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@StarStruck Love this, it reminded me of the beginning of The Book of Women by Osho, where he says that I'm not sure how pick up works but I would presume that is like marketing, you are basically manipulating someone to buy something, and the product is you. As much as you study manipulation, deep inside you know it's not in your control, specially when you meet the person that is supposed to be in your life. All the games fall away. The same way there is conscious marketing, there could be conscious pick up. Now about you saying that you were all nice and good guy, these women made you a favor. The world is harsh, they just helped you with that. It's called building character.. The feminine sets the frequency, the masculine follows. Notice that in nature the one building the nest is the male bird, the female picks the one she likes the most. We are humans not animals, if our standards (as women) were low, imagine how uncivilized men would be lol For example, if all the women decided that they would not date men who watch porn, the whole porn industry would collapse. You see how much power women have in their hands? That is why they were killed in the past. It's unfortunate that most women are trying to fight with the men, blaming them, without seeing that the key is actually in their hands. I believe a strong woman can turn a man into a king, the same way that a woman is more powerful with a strong partner by her side. Men protect women in the physical realm, women protect men in the spiritual realm. The spiritual purpose of relationships is growth, so it's natural that our partners will always bring up the stuff that needs to be looked at to the surface, if we are smart we will work through things, not blame the messenger. It's the house of mirrors. I was listening to a podcast by Annie Lala (Eben Pagans wife) and she talked about this beautiful metaphor of when Michelangelo created David's sculpture, he said that he carved out everything that wasn't David out of the marble block, he left only what was David, and in relationships, our partners will carve all the falsehood out of us, so those women actually made you more of a man, that is the same thing that psychedelics do, they make you more you, pilling the onion. Sacred union is such a beautiful thing, religion really messed up with the real significance of marriage. Also when talking about partners, it's important to notice that our external relationships are a reflection of the polarity we have within ourselves, our inner union. It's the dance of duality, the whole creation is built on this energy. So if you are attracting the same kind of women, you might want to look at the common denominator, you. You have the feminine polarity within you, surrender to your inner feminine and you will fear no woman.

@How to be wise I would love to but I don't think he is open to it.

@Tudo I might in the future! But for now I will be in US. Are you brazilian?

@Leo Gura I think it's time for a video about money/ abundance. I think in all those years I've only seen one or two videos. Is this something we could expect in your next videos or course? Thanks!

Terence McKenna says that the closest thing to a psychedelic experience is traveling. Not sure if you have experienced them but 8 years ago I started traveling and was obsessed with it. Until I tried psychedelics and discovered that there is a whole universe within myself to explore. With that being said, Im originally from Brazil, live in US and have travelled around a bit. Experiencing different cultures will help you a lot with changing your belief system and consequently your life, once you experience many cultures you start getting rid of old stuff from your culture and opening up space for new things to come into your life, it's a deconstruction of your web of beliefs. Moving to a new place also circulates energy, sometimes when we don't circulate energy life forces us into change, while when you are proactive and circulate energy ourselves life flows more smoothly. Another point is, wherever you go, there you are. Contemplate the main reason why you want to do the big move. Hope my brainstorming helped

This strain is usually stronger. I think if it's your first time take 1g only, start slow so you can go deeper. Depending on your sensitivity 2 will be really strong and you will feel scared to explore deeper if you dont have a good experience. Enjoy the journey mushrooms are fantastic

I'm sorry for your pain @Leo Gura Would you say on the body level you are going from the mind (intelectual) to the heart (feeling)? I feel like it's a virus that was implanted in us (by us /internet), we are so hard and speak so harshly with ourselves, this reflects on how we talk to people of course. I ask you because after two years recording videos for my channel, I found myself stuck because of how I use my words and speak my truth, and sometimes (actually most of the time) don't think about how people will feel when receiving it. My work lacks love and compassion, and I see that we as humans flower if given enough love. I have a deep need to be in community right now, but it's a battle because I enjoy my solitude and internal explorations. Open to hearing other peoples opinions on the topic also

@CARDOZZO Love this! Thank you

@How to be wise Yes but I'm not talking about money, I'm talking about abundance. I've watched this one, thank you!

Leo I think they were talking about people like you at minute 45.

@ronda Sounds like my experiences with 5meo, I felt like the energy was too much and my body did not have the capacity to handle and comport it. Then I ran around like a wounded chicken lol When the light comes it brings with it the shadow, in order to heal. It's unclogging the pipe so light can pass through us. Sounds beautiful but it's a difficult process. Pay close attention to integration, ego backlash is a struggle. Be gentle with yourself, if there is still a self

@CARDOZZO solid advice!

