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Yeah I knew that since awhile back. And I also knew that was the main reason I was ahead of you guys even tho you don't yet believe me. I don't say everything I know on this forum fyi, not yet anyway, coz I could get booted for saying contrarian things, I'm not naive about that. So if nobody is ready for "new material" I will not say it in the open. Also it's pretty sensitive at times like it gets personal.

No shit.. I don't really tell anyone about how much suffering I went through and it cannot be expressed accurately either with words. I went through a lot of hell and countless heartbreaks in this lifetime.

I would argue not necessarily, music can be very self-therapeutic, in which case there's some effort involved but mostly you're just going with the flow. Music played a big role in my awakening journey also. And so it also depends on what your goal with it is. Is it for yourself mostly or other people? Very different things I would say. And for other people it also depends on what your purpose with that is.

Hopefully by then I would've cloned myself a few times over (still a tall order) .. I'm half joking. And hopefully by then I found a more efficient way to do it too..

Well you're kinda doing it right now... by asking. Idk if you have a particular "LP" then you will just get into those field(s) and find people that way. Just be patient I guess. Usually if someone's not meant to be in your life (yet) then it's prob for the best that they aren't, lol, rather than trying to force it I mean..

Yeah, Yellow tend to be more intellectuals. So my suggestion would be to find ways to open the Heart, this would be the main distinction to me between Yellow/Turquoise. Certain art and music can help with this. Learning to do art/an instrument can accelerate that. Quiet time alone away from distractions. A period of disengagement with worldly things like politics/business etc. Engaging more with things that can develop empathy like maybe volunteering on a distress line or related things. Also helps a lot if you have some savings or not have to worry about survival all the time.

Extremely tough I don't think it really exists yet, this one is as close as I can find. Other ones that are close ish to such stage communities are still right now led by 1 individual generally who holds almost all the powers and decision making, and have high price of entry.. Also keep in mind most people fall not just on "one particular stage" they tend to have shades of Blue, Orange, Yellow, etc... True stage Turquoise that transcends almost all "humanistic/egoic" thinking is very rare & I have yet to find this, I consider myself in the true stage Turquoise. I still have to do certain things to maintain basic survival like anyone with a body though, but my mindset/attraction/motivations/operating principles are genuinely not of this world.. So in the end if you want to be near those people you have to find them basically. It's really extremely rare or nonexistent.

I don't see why you would be almost forcing yourself to watch things out of alignment with your values. I personally stopped watching almost all TV/movies due to any kind of violence in them (I am a bit more extreme), stopped being interested in almost all video games due to similar reasons lol, and this happened like years ago. Not just violence but whatever dark shit in general these days I just don't care for. I've seen it know how it works enough that I don't need to keep repeating poisoning my mind with it. So I'm just trying to say, you can really outgrow a lot of this stuff if your consciousness keeps growing beyond the "average human". And then maybe one day you'll be creating things you like that aren't really out there much yet.

Thank you. You seem to get what I'm saying that's good. Yeah well I would say my love for "christ consciousness" was what drove me to fully wake up, when I really try to distill what was motivating me in the end. So all these "soulmates" stuff, some of it can be related to this. So my journey it was like I found one "lesser christ" after another until I found the "real one". Anyway somehow your post inspired this. Hope I'm not intruding your space.

My "soulmate" is Jesus and I became him.. don't know what else to do now. I'm 90% serious..

The problem with most of these "physically attractive" men is that almost always they tend to be very narcissistic as a result..and sometimes even demonic... Like they'll often abuse the shit out of the fact they look better and always treat the people around them (including romantic interests) like some lower being, and counterintuitively becomes a huge turn off. But since there are always people who are okay being treated like crap they also don't change usually and just keep on being arrogant jerks. I used to get fooled by it at the start but now I sniff it out so quickly and run miles away from them. I don't care how good someone looks if they're an asshole, or just good at manipulating and pretending to be "nice". None of that can fool me or interest me anymore. It's pretty low consciousness stuff. But I'm also not some naive person fresh out of high school...or a "normie". Only a fool would be attracted to a jerk who has a nice clothing. but there are plenty of fools out there. To get to a point where you really don't care about someone's looks that much but it's all about their consciousness requires a lot of healing on yourself too.

Your own mind in the end..

lol. I chuckled at this.. All depends on your priorities.. the cost of living in those cities are way too high for someone like me to be "worthwhile", it would literally be financial suicide for me. And bigger doesn't always mean better.. you can be in a very big city that is very misaligned in your values. I've lived in some densely populated cities and did not like them at all, people tend to be more "robotic" and superficial (tho I don't know much about NYC or London in particular). Even if I was loaded financially I still don't desire to live in giant cities.. so I just say do your research if you can. And well tbh if you reach a certain "state of consciousness" it doesn't matter as much where you live so long as it's peaceful and affordable. Thanks to the internet for instance.

This could happen, as an example:

Depends on you I guess, I didn't reach the highest consciousness via meditation..

Idk what your idea of moral living is. But if you reach enough Love within yourself you just would rather be loving than not, it's just your natural state. And it's not like God asks you to be impoverished in order to be Love. If you have more then you can't help but give, if you have less then someone else will have to give it to you. And yes if you reach maximum Love you will go to Heaven 🌟✨.

Your mind is not imaginary.. if you ever made it back to the Kingdom I would be able to recognize your mind as you specifically and not any other.

@Yimpa lmao thank you, yeah it's pretty rad..

It's related to the evolution of your "soul".. or you could be already a light being that came here specifically to help out. ^that seems to be how I came here.. I realized some time later it was revealed to me that I came here specifically to be of assistance (rather than to "enjoy this character" for instance).

There're layers to it. But the first awakening will be pretty significant. Might vary though.. coz for me it was like a huge blast in the face when it happened, may or may not be like that for others.

I have almost no social needs now, just the rarest of "persons" who might be on a similar level of consciousness that I talk to from time to time, or posting stuff here for instance. Or you know, connect with some stranger/store owner. But I really don't have much interest otherwise. Most people are a pain in the butt to deal with , and likewise that's prob how they think of me.

Yeah just watch out you might have a similar reaction to this thread though.. just a heads up. But thank you.

I kinda did in the psychedelics section.. It's hard because I just get reactions like these mostly. And well I know some of the people who supposedly initially were receptive to what I'm saying eventually got back to the forum to attack me. I will not name them . So.. it's pretty challenging. But I'm still here. lol.

Ok, I got nothing more to say to you coz I did see that coming actually.

And I am.. one day you'll understand. Hopefully this lifetime tho... ;/ You guys sure love to take your time.