ValiantSalvatore

I don't really think so it really depends as long as stuff get's not physical I don't care, what someone says to me even when I get angry. I never would also hang-out with people like that nor do I know people like that. That is mostly a very very "degenerate" notion. I mostly see this as a weakness and insecurity of other men, and I never meet someone who is like this. Why should I look less in her eyes? She'd must have serious development gap, I never meet a women like this in my life, who'd act like this, many don't even expect this from me. They would most likely rather hope I don't kill the guy, with violence as it is not an option this is the response I usually get. I'd figure the kind of women I meet and date would get upset at the other guy as well as just ignore, as they rather focus on the relationship besides some opinion of some random people. In that sense defend me. Also the guys who I ran game with 99.9% of the time when some fight breaks out most "girls" who are semi-conscious either leave and or are hoping that they don't fight and defend themselves in a verbal manner. This is such monkey business, I find this pathetic. You can play billions of scenarios, I never meet a total doormat, I usually don't judge a lot although when I do people feel devasted so I refrain from doing it a "friend..." once told me. It's a conscious process unfortunately very conscious, these are such monkey type of behaviours this mostly does not fly in hyer-modern environments at least this is what I've witnessed. You can read the book our inner ape and see how "disgusting" humans can be if you consider human behaviour from a very deep ancestral dive. It's quiet shocking I don't know how much is transferred to humans, yet if someone is not using his/her prefrontal cortex anymore I am unsure what to make of that, I usually just walk past them, there is no need to engage in this type of backstabbing it's usually also from people who are corrupt and in a weak position and can't really contemplate I find. Mostly bottom of the barrel. You know what, the irony is I think I can get girls by making fun of such loosers who make fun of others to feel good about themselves, I legit said this to one and she pulled me upstairs in the end. I was so "pissed" at how lazy some men are and just expect everything to fall into their lap, she legit screamed at time in a sense. I was drunk, I would have never done this sober. I just wanted to see as I am quiet conscious drunk... believe it or not, if this really works and it did. That shocked me. I could even have gone further as I legit felt that authentic hate. All power to the bonobo btw if such jokes are allowed. More sex for everyone.

This was by far the stupidest question on the test imo. In hindsight if they would give more inherently value based questions and make some contrat I dunno a real man is loving and couragous for example, instead of ambitious and successful and sort of contrast these, I'd agree with aurums statement before the test seems quiet heavy SD green.

This time I got 0% hostile 24% benevolent I have more bias towards men than women as a man lol. I know some of them perpetuate stereotypes, yet I find these questions kind of odd, I would also expect some of the same qualties from a women today and I would frame questions differently for example resilliance is something different than emotionally strong as well as having control of emotions, these would be self-regulatory aspects that are neutral/peaceful more harmonic?, yet I guess it does sort of reflect a hidden worldview. I did not even see the note: I saw somewhere IIRC tha this this is not to be confused with a diagnosis of any sort. As if someone would be mentally ill. It's tricky to embody qualties without making them a stereotype and just expressing that energy sort of while not having any of these worldviews. Unsure what to think about this. I'll definitely contemplate it. I am suprised I have 0 hostile views against men and women lol.

Doshin is an 8 in the enneagram to his own accord, so yes he angry all the time . It's the anger triad he also uses this stuff for shadow work etc. 8,9,1's are the anger triad. Might be to esoteric, yet he uses this model.

I am using both I even had to use the API in class lol. Watch Microsoft butchering the thing. The OpenAi it self has so many tools I did not even try to test it for code, as I am not coding currently, yet I would do it to some extend. ChatGpt is just a tiny bit of OpenAi ^^. I don't know how old this is, as the Prof. does this stuff every semester. It's kinda crazy that many don't even know about this. Though interesting. https://platform.openai.com/examples These I believe are all tools from OpenAi.

What about exercise? There are various things you could trouble shoot? You could also join a dance class, as well as some humour thing or comedy. Play an instrument? My aggressive energy dissapted completely with meditation and exercise for years now, I started quiet young. It's more rigidity now. I still get angry etc, especially when fixing stuff. I did shadow work also most of this helped, it's not an overnight fix exercise by far helps the most in the immediate and long-term and meditation is a great way to deal internally with it. Both also potentiate psychdelic trips immensly imo, besides very healthy nutrition. You could journal about triggers also and remove them what causes the aggressive energy for example. There are also tricks. Maybe it's simply cortisol in your body and brief breathing exercises can dissapate that energy especially if it coagulates around the sternum. Body awareness meditation etc. I saw a guy at a retreat how had a very angry "choleric" type energy very rigid stiff uptight german guy, he passed out during a retreat because he tried so hard? I did not see it, yet they called the paramedics and we had to continue to meditate and not get distracted. He had such an angry breath when I walked past him. I find this common in engineers that there is the level of frustration&anger it's an emotion that is approximately on the same feeling level. Men have to do physical exercise in order to release stress more deeply than women, I am unsure if stress causes you anger. I have this info from her, I like her as a meditation teacher a lot. Anger is certainly to be expressed and not bottled up.

