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Holly shit guys! I just did 22 mg HCI. That was so powerful and completely knocked me off. It sort of removed my ego and but I couldn't fully let go. I think it's because of a smaller dose. Next time i'm doing 30. The experience literally was like dying. I had so much terror at first but after I surrendered it was so beautiful and joyful and i was laughing so hard. Then back to my ego again. Then beauty again. It's like on and off. Fighting with my ego a lot and then back to reality again. Very scary and beautiful experience. It also depleted my energy so much that I shaveled 3 big mangoes into my face after. Pranayama helped in restoring the energy too. Now, I'm still so overwhelmed but very happy at the same time, even thought, i couldn't fully breakthrough. This thing is very powerful! Wow!

What a great episode by Martin Ball: https://www.podomatic.com/podcasts/entheogenic/episodes/2017-05-22T11_09_06-07_00

@Shanmugam Great explanation! Thank you

@The White Belt Perhaps, some people have more psychopathic brains or stronger egos than others. But really, the only thing why they are killing us is because we believe in those thoughts. We are so used to identify with those thoughts that we think it's who we are. Although, I don't know what happens to people with mental illnesses. Maybe there is something wrong with their brain and it makes them to identify with it even more strongly.. I don't know..

@The White Belt My theory is that thoughts do come from the brain and by doing self-inquiry or meditation we start somehow rewiring it. That way, with more practice, we able to train the brain so much that it opens up..

Very inspiring! Thank you my friend <3

@outlandish Good to hear! Hahaha, imagine Trump takes acid! That would be very interesting to see

It's very good but I'm waiting though, when scientists, themselves, will start taking psychedelics instead of using them on other people . That would be a progress for sure!

@Azrael Awesome!! Looking forward to meeting you man

@zikzak @Barna Can you vaporize HCI? Does the purity of the product affect the experience? If it's 95% for example?

@Leo Gura I'm confused. Are HCL and HCI the same? Snorting only? Also, some online vendors that sell 5-meo don't say anything about it. It just says 5-meo dmt. Does it mean it's freebase?

@pluto Also, fermented foods are very good for B vitamins. Coconut kefir, fermented vegetables etc

@Visionary I already gave this info to someone on the forum. So here it is again. Maybe you will find something that you like And remember! ALWAYS SOAK YOUR NUTS!!!! Movie "Forks Over Knives" Books: "How not to die" By Michael Gregor, "Whole" by T. Colin Campbell Website: Veganhealth.org Science based channels: https://www.youtube.com/user/NutritionFactsOrg https://www.youtube.com/user/BiteSizeVegan (more ethical but still have a lot of info on nutrition) https://www.youtube.com/user/FitOnRaw (sometimes super scientific and not open to more spiritual aspects of the diet) Fitness/Gains: https://www.youtube.com/user/TheQuestForFitness https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCjOKgw4ndKt52LTESwqvAGg https://www.youtube.com/user/HumerusFitness https://www.youtube.com/user/PlantbasedAthlete Inspirational channels: https://www.youtube.com/user/liferegenerator (Super inspirational and motivational. Mostly raw foods) https://www.youtube.com/user/MarkusRothkranz https://www.youtube.com/user/HappyHealthyVegan Cooking: https://www.youtube.com/user/cookingwithplants https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCEjkioV3LO_OIUaSWRxFZ3A

@AlwaysBeNice Hahaha!! Omg so funny

@Ry4n Start with even 1 gram and build from there. Try acid too because it's more controllable than mushrooms.

@Ry4n Still, it's better to start from less powerful stuff. Get yourself familiar with psychedelics and then do 5meo, especially if you are very young. You can still get very deep and profound trips on mushrooms or acid if you put a right intention and knowing what you want to get from those trips.

@Ry4n I would start from less powerful psychedelics first like mushrooms or acid. Have you done any at all?

This is so awesome!!

Oh nice! Seattle is close, I go there sometimes. No worries, being shy is normal. Let the shyness in you be the drive to meet people . It's like that quote "Feel the fear but do it anyway"

Let's keep in touch and maybe some day when I'll be in Bordeaux we will meet

@AlwaysBeNice Thank you for sharing! Tomorrow I'm actually going for the first session with a teacher that I met 2 weeks ago. I'm very much looking forward to that!

Vancouver, Canada

@Snick-The ThinkTank Glad you like the idea! No worries man, no off topic. Vancouver is great! It's very beautiful and I feel very lucky to be living here. With all this nature around it really makes it a beautiful place and maybe even a spiritual place :). A lot of people say that Vancouver is a boring city, that apart from nature and beautiful buildings it's really nothing much. I disagree. I feel it all depends of who you are inside and what you project into the world around you. If Vancouver is boring to you, then you're probably boring yourself. And what is boring really? You know what I mean :). So, everyone can find what they like/dislike about Vancouver in different ways but definitely for nature lovers it's a great place to be. Yes, a lot of people here are into yoga, spirituality, plant based, etc. Maybe it's something has to do with some kind of energy here, I don't know. Or maybe it's because we don't add fluoride into our tap water since I've heard it affects your pineal gland lol.

I wish we could meet too but maybe some day we will. At least we leave in the same country

I feel the deeper I get into the enlightenment work the more I realize how scary this enlightenment thing to the ego. It can be very disorientating after you've seen the Truth to live "normally" in the world. I'm loosing interested in many things that I used to enjoy. Not interested in seeing some of my friends or going out anymore. Loosing interested in achieving my life purpose. I feel that my life purpose now is to awaken. I really want to get deeper into that and to let go of many things but scared how I'll be functioning in the world after. How will I be going to work? How will I be interacting with my family or friends? I get it, it's all ego. In the ultimate reality all those things don't exist but it's just very painful sometimes to experience it on the level of the ego.