 25 times, I developed sinus problems and till to this day never fully recovered. I believe there are way better substances to work with.
  3. @Benton Forgot to come here and report back! It was such an amazing session, that was my first time talking to someone who is enlightened. Matt is such a loving being. His teachings embrace the ego as well and it is easier for me to comprehend, instead of the mindset of "killing the ego" etc. Right in the beginning of the session I told him that I wanted to serve the world better and not focus on me and the whole session was about honoring my place on earth and feeling like I deserve everything that I want, and it is okay for me to want things for myself, it is cliché but we always want to help without having our own cup full. I've seen other videos where he talks about unworthiness, so it's not even about killing the ego but having a healthy one. We did the repeat after me's (you know if you are familiar with his work, it's basically affirmations/mantras), he also mentioned I was carrying lots of stuff from my mom and dad, he gave me tips like it's better if I live closer to the water/beach. I haven't seen my family, that is back in Brazil, for 7 years and he told me my immigration case will take two more years to be approved, that was difficult to hear but at least I know the time. He also gave me tips about getting out of wage slavery, he said I need to make peace with the masculine and transition slowly into my new career, I am an architect and currently work with numbers and since I'm more of a heart centered person I'm clearly not in the ideal career path, so I was excited to hear that there is a way out, he said that there is something good waiting for me if Im able to handle my work for a little while. I could feel the change in my body right away, much lighter. Now I just need to implement everything he told me. I highly recommend, I'm waiting to go to one of his workshops here in California, lets see Thank you for reading
  4. @Leo Gura You might like this. This article discusses the relationship between “inner space” (the mind/consciousness) and perceptions of “outer space” (the extraterrestrial) in Western psychedelic cultures. In particular, it analyses the writings and lectures of Terence McKenna, the most influential psychedelic thinker since the 1960s. Assimilating a broad range of ideas taken from esotericism, shamanism, and science fiction, McKenna became the principal architect of an occult theory of psychedelic experiences referred to here as “psychedelic ufology.” The article further argues that McKenna was formatively influenced by the ideas of Carl Jung and that, as such, subsequent psychedelic ufology tends to be Jungian. KEYWORDS: Terence McKenna, Carl Jung, psychedelic ufology, UFOs, hallucinogens, shamanism, gnosis. https://eprints.lancs.ac.uk/id/eprint/133752/1/Inner_Space_Outer_Space.pdf
  5. @FenixFunkFive aww I liked the video, it is quite impossible to talk about everything! Maybe you could create a video with the subjects that were not talked about? "It is not the critic who counts; not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood; who strives valiantly; who errs, who comes short again and again, because there is no effort without error and shortcoming; but who does actually strive to do the deeds; who knows great enthusiasms, the great devotions; who spends himself in a worthy cause; who at the best knows in the end the triumph of high achievement, and who at the worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly, so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who neither know victory nor defeat."
  6. @Benton I will!! I’m soooo excited, have been following Matt Kahn for so long, his teachings really took me out of some real dark places. It will be march 21, right in the beginning of the Gregorian calendar. I will post about it here
  7. @Leo Gura any chance we will be seeing you in person Leo? I will have a one on one session with Matt Kahn this month and have been thinking if we will ever see you! Thank you
  8. @Leo Gura Leo how would you say is the best way to integrate stage orange? I always felt like I was green but looking deeply and also noticing the life os many of my friends, the spirituality of green stage thinks that money does not matter and all is an illusion, I feel like right now I went back to Orange to get my shit together, save up some money and buy a house just so I can free my mind to go deeper, but what I see many friends doing is living a minimalist life, not working much and focusing on the spiritual path, without any life purpose, simple easy life which I found it to be an easier way, to just live off the grids and not really try the hustle of Orange stage. Then I question myself, am I really integrating orange fully or just getting stuck in it? Are my friends thinking they are green and skipping stage orange? I've watched the spiral dynamic series many times and am planning to read the book sometime soon, I considered myself to be maybe roughly 40% green, 30%orange, 25 yellow and some shades of blue..I'm vegan, a little activist, love defending the envyronment but as time went by I saw myself in need of money and kind of denying to participate in capitalism to own my place on earth, I'm also investing in my life purpose which requires me to work my ass off and not have too much time for all the spiritual practices, I still do meditation but spirituality/enlightenment is not my primary focus right now. Any comments are highly appreciated!!
