Harikrishnan

I dont feel sleepy during meditation, but after completing the meditation I feel sleepy and sometimes go and sleep in the morning.

I yesterday only saw you had a YT channel. subscribed without even looking at videos. I am Savvychant on insta that asks questions to you. Anyway best wishes for growing YT channel.

If its completely healed then you would have compassion and empathy to your parents. It was like that for me. while doing the test my father was walking through my room, He was avoidant type, but I felt compassion and love for him, he did best to his capability. And good memories of him came, that I didn't even know happened. (like they say Your past is happening now)

what are they replacing lead with?

Secure. two years back when I checked it was avoidant. have matured lot lately. psychedelics have really helped. Another thing I noticed is when doing test good old memories of parents came that I dont even remember, was those even real ? When you grow in this journey new memories of past comes and changes you.

There are lot of videos in actualized.org that is packed with existential insights and knowledge that can change your life. But seeing this 30 second video gives you lot of vibe and good mood. (Also gives message to self actualizers to enjoy life and don't forget to smell roses in the field once in a while) https://www.actualized.org/insights/adventures-in-vegas-part-1

Instead of observing and noting not- self. I observe and note SELF or IAM. ie identify with everything in reality.

Thats also my experience.

How is vipasana even possible on high dose trip, isnt vipasaana looking at your body sensations. staring at centre point of the X at top of web browser is concentration exercise.

Hindus is a general term for many categories. And these categories in Hindus itself compete like vedantis and Tantrics go say other is wrong path. Budhist/Jain/Tantriks/Vedanthis all compete with each other. (But not all , one who realised doesn't do that) Is God realisation possible in stage blue like I am God realisation creator of everything. its possible but then he/she will no longer be stuck in that blue. My generalisation of budhism(especially south asia) is from meeting many budhist and seeing their monastery videos and lectures, there arent that much budhist sects here to get confused look at what they are doing in srilanka, mayanmar all in nice robes issuing death threats to muslims. Budhism is just a religion like hinduism. ( out of topic: If Iam right budhist are first people who started killing based on blasphemy- Ashoka????) b/w I am also open to GOD realised buddhist I am waiting to see one.

I'm from India, I have met many and I have seen how unknown they are about God realisation. see some budhist monastery videos you will get the idea. Budhist are in stage blue in most of south asian countries. Leo Gura ❤

It holds high value in hindu literature. Brahmi is said to be given to kids for memory. Old sages used to eat it for memory so they can remember and recite vedas.

Halal food means permissible. but these people are chanting islamic sura and spitting on it.

I everytime after trips (lsd, mush) feel body ache, mostly my legs,( its like when u dont workout for weeks and then suddenly does a leg day and next day your leg aches), that kind of pain but after sleep it will be ok. but going through that pain in night is really hard. if anyone have it or found a solution please I am all ears.

not very often. I never had headache.

I kinda know where you are, I also had similar journey(not saying I have completed or I am infront or anything) but its better not divide yourself into part that are in opposition this divide in long run is gonna cost you more misery and desperation (I hope it wont) if a part of you feel to have romantic encounter then go for it enjoy it find deep spirituality in it. Then when you are old, you can bask in peace.

what did you think I was doing? ?

First when started to think chaos and uncertanity came. it came lot of time while I am thinking. Then came experiences or moments. Then it was reality itself everything I'm having all of it, even so called bad experiences, then I thought of getting more cool experiences then I realized, nope this is perfect no need to add more. Then I realized even wanting to add more cool expperiences is also perfect and good. Ha now thoughts went in loop.

You find websites contact them and do biding. make a range of what you can pay like for DA 60-70 $30 for an article with two backlinks to your site like that. I am working for a company what we do there we will find our competing companies and do a backlink search on where there backlinks are coming from and make the list of website and contact them. (always contact website that has higher DA than your website also look for spam score less is good.)

Yes it solves "you"

Yes. we want appology from Leo like zuckerberg. ?

Such a waste of psychedelics when you start to flex about trips ?

Does Subminals on Yt work realy? I should stop approaching women and instead hear some women goes crazy seeing you, alpha male subminals ?

I kinda like the idea of starting a Youtube channel, I see a lot of youtube content creators with self help and spirituality. In my opinion leo tops them all and some time I feel like dude cover up all topic and there is nothing more left to say. Is the industry saturated?

It felt like I could easily manipulate test and be a non psychopath, which I was really careful about and not select according to it. mind games