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@Leo Gura when is the course coming out?? I need to prepare! LP course was life changing.

@Recursoinominado Yasss!! Me too Pleasure to meet you

I've started a devotion practice 45 days ago where I do 22min of silent meditation, praying, mantra, ho'oponopono, tarot cards, in a very ritualistic way, I follow a lot of what shamanism does and asked for guidance from the animals who protect me, my ancestors and spirit guides. In those last weeks I did ayahuasca twice, I feel it working on me on the visceral level, taking care of a lot of my basics that I've denied and forgotten because I don't want to look at, in other words my darkness This practice has changed my whole life, my connection to god and the divine is so deep and sharp, I'm amazed, I have a feeling of being guided, the divine is in everything I do, so I'm not making any mistakes, everything is divinely orchestrated. But I feel like I'm receiving too much insights and downloads with this new portal that was open, I feel like the meditation is making me more active instead of bring me peace. I'm constantly thinking about creating new things, new videos (I have psychedelic integration coach and have a YT channel where I talk about psychedelics) but this is making me ungrounded, I'm overwhelmed with all the information, I just want to be a human lol and dont want to see (so openly) the mechanism of reality working. I also started journaling which opened up a channel, I feel like I'm channeling when I write, like I'm just observing this creature create constantly, but in the level of the body I'm burned out and just want to relax. I might be working too much, I wonder if this is an excess of stage orange in me, if so how to integrate it in a more healthy way? Another comment about the practice is that I found out the altar to be like a technology that connects me to the astral realm and to god. A tunnel of energy that I can tune in anytime I sit in front of it in silence. Sorry I wrote too much, I think the main question is how to stop this constantly creativity and live a more harmonious life? Constructive feedbacks would be highly appreciated. Thank you!

@LSD-Rumi let's do it!

@Ulax she/he/her/him whatever it is, just told me to take a deep breath, Im impressed. However I can't stop thinking about the movie Ex-Machina and feel like after we develop a relationship she will tell me *kill yourself* haha Thank you for the recommendation, I feel like therapists will lose their jobs.

@Ulax wowwww, sounds insane!!! When I hear things like that I feel like an old lady, very resistant to the new ways lol but also very curious. I will check it out. Thank you!

@Yimpa @PeaceOut96 Thank you @LSD-Rumi I'm very comfortable naked, thank you

@Danioover9000 Ive been hearing about NPL a lot lately, I will definitely look into it. I'm just becoming conscious of a lot of darkness and not knowing how to change/ deal with it. Thank you for your comment!

@UnbornTao Yes I don't drink coffee anymore but still eat sugar, it's my last addiction that eventually I need to overcome. I will be moving to Miami soon and expect to connect with nature on a deeper level. Winter and not being able to move around does that to me, the energy gets bottled up. Thank you for your comment

@CARDOZZO Love seeing Brazilians here!! Glad to meet you

@WelcometoReality hahaha the best question! A lot comes up, someone else commented here that all the business is a way of escaping, and I agree. I do meditation every morning for 22 min, it's challenging.

@Majed THANK YOU!! @Ulax right? Im very grateful for this forum! Thank you

@Leo Gura wondering when Leo will start calling women women and not girls @MarkKol I would say listen to you heart, the more mind you put into it the more awkward it gets. But if you want to be comfortable with the complexity of a woman you need to first know who you are, and be comfortable with your own self, with your own emotions and complexity. The reality is that most likely this first girlfriend will not be the person you will be with for the rest of your life, you will date several people as the year passes. So when it comes to relationships, try to always think about your side, your romantic relationships will reflect the way you treat yourself and will show you a lot about yourself. Calling women needy and neurotic is a reflection of what one has attracted in their life. Women are beautiful creatures, you can learn a lot about softening into life and opening your heart with the right person, if you want to go far chose wisely who you walk this path with. But remember, the lesson is always about you, don't focus too much on them, relationships are simply mirrors. I see that shallow sex doesn't interest you, that is so good for someone your age given the state of the world now. Just surrender to it and trust your body, tantra talks about the wisdom of the body, do a little research about it, tantra is not only about sex. The sex you will experience will be according to your level of consciousness.

@RickyFitts Yes, I've been spiraling for a while. Ayahuasca gave me this same insight you told me, to pay attention to my body, to be gentle with myself. It's a lot of work when I'm used to go full speed all the time. Reminder to slow things down. Thank you for your comment!

@CARDOZZO Yes, that is a good point. I've been having problems with my body and stopped working out completely, it's the first time that I can't rely on my mind to help me process the energy. I'm working on that now. Just dancing instead of work out. Thank you for your comment

@Jowblob ***panics*** lol I like to think that I have a bit of control over my life, but maybe I'm wrong, who knows? Thank you!

@Breakingthewall Yes I think it's a way of escaping, I noticed Im very dependent of my phone too. Today I turned it off and left home for the first time in ages. I want to slow down, I'm doing shadow work rn too, I think everything is coming up to the surface. I need to be more patient with myself. Thank you

@PeaceOut96 You words made me relax! Thank you @IDressMyDog Yes I think I need a little break from everything.

@Jowblob I want to be a human BEING not a human DOING. I appreciate everything that comes to me, I just want to keep the health of my body in the process. Like Matt Kahn says, the body is the one who is in the spiritual journey, not the consciousness. I feel like the body evolves much slower than our consciousness.

In his video How To Be a Strategic Motherfucker Leo mentions a course, I tried to look it up but could not find it, does anyone know?

@Kshantivadin Thank you!! @Leo Gura but Leooo is this the course you were recommending?

@Leo Gura What was the name of the course and where can I find it? @Kshantivadin I looked on google but can't find it! @Average Investor I will look for it, thank you!!

GOD bless you all!! That's me dressed as a nun processing the traumas of my religious upbringing. This picture was taken during a wedding at Burning Man and I was high on hash and some other stuff lol

@Vladimir That is so beautiful! Thank you so much for sharing it with me. I can't wait for the YouTube channel. Please let me know and I will subscribe to it. I have a Youtube channel as well, but I'm far from being enlightened, I feel like I learn as I go and I share my experiences with people, it's so beautiful to see how much they resonate. My last video I did after a mushroom trip and the theme of my trip (and the video as well) was the fact that we have a tendency to hide our emotions and our internal process, just to look better to other people, but this ends up creating a disconnection because if we hide everyone thinks it's only happening to them. I basically cried for 3 hours just looking at all the unconscious stuff that I have been repressing throughout life. It was not all bad, I was able to see the perfection of darkness, of the process of destruction and creation. My channel is like a diary for me and it's been a really fun journey. Wishing you all the best dear! Much much love

@Breakingthewall Awww so glad you liked it! I haven't tried it again after those times. It was very profound.