@Richard Purdy Yes, I would love to see him talking about conscious ways of creating abundance. The same way he created one for conscious politics.

@Dauntment "people do not seem to realize that their opinion of the world is also a confession of character." Ralph Waldo

@How to be wise Hahaha that became a fun thread! I will let you all know if I see Leo there

Is anyone here going to Psychedelic Science conference in Denver? it would be nice to meet other actualizers

Such an interesting interview, Paul lives in the jungle but when I hear him talking sounds like green/yellow. What do you guys think?

@Dauntment sounds like you are quick to make judgements

I left a comment in his last picture on IG, if everyone could like my comment maybe he will notice it. 4 likes already! It will be so amazing Leo and Lex talking. Here is the link. https://www.instagram.com/p/Cte4c8-uAhp/

@Danioover9000 I find him to be very authentic and egoless. He doesn't have a strong need to defend himself or his opinions. He only did ayahuasca once, I don't think ayahuasca played a big role in his development. What I do think helped was being in contact with nature, when we connect with nature we are obligated to connect deeply with our bodies. That's tantra, connection with the inner wisdom of the body. As a society, because of religion and other dogmas/ideologies, we are a bit and if not a lot lol disconnected from our bodies and the intelligence from within, so much so that we go after books, masters, gurus to look for answers, when all the answers are within. This connection with the body he seems to have in abundance. I haven't studied the 9 stages of ego development. Thank you for the recommendation, maybe it will bring me more insights

@Pudgey I don't drink ayahuasca to heal anything, I drink it to tap into unconditional love so I can open my heart and love people like you, who are in deep suffering and have the need to hurt other people. PS: Ayahuasca has never been ruthless with me like you described, on the contrary, I find it to be a very loving plant.

@Pudgey Uhhhh the lord of ayahuasca has spoken, please everyone be silent. He had taketh more ayahuasca than everyone who has ever existed on earth, he had reached the deepest state of enlightenment EVER POSSIBLE and he now spends his whole time making people feel smaller at a forum called Actualized.org. It's a labor of love, he found god realization and now has the NEED to tell people that they are not gods. Im from Brazil honey bunny, grew up in the jungle, my aunt was a shaman and I've sat with the tea countless time, but different than you I don't have a big ego nor do I have the need to show anyone here I'm special. Peace out and chill, this is not a competition if you went deep as you say, by now you should now that I'm also you. I have no fears, but as I read your words and pay close attention to your vocabulary, those are things very present for you.

@max duewel yess!! Every time I throw up I feel like I am in between worlds. There is a reality that "needs" whatever it is that I'm purging, and they ask for it, it's an ugly reality, whenever I purge I start having those really crazy visions, of a red realm, with cartoonish vulgar stuff. Stanislav Grof has a whole book with images talking about this red "reality". Many times I also feel like I am my grandma and I'm processing stuff for her (she is a very difficult person), ancestral trauma I believe. There isn't one time that I purge that I don't have a vision of why I'm throwing up or "what" is coming out of me. Not to mention my skin the next day, it makes me younger, basically a youth fountain lol Leo judges ayahuasca a lot but I feel like it could be very beneficial for his health, because ayahuasca heals the DNA, the specie, not only one person, ir goes deeper. Once I extracted a tooth and was thinking if I should drink the brew or no, I was concerned because I got stitches, but I ended up going, I was scared that the wound would open and the stitches would break. In the end of the ceremony, I went outside for a walk and the whole line of the stitches came out of my mouth, it fell off miraculously, and my gum was intact. I feel like in the body level, ayahuasca is the most efficient, that is why people go to the jungle to heal their illness.

@Socrates I would think that he should try ayahuasca at least once to see how it is, like original style deep in the jungle with indigenous people, and only THEN he could disregard the work of the shaman, the purge and all that comes with a proper ceremony. He is the ones who always says we should investigate everything.. It's really a shame to reduce it to a pill and think that it's the same. Maybe he is just scared of throwing up. I like the end of the book Cosmic Serpent, where Jeremy Narby gives a talk to the indigenous people explaining what he had discovered about the science of ayahuasca and one of the indigenous raises his hand in the back of the room and asks "what took you so long?" It's so impressive the amount of wisdom that the jungle/ indigenous people carry.

@Leo Gura we are all in a toxic relationship with you Leo, you said we would meet in person but then you ghosted us. And still, here we are lol