Alex bAlex

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  1. @CreamCat Hope this help
  2. @John Iverson Take the life purpose course. Everything that you need can be found there
  3. ? On my laptop? Then went out to a photo boutique (or whatever name is) and asked to print it for me. ~£30. Does this answer your question?
  4. We're always following rules from how to make a cup of tea to how to drive or compose an email. Some people seem to override societies set of rules and create wonderful things. Now what if I'm not able to take decisions for myself and always have to check the "code" in order to drive my life of listen for instructions? Will I be a slave for life? In a certain way all of us are tight to this. Hopefully what I want to say makes sense ?
  5. @Zigzag Idiot More paranoid that I am getting Schizophrenic with all this chattering and analysis in my mind. @K VIL Sometimes the confusion and doubt lead to freezing fear. And decisions cannot be taken so easy when the responsibilities are at high stakes (e.g. people who depend on you) @denydritz Maybe society is just an act. You see people talking to each other, like in a friendship relationship, but do they really like each other? Thank you all!
  6. @Zigzag Idiot I was sitting and thinking about joining the army. Then I went to investigate the reasons and I found that I need to be part of a male group (camaraderie) as the masculine model missed the part of my teenage development. And the other reason was that in the army there is someone who can guide you (e.g. Give orders). Now I am afraid that I will not be able to make it in life and look out for "instruction" from others. .... Just more duct tape....
  7. I've been out of coffee for 2 years and working nights shifts. I can tell that besides having a constant flow of energy (instead of bursts of 1-2 hours), it free lots of time and develop a stimulus free mind,as you'll not think all the time that you need a coffee to wake you up or boost your mood. If you need something to keep you focused, try l-thianine - works wonders. Edit : Daily exercises before starting your day is another good coffee replacement
  8. You'll have an ego back-lash after 10 days of Meditation, so doing it before it might be a better idea. I had done acid one week after the retreat in the woods with a new person, which I met a the retreat, and it was still alright but I guess it's a subjective thing.
  9. I thought that crop circles are a historical thing, but I found out that they are still proliferate in Wiltshire, UK. Any thoughts?
  10. I have thought about this for a while and I think that tattoos can come from a self esteem issue (e.g. Love heart with an arrow for mum) but also from a high consciousness state of mind (e.g. Indigenous tribes doing ayahuasca and their tattooed skins). What's the reason for a tattoo in the end? Identification! Cius!
  11. @Moreira @Shiva @Rigel Thanks guys.
  12. Hi @Leo GuraIn you deep awakening experience that you had, you have mentioned that you(or I) create everything around us, imagining "reality " and ultimately design all this stuff. Big question now. Have you find out an answer about eating animal products in relation to the enlightenment. The Buddhist say not to kill and all that jazz, have you got any answers relating to the food? I know you kept avoiding shooting a video on this subject (of veganism) but I would be in debt to you if you would give me a clue. Sorry for the low quality questions but I am confused as fuck and I don't know who I am. I am not a vegan but eat mostly vegan, ordering a coconut late with a cheese sandwich.
  13. @Leo Gura Have you reached the ultimate stage in regard to expanding your consciousness, getting enlightenment or there is more to this? Did you passed SP stage Yellow?
  14. @Neorez ha ha :)) next stage will be translucent :)) wearing a transparent raincoat
  15. Hey, I am curious if you can live a full fulfiled life without having to have a partner or get married. Is "you need to find the other half" only a social construct, like marriage for example? To be clear, I am excluding sexual need. Let's say you are ok with sex and you can pick it up whenever you want. In this case, do you still need a partner? Thanks.
  16. @Immortal peace My apologies ? @Mikael89 Thanks ?
  17. Hey "actualizers", We are keep taught to be original if we want to be successful and to create authentic products, or, more simplistically, "JUST BE YOURSELF". If you're reading and consume personal development content for a while, you might notice that some patterns keep repeating themselves and if you do a bit of analysis, you'll find out that everyone form Wallace D Wattles, to Napoleon Hill to Tony Robbin, say pretty much the same shit (useful shit), only a bit polished, to shine. And I am thinking of myself as well, that in order to be authentic, I have to be inspired by someone or some material. So I will get this inspiration material, paraphrase it, publish it and call it original. So the question is: is it,out there anything original or just refurbished stuff? I can also think that a musician may create a good piece of melody but himself must have some initial sting of music to pull from. I guess I can answer my question by saying that there is no such a thing as 100% original ®©™️©️??
  18. Intresting.... For five years every video was delivered on time and now... YouTube is a zen devil ? muahhahhahhh
  19. I am not a writer but I feel the same when I am thinking of something "original" life to create a youtube content or business. When I get an idea I am thinking that it's already done by someone else and the market is either saturated or not interested in. And when do you start to give (or not to give) credits? In a graduate thesis, for example. your originals are just the order of fulfilling and linking words. It pisses me off and it's sending me into analysis-paralysis mode! Yeah but I can go to jail for copyright (rights?-cannot get the grammar here). This one requires some deep meditations That's why you need to try and fail and fail and fail. GOT IT Gracias
  20. Kinda how I am feeling at the moment. I know that you can find what you're looking for, but at the moment I am not looking to settle. However, your comment made me think again and this week something shift in my paradigm, in the way that I start to accept more ideas that are not in line with my point of view. Thanks, and good luck with your life vision. Well, that means I do not need "the other half" then, because, I am ONE! But I get your point. It's like when you stand up and raise your hand the highest you can, and then you get all you have and rise it a bit higher! Enlightenment sex sounds wonder-in this case both partners have to have some degree of awakening- IT'S FUCKING COMPLACENCY!!! Sort out your basic needs like food, shelter, income, then go and do some pick-up and you'll get a bulge back pretty quick It's a zero-sum game! Thank you for elaboration- nice pictured! Not at all, but when I am looking around and I see lone people passed 40-50 and they are looking in vain, I am wonder if that is what you need in life or that they failed to see the big picture. SURE I AM AWARE OF HOW LUCKY I AM DO DISCOVER ALL THIS INFORMATION (wasn't so easy 30-40 years ago) AND TO CHANGE MY LIFE WHEN I AM NOT EVEN 30. That's what David Deida says in The Way of Superior Man ***So, in the end, all boils down to frustration, blame and guilt. That is why we have to take 100% for our lives and work towards fulfilment with or without a partner. The biggest trap that I see it here on this forum, and in which I felt as well, is that I jumped stages. It's easier to smoke dope, have some mushroom. get a mystical experience and then say " ah nothing else matters" than to work towards a dreamlife career and financial freedom. I tell you what guys- everything fucking matters. I tried to live on love and guess what- love passes through the stomach! Financial independence first and everything else will follow. Remember that Leo was financially independent when he start actualized dot org -but I and many others here want to become straight enlighten so that all our problems will become easier to deal with- ha - ha -ha - *jocker scene*
  21. It's not the people who vote that count, it's the people who count the votes. - Stalin ?