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@cetus56 i did. It's difficult to know then. But my armodafilnil did have effects. It's just that the difference in the order of lines of words made me suspect it

I have tried armodafilnil for 4 weeks but i want to make sure if i got the real drug. This is the image of my strip. My armodafilnil drugs are white tablets but they are contained in the blue strip, not the usual pink strip. I was a bit worried. Hope you guys can help @Leo Gura @Serotoninluv @Nahm Thanks a lot

@cetus56 even you do not know? Chance is i got tricked

@cetus56 can you give your opinion?

@winterknight how to increase my intelligence? ( i cannot use psychedelics)

It has become clear to me for long that meditation is for suicide. But i find it hard to believe/accept (or if you dont like the word believe you can call it whatever you want) that we can feel painless when your body is in pain. The most annoying and gruesome pain is the pain in the stomach ( in my experience). How can one meditate under stomach's pain? How can suicide be painless?

@Azrael be careful with your theory, man. I appreciate your concern but i had a feeling meditation is for suicide long before Leo said things like death, suicide

Hi all, I'm back from 300mg armodafilnil. It hurt though. I want to ask whether Leo is starting to believe in past lives and next lives now? Leo once said he never experienced past lives before but in his latest video he certainly seems to have begun to have faith in the past lives theory. Are past lives and next lives real? Has anyone here experienced past lives?

Does this mean everything is predetermined?

Of course I'm talking from the self. What is the point of talking about reincarnation if we are not looking at it from the perspective of the self? If everyone else is me there's no point talking about reincarnation

there are 2 types probably. The words on the tablet containing my armodafinil is blue, not pink like yours. I live in Vietnam. I search in the internet knowing there are blue and pink tablets. I am not sure if there's a difference in quality. I took 2 pills of 150mg

@Annoynymous your name is hard to type lol. It seems just a little strange. Does your armodafinil have a bad taste like the rice type for pigs? Mine has that taste. But mine does not get me a headache, just a little discomfort in the stomach. but since my stomack is already quite weak it does not prove anything. I took 150mg yesterday and got a tiny glimpse of nondual awareness. Since my stomach always needs a ton of time to consume food it takes 4 fours to for the pill to kick in. My experience: The first time i took it i felt just a little more pleasant ( It might just be a psychological self-deceptive feeling). The second time i tried it and my mind felt more tranquil, a little glimpse of nondual awareness. My venture: just 30 mins ago i took 300mg. I'll wait to see how it will turn out. My health is weak, very weak but i am really disgusted with the web of bullshit , morality and rationality around so i took the risk. I have become conscious that i have been brainwashed by my parents, friends for years.

@Hellspeed are you there? LOL . Those insights came from my MOMENT. You can live with your projection and believes it's reality lol. I have done it for so long

Hi everyone, I'm just back from a meet with an enlightened master in my country. He's a sincere monk. He just hypnotized me into nondual awareness. Since psychedelics are illegal in my country I go with the hypnosis path. What I've experience are just too pessimistic and I would like to call it the brutality and playfulness of existence. _ We have no free will. It does not matter how much our brain wants to think otherwise. _ The ego is like a puppet King ( it's an analogy) who is just on the throne to be controlled by all the politicians and thinks he really has the power to choose. The images we saw, the things we heard, experiences we had ( they are all just appearances) will be processed by the brain chemistry. _ The way Rationality is produced: We (as an ego) have a desire and our brain does the chemical process to come up with reasons to tell us to do it. There are a lot of ways our brain can do rationality _ All thoughts are from 1 the giant mind ( the universe) and our brain is the bio-computer. (1) . _ Every thought or insight, idea, no matter how brilliant they are they already existed in the giant mind of the universe long ago and our brain just does the mechanical process to remember them. You can be scientist, a mathematician and believes you yourself does the intelligent part of the invention or the proof of a mathematical theorem but the answer is NO. It's just that you're lucky to be given a great brain ( an advanced bio computer) with necessary arsenal of chemistry to connect to the layers of thoughts that have been on the layer of consciousness of the universe mind. Physicists, mathematicians, poets, musicians think they invent new things but in fact they just remember what has been invented and written out. _ Brainstorming is no different than genital masturbation. _ Life is just masturbation. A man or a woman will fall in love only after they are aware of their physical body and body sensation. _ Spirituality is actually just one thing: Love _ Consciousness is real but very difficult for ordinary people to grab because they're programmed by their body and brain. Intelligence comes from awareness. _ The giant mind of the universe only allows for some people to be extraordinary. The rest will try in vain and die. Honestly, I feel too sad about this. We are just mere toys created by the giant mind so that it can mentally masturbate. P/s: I would like it if Leo does a video on brain vs mind.

@Mu_ Leo has a strong character and he wants people to do their research

@Mu_ I have a feeling you're Leo but there's one difference so I can be wrong

This man us downright stupid. "We are not gods because we're humans But Jesus is God". Laughable. He was brainwashed by his culture and parents. We should not waste time on people like him. Downright dumb

THICH QUANG DUC was my country's Buddhist. The special thing about him was he had his disciples burn him alive. He did not move at all. The video is still available on youtube. Is this kind of act a sign of enlightenment? I doubt it. I want to hear you guys' opinions

After my small glimpses of enlightenment i've become less and less neurotic and egoic. However, I can hardly tolerate the ungrateful attitude people have towards what they recieved even though they do not pay anything for it. For example: Leo gives us a lot of free videos and there are still so many downright impolite comments towards him. I don't know Leo personally and honestly i think some advice from him is not good but his effort does not deserve nasty comments. I am quite negative. I wish i had never been born but it still does not make sense to me how people could be rude to the some individuals who have no genetic relation to them at all and yet help them? About love: Leo makes a video about love but tell me why i should have love for the kind of ungrateful assholes that i have them just to get insulted or backstabbed?

To be honest, I still think there are people who are DOWNRIGHT rotten to the core, downright selfish and absolutely evil and criminal and cannot be changed. Other people have the right to love those kind of people but I don't love them. I can't

i still dont understand the criticism Leo has for Sadhguru in this video lol. I watched it 2 times already

@aurum i will contemplate what you say

@aurum how can it be?

i am grateful that you helped me to know that mathematics is not a standard for intelligence. I did not know i was brainwashed by my culture about it, not even after my no-self experience

@Leo Gura what do you mean when you talk about Sadhguru like that?