  9. She is reaaaally good, a channel to turn betas into alphas Sometimes I reject attractive guys because they cannot tap into that powerful masculine energy and am attracted to ugly guys because they unleashed the beast within, and by beast I don't mean aggressiness only, but that sense that he knows what he is doing, confidence.. like Leo said women can smell insecurity from far. We women fantasize about a beta man, a sweet and nice guy but in practice we need that strong man power energy that only alpha men have. Not only that, if the guy does not tap into that energy we feel like we are not attractive enough, unfortunatetly most men who are alpha are also ass** because those are the ones who play the game well and have lots of experience. Yet I can see the truth in what she says, when the guy taps into that strong man power we feel more like a woman, not that we need that from man but deep inside it's our nature and what we look for. @Leo Gura Leo please release videos about dating so we can go on with life and DO THE WORK lol
  10. Guysss! I miss Leo Christmas special episode, if you also miss it, here is something for you! Lol Merry Christmas and happy holidays to the most high consciousness forum in existence. Love you Leo, thank you for all the work you do in yourself and for inspiring all of us! May we all see the blessing of 2020, even tho it’s super buried under apocalypse chaos. ??
  11. @How to be wise oh I didn’t know about that! Hope he is doing better ?
  12. Hahaha so true! I've had dreams about Leo in the past, all the stuff hidden in our unconscious coming up o the surface and we can't help it lol this is a fun thread
  13. I’m so sorry this happened to you! This video always helps me, hope it serves you too ??
  14. @Preety_India Awwww!! Thank you pretty India, I love reading your posts, lots of wisdom
  15. @Dizzy had the same problem, epsom salt bath and also herbal teas, camomile, valerian etc, you went far away and now need to ground yourself, spend time in nature barefoot, it will pass after 7 to 10 days. Think that your little body just experienced the whole universe and now needs to go back to its normal size. Sending you love
  16. Not sure if this has been posted here before but it's a beautiful talk, especially the first 10 minutes. Enjoy!
  17. DAMNNN IT! I'm late, where do I sign up? @Leo Gura You've been talking about this conscious relationships vid for a while now, I think we would all benefit from it, plus solving the romantic side would free us time to do more PD work.. I have a question for you: Nowadays I mostly watch your content and Matt Kahn's, I feel like Matt Kahn is the heart and you are the mind, to love you don't need to understand and sometimes I question myself if I should take one approach or the other, since being in my feminine seems to be much easier than understanding all the complexities of the mind, do you think at some point you will be more heart centered as you approach enlightment or your style will still be very rational?
  18. @Rilles ??? I was like: this thread will be banned soon. then I click and Leo is the creator “I” is confused
  19. The heart of Tantra by Diana Richardson
  20. Whenever I sleep fast with a man I end up losing interest after sex, and I feel bad because they are interested and become excited and I feel like I’m hurting them. I know usually men feel like that but as a woman I’m not sure why, I think maybe because we didn’t build a deeper connection?!
  21. @Gesundheit no I’m not rational at all, I’m pretty emotional actually. I think the problem really is my relationship with my dad, I need to heal myself of unworthiness to be able to connect with the right person. But thank you for your comment, I appreciate it @Applegarden thank you for that! Love Sadguru, Im actually reading his book Inner Engineering, really amazing ?
  22. It doesn’t feel like they are trying to pull you back into your old beliefs, they actually ARE pulling you back, to accept the new you and connect with you deeply they would also have to change themselves, which usually they are not ready, so accept them as they are or cut them off, you don’t need to stop talking to them but limit your interactions, I stopped talking to my whole family, it hurts but I know that it’s for my wellbeing and theirs. I’m not willing to pretend I’m the same as 10 years ago, and they can’t accept who I am now, so I couldn’t find any other way, I talk to them every couple weeks, which is way healthier. Do you live with them? The ideal would be having your own independence, sometimes when ugly situations happen it just means we need to change, the more you stay in places that are not meant to be, the more the universe will shake you just so you can move. Foe you and your family to live in harmony it would require lots of effort and change, you can do it all by yourself by being loving and compassionate with them, but if your energy is not strong enough they will pull you into theirs, and they don’t do it because they are evil, it’s just unconscious playing itself out, they’ve been like that for years, it’s very difficult for their egos to be put aside and welcome change, so my advice is: move out and be in your own energy. good luck ?
  23. Loved this documentary! Suspended my social medial accounts right after I finished it. It's so crazy how unaware we are of the manipulations. "There are only two industries that call their customers 'users': Illegal drugs and software" Edward Tufte