I was typing a joke before, that all of these words have such a british sarcastic tune to them, I am aghastly appalled at the bewilderment of this specimen, I just wanna see nature documentaries from national geographics with this kind of vocabulary. I love this level of hidden irony/sarcasm so much. It just leaves room for misinterpretation. I worked in London and gave my co-worker an impression of this, he told me it's to offensive and I had to stop I had to laugh so hard. Aghast is relatively easy.

24/36 I had to google almost every verb to describe these emotions I never heared them in a casual conversation, this skewed the result. First language is German. I seldom hear someone say. incredulous pensive imploring flustered I thought imploring meant internally probing someone else with questions and it means "pleading", to implore = inständig bitten. The more you learn. lol.

https://strengthlevel.com/ I used this to see how well I am doing, I never really compared myself with others mostly with my progress and myself, I could only bench 60kg with 96kg weight it was one of my weakest disciplines. I loved doing squats today getting back doing both! Squatting was about 150-180kg with 3-5-10 reps so no one max-rep, I could have gone to 200 maybe, as one max rep. Squatting was the most fun for me. I was way to amazed that others could bench stuff. I basically stuck to a 10% rule for everything IIRC. When I could squat 100kg I would use to 10kg plates and go for 120kg and see how much I could do rinse and repeat. Then I got injured two times. So yeah.

That is a common one I heard at least also from my friend who now get's laid a lot by just approaching and going out and setting up a masculine profile (not currently). For me it's similar mostly positive interactions and gratitude journaling has helped me the most. Mostly the starvation of sex, I dunno masturbation still works for me, sometimes approval from women can be also "annoying in a sense" For me it has mostly been the awareness around the emotion of envy, that some things are "more accessible", I just see it for what it is and accept it. Gratitude has helped me more attracting attractive women, I give my best to find more quality women, yet currently it's me who is lacking skill in this area. Gratitude has just been a huge solution for most bias issues for me at least.

That is super interesting, I legit favour and gave myself best to "optimize" myself to this, as I hated the prior in my eyes "bias" of friends I had and chubbier women, I never understood this mindset. Just in terms of bias about bias, but w/e. Also this is interesting as my friend went out and me we are the complete opposite he likes the prior and has nothing against the latter, and is the prior. While me beign the reverse of that as long as organic... funny times, anyway that is interesting I only went out with one wealthy women and she seemed a bit interested in men more like me and not the prior still it was my wings sister, so I had no idea. Funny stuff delusional also, both were from Syria also incredible how open humans are. I wonder if this is just some elitism selection, but w/e. I guess this is also a sign of power, yet that is super super interesting to me thanks for pointing that out lol! Note: She was super hot and fit, although that social circle and that city is delusional and the devil. I swear to the lord, I become devout christian before witnessing the shit again I saw there. Even for a job interview this is super insightful, also in terms of developmental thinking to some level. I think this is what gave me the 6% I legit choose this because it's a societal notion and women give birth to even men, so I thought this would be the better choice and gave a slight agreement.

All of this is human bullshit in a sense and you still have to learn it to work, incredible.

