Alex bAlex

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  1. @B_Naz I know, I just have to move along in my self-development and go out and communicate and find new people so, automatically I will have to deal with different kind of people. This strategy sounds cool. I will apply it. Thanks
  2. And I will kiss by Underworld
  3. I was quite shocked to see Rsd Tyler on Leo's vision board. I tried to watch Rsd Tyler but couldn't stand that squiny neurotic kid acting like on cocaine. And especially after listening to The Game by Neil Strauss. Anyway, surfing through this forum I see some of you recommend Rsd Max as a genuine guy so I spent a couple of hours watching his infield videos. At the first glance look like this guy know what he's doing so I checked his site and I always like to scroll down to the bottom of the page. Here I found this link https://main.realsocialdynamics.com/employment/ So if you have some cash to sustain yourself you can join the group. Maybe even pay them then I ran more searches and I found this https://allpua.wordpress.com/2016/03/27/rsd-luke-uses-his-girlfriend-in-his-videos/ And probably there are many other articles that show those arranged infidels. Nevertheless I start to see Max from a different perspective. I guess that if you join the group and you are selected, you'll stay. As with all the cults.
  4. Who says that suppose to be the purpose of a woman. Life doesn't have any inherited purpose. The mothering instinct is a society created condition from childhood. What were your first toys? Probably a doll a, pram and a house or something similar. So your subconscious thinks that it's your purpose. On the other side the life is full of desire, thus full of suffering. Why would anyone concious bring life into a painful world? Imo I think all those people who became parents and changed their attitude about childrens overnight are just bullshiting themselves because now ego has to defend itself. How many parents do you hear "oh fuck, I've done a mistake and I hate it by bringing this child to life"?
  5. Amazing synchronisation of drop, lights, flames and camera angles. Can't wait to trip on ?
  6. Just listenin to one of Leo's audio about ego delusion and how you think that you are the center of the universe. Then I wonder and asked Google "where's the center of the universe?" Apparently not so far...
  7. My coming off of first mushroom trip on this tune was a great experience.
  8. This guy knows his stuff :))
  9. @SpaceCowboyYou're the self-actualized one here Well done!
  10. Hello Actualizers, Have you got any recommendations on which binural beats / meditation /affirmations programs to listen to before you go to bed or during the day? I have listened so far Anna Thompson self hypnosis programs for 3-4 months last year. Do they work... Mmmm... The fact is that sometimes I skipped a day or two either because I forget about it or my headphones battery run off juice. Another program is called Power Thoughts Meditation Club. This is a bit... Meah... I have listened for 2 months but again not a very significant change. Also, trying to go to sleep with headphones on is a bit of challenge as it affects your sleep position and puts pressure on ears. I'm look forward to buy something like this https://www.amazon.com/Bluetooth-Headphone-Adjustable-Earphones-Microphone/dp/B07K1TJJPR for more comfort. So what are your favourite self-hypnosis/binural beats programs? Many thanks! Not to be listen while driving or operating heavy machineries!
  11. @Daphne I hope this helps you
  12. Ahamm.... Got it ?
  13. Has anyone experience liveliness and fulfiling in a dull, wintery nature? In my first strong psychedelic experience I encountered nature and I was amazed of its aliveness and beauty, but it was spring time(May) when all the trees are green and flourish. I'm asking this because:(1) I didn't get the same experience in a cold month of April when the nature was still asleep and (2) I keep seeing the expression "The nature is always alive and always beautiful". It's just me the one who can't see beauty in a "Death nature"?
  14. He's preparing a "mini series" of 5 to 10 hours of content Or better put it 5 hours single video ?
  15. Hey, just found out this channel which seems pretty cool. Have a look
  16. @Charlotte@Charlotte Thanks for sharing this one ? makes my day brighter ?
  17. When does having an opinion about someone or something slips into judging? How do you know where's the threshold?
  18. Thank you @Igor82 Last year I have reached to lesson 6 and stopped. This took me 4 months. Was it too long? (I was trying to focus on the 3rd eye for a long time till I moved on) Also, I have stopped because I find it somehow difficult to keep the count of Ujjayi Pranayama and Talabya Kriya, many times just kept doing it and slip deep into thoughts, forget about counting. Anyway, I'll give it a go again soon