My original post got lost https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sex_differences_in_intelligence#:~:text=Sex differences in human intelligence,to vary slightly on average. What I wanted to type is benevolent bias is one of the most patronizing and belitteling feeligs you can do to another human, it's like you are not encouraging the potential of the other human beign for beign a human and the sheer isness of the human taking gender into account and or not. Then the whole level of performance falters because of brainwashing type tactics that not even seen as a tactic, it's just a perversion of sorts undescribeable. The level of belittlement I felt at times for the benevolent seeming attitude shocked me, especially when I outperformed others. Masculine and feminine dynamics brain differences etc. For sure plays a role. When values shift a deeper inclusions especially at yellow is present of masculine and feminine principles, and there is a bigger openness for this, although I find many men to cause this benevolent bias at times, when there is no authority that cares about eliminating and airing bias and serves as a community role model and a level of encouragement. I wonder how much shifts with a larger emphasis on spiral development. The first date with the doctor chick ?? gave me a huge wave in communal stages of vibes, while I am very mixed in them, she legit said she did get 0 sexual vibes from me. She was very artsy and feminine. Also the point about serving and protecting women, is different from beign a kick-ass player/gentelman who can walk the walk is well-off and does not need to show it similar just to someone like Keanu Reeves, I still like this frame, yet it's been sorta abused as this "sigma grindset" they legit made a whole psychology out of the introverted alpha there are courses about this, incredible. Some classes also open my eyes about how these concepts can be used for engineering, as well as how much ins constructed, many of these mechanisms are legit present in everyday interactions and have a similar affect. Like elitism, it's funny how much I also benefitted from this and how stage purple concepts are very effective for dating. For simplicities sake (again I still am not the best sexually next time I be a bit more aggressive) different cultures for sure have different attitudes, unfortunately many are regressive and the west is undeniably more culturally advanced and technologicall advanced than most countries and directions on the planet. Besides a few cities. Still it's pretty important, you can just of course "run" pure.... selection and dismiss diversity completely and neglect every new ocean and make it a kingpin simulation of who is the biggest ape/lion maybe Zebra in the jungle. This has nothing really to do with holism, and a lot of this social darwinism type thinking is present in the dating scence and I have to basically modulate myself to this? To be succesful in dating? I listend to a Blinkist about deeper dating, where it's mostly about purpose, and passion and sharing these screeing like this and vision. Although when I check data most legit go to online-dating nowadays and my dating range ranges from Zoomers to late born Gen-Y's and it's not easy. Most are online from what I found I dunno if the algorithm (and it does) just feeds me similar data. What many don't realize is many Academics especially the students are at blue/orange many engineer type people have blue/orange type biases, as they only feed their intellect you will never have a class about social sciences and or wisdom assoicated with insights from there, at least this is info from the O'Fallon paper many don't have a higher ego development. Ironically these topics worked in my favour while discussing them with dates... I legit stopped looking at it, yet these topics really really worked well with intellectually and psychologically inclined women who are obviously sexual creatures? Must I spill the obvious. The point about patrichal values is an entire history lesson worth of the wrongdoings of the church etc. and you can even go back to slavery if you want to lol. I bet that would be highly interesting, ngl how patriachal society is at times, ironically I do better under leadership from women as it's usually more process oriented, it's just very chaotic in it's own way at times, and I am the one who often brings in clarity the longer the process goes on, as at one point intuition is not really needed, and it's about skill etc. At least these have been my experiences within and outside of academia. People generally don't like to feel muted. This is mostly it I am going to study sexology and body language heavily when doing game, I do enjoy the biological things of life lol, and I love playful behaviour and flirting with women, unfortunately with my "intellecually" inclined type thinking I don't get this all to often and it's more direct and consensual it seems, which is also not all to bad, yet my frame is to feminine currently for it to work as well as to neutral. I mostly did online game as it does work for me and offline game is just more effective and fun, it's not really a priority I would prefer to do it with less bias and actually just find a deep girlfriend who is interested in deep intimate sex, and not the boring stuff. Many academics are quiet boring and they just want to live "the good life" with house, garden and animals nothing very intimate mostly just family, imo.

You can check plattforms like edx.org, as well as brilliant to get intuition, yet for serious math I would buy textbooks and I checked a YouTuber a couple who recommend doing real textbooks for a deeper even intutive understanding of maths. I plan to do something similar, if I get the proper math background. I don't know if this is public, yet there are projects from universities to share stuff like this. https://ocw.mit.edu/search/?q=math I checked these sources and I have sources from my university, (nobody asked for it besides me...) I am not sharing because I am not interested to get into some copyright restriction conflict. Basically edx.org, coursera.org, this YouTuber, MIT opencourseware, humblebundle has sales at times for example I have a stack of books teaching the mathematics of programming, like discrete mathematics etc. Doing math in Python etc. from No Starch press that cost 30€ on Amazon and the whole bundle costs 17€ and you also donate to a social cause, this is why I liked twitch and online communties etc. Brilliant.org is also fine, yet most have their background from school and textbooks. The OpenSoftware stuff is great as they offer assignments and solutions, and that is mostly what a textbooks should provide at best they give a very intutive explanation of a concept etc. There are plenty of sources for super-real math I would buy textbooks and go to a university and take the appropriate lectures. Also there are doctors and medical people lol, so it's not the only way and without business and products we could not even feed ourselves this has nothing really to do with science in my opinion, in terms of survival it's just a super global fad imo. This would be my take, although I am in a similar position fundamentally learning from scratch and my LP is still more focused on programming, so I am more interested in the intuition of math, and some calculations I have to see.

Overall without getting into internet discussions, the assumptions are made based on internalized attitudes as far as I can tell, we are miles a way from a super-holistic study from 10 different fields analyzing one sector in big picture style. Having Ken Wilbers 4 quadrant model in mind helps to re-frame the idea that the test is just there as a reflection tool. At best study sexology to contemplate difference in male and female behaviour on the pure biological level as well as have an idea of it. These are all different topics and themes, and it's rare to see an interdisciplinary approach. Sex at dawn is still a pretty eye-opening book about this, I had only one date who'd be willing to discuss sex that deeply, I am looking for women similar to this, who enjoy sex and are willing to explore most dates have mostly been sorta survival like, so far besides 3 that had more depth. I mean even Owen Cook has a dirty sneaky level of awarness of knowledge behind this. There are differences although they accumulated in attitudes and predisposition without any presumptions there simply is no bias, even when the dynamic is different. It's interesting to study these, although without a high-level of non-judgement and development these topics are close to impossible to talk about I meet although a couple of women who were super open, it just did not fit logistic wise. It's more like a deep dive into reality and masculine feminie polarities I really love this when going out I sort of miss it. I was personally curious about if there is a tool to reflect on the issue of sexism besides reading endless "hot quick articles" and something slightly more deeper. I would look at it holistically, I dunno I just don't think feminism is a good topic for dating, it might be in a relationship as a concern for social causes and historical impacts and just sheer interest and curiosity. I gave it a go for online-dating and meet a super manipulaitve women even though I legit have concerns and enjoy to talk about the topic, it's just not really my kind of tea currently. I dunno I did not like the feeling of rigidity of talking about it, and me feeling guilty without doing anything etc. So I just stay clear from toxic vibes in that regard, I dated and meet more integrated women so to speak, who did not need to lash out and attack. Most are also not like this. Maybe 1 in 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000. Approximately. I am sometimes unsure how far I can trust PUA advice, as I struggle beign sexually with women and legit just consent already worked for me, so I am curious how far I can build the sex life of my dreams in terms of also "awareness and consciouness" and not only more "traditional spiritual" ideas. Even though I am not against it, I just don't want someone traditional ever.

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@Ulax Same to you! I respect the openness to inquiry.

Actually it's my fault I did not read it carefully I thought it was about what happens when benevolent sexism occures, yet the question was if all benevolent sexism should be avoided. That is my fault. I did not think that deeply and was more focused on personal synthesis of information I acquired. I would personally eliminate bias as much as possible, makes more room for genuient innocent type of convos and interactions, usually more fun and raw. I miss these interactions and also dating and proper social circle.

@Ulax Me neither I am unsure what concludes a formal theory, as must stuff is constructed and I am not a scientist, so I never created a theory from scratch etc. Nor did I do "proper science". I checked some papers about this, I prefer to use Wiki even if it's incentivized to use Google Scholar usually and I had to read a few papers now for a machine learning course, and without the how to of anything, I was not really able to make sense of them also it's so much I am unsure how one human can consume this even in a team. I dunno most paper reading failed in implementation and the implementers read a few papers apparently and solved some issues effectively that is the irony of it somehow. Although reading the theory gave rise to plenty of ideas, doing stuff from scratch legit yielded the best results, I am not a big fan of bias. So yeah was interested to see and share a somewhat deeper opinon. From Wiki your question regarding to emeralds statement & comment. I've listend to an Blinkist talking about similar things for minorities in graduate programms, and they found after they underwent the programm the differences simply diminished in performance. Anyway that is that.

I wanted to post this, simply to contemplate bias and I sort of guilt tripped myself, I sometimes feel double-standards and question myself and at the end I am often the beign less biased. I hope this can serve more as a contemplation tool, the dating section of this forum is partially a mess, so more women can feel inclined to share their worldview and also biases. Which is interesting otherwise life would be boring at times if not for the opposite sex/gender lol. Well.... for any doubters, maybe I should at one point proclaim I am a ray ray saint, I dunno how I can score so low with my level of humour at times. Feel free to doubt. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ambivalent_sexism

That is interesting does show me a lot though, how people associate also why some of my friends complain about certain countries. Anyway. Needless drama and not very serious about eliminating bias. I ignored both users beforehand, that is the irony of it. Would still be cool if others would post results, and would be willing to engage in a somewhat non-trolling discussion. I could at least then stop blocking one user. Some are disinterested in acting less biased. At least that would up the quality of the forum, this just proofs some correct choices.The idea is to provide self-reflection and inclusion not ego ridiculement. I am not going to answer any of this as long as I smell hidden manipulation, trolling and horsing around and just delete the thread. Dude I could have ended up in 2 open relationships and do game. I would prefer not reading people like a book online.

Nootropics Depot is great, although German customs seized the stuff and checked every tiny corner of it, in the end they gave it to me. This seller does not get seized by customs for me in Germany. As Nootropics Depot is an american company and everything that is not considerd E.U has giga strict controls. https://mindnutrition.com/ Aliexpress is how China does business, when I was there you can check for yourself and as long as it's not a large quantity of money, I ordered a phone from a chinese shop it was pretty solid. I would compare the certificate of analysis if I'd be serious about buying it and check other stuff from sellers. AliExpress can be legit at least that is how I did business in China in e-commerce lol, although there is a risk at hand, I would double check possible issues. If you have a chinese friend ask him/her, if he thinks it's legit. The company I worked for bought so many products over this plattform it was wild. I'd prefer quality I mosty looked into the research of how stuff was extracted etc. Nootropics Depot is by far cheaper and has IIRC similar extraction methods for lionsmane mushrooms etc. Mindnutrition is also very good! A bit pricy, although affordable. Full disclosure: I never personally ordered something from there, I did e-commerce type business with products from there. In China.

Ken Wilber, because he resonated with me beign a military kid and him also, I could relate to the kick-ass healthy energy of rebellion for love and peace. As well as the pain of contemplating war and how brutal humans are. I was so happy someone legit explored and wrote down things I've been interested in, and I am still not done studying it! As well as injustice although I admire his impartiality at times.

I was vegan during this time and or vegeterian I watched some parts of the video from Sadghuru about this and wanted to include the information. I'd say it's possible, yet you have to be an exeptional human beign and life style has to fit, I dunno how much mental work is beign impacted by it. I feel a bit better with more sleep and time to think creatively and relax. Currently my intention is to stop rushing against the clock. So yeah still wondering changing internally a lot here. I was not very structural strategic about it more pragmatic and holistic listening to how I feel, reporting and optimizing. With a focus on self-actualization working out a lot 1h30 a day in the gym approx. I was fit a.f I am now 12kg lighter, yet I think I damage my joints even with stretching and had an inflammation, I dunno how well this fits with exercise this is my experience I went through parts of a holistic health book and he recommends going to bed by 10:30 and waking up at 6:00am approx IIRC. I am doing this and I feel way more whole usually. Although I struggle because of internet addiction and rigidty at times of goals etc.

I tried it in extrem periods and while exercising also a siesta sleep cycle, if you are not some superhuman I would not do it, I just hurt myself and got injured. Been through the same stuff, asked someone else who is more fit. I would not recommend it. Only other reference experience I have is from audiobooks where it would from a chinese master and that was a referene of a reference, when I can't sleep I focus on restful qualities and just accept I can't sleep and meditate like this, this is more and or less effective. I don't think it's sustainable. I was not able to do it consistently and it did not really help me. You can meditate also when you dream, I tried those techniques also, and dream yoga all-in all it was to much. I dunno if it works for you that is cool. If you want to do it strategically I'd say it's fine, yet if you can develop this superhman sleep cycle and not injure yourself and be engage in western living, then yes. I would get 7-8h of sleep and do some dream yoga to explore the subtle releam if you can hold a 3h practice and have that much time, yet if you are living a 9-5 and are executing I understand the pressure, I am looking to do more activity based meditations like meditating while exercising etc. Holding awareness during the idea 10 second practice here, 10 second practice there etc. Differntiating when to use thinking as a tool and move more towards a "no-mind" experience. Also I would recommend joining some "real community" if possible so you see people that you enjoy hanging-out with and are beneficial to your spirital growth and journey. I hope this helps! If you can do it without hurting yourself sure, I struggled immensely with 6h30 of sleep and stopped I attempted to go for 4h30 - 6h30 of sleep with sleep cycles and train dream yoga etc. It was way way to much. I would exhaust energy with exercise and meditate in activity (what I did) as my seated practice is not the strongest still struggling because of "genetic injury". I would attempt it again with a better health routine, I just noticed so much is wrong about health it takes a while to do all of this.