Harikrishnan

For first time in video you feel so human and relatable 😁 (way you scratch your back using cane)

So here I am on my third vipassana sit starting this saturday. Unlike last time I will be taking few modafinil tabs(50mg) with me. Purpose is obviously I want to improve my state. And I also would like to improve my quality of life, like bring in more discipline, have a purpose, improve my love for life. I thought of doing contemplation since there is lot of time. Can you guys give me some good questions to think about while am there?

Yes they dont like taking psych or any pills.

I have taken it for last three day retreat. I was able to sit quietly meditating for hours. I actually found it to be a good tool for meditating.

perks of being in first world country.

Where do you guys get psych these days, most of dark web market seems to have exit scammed.

Sufis spin to connect with GOD, I think dizziness from rotating will help with that.

Sufis spin

This person @puporing look at discussions and find out.

Which medical test for brain fog?

Interesting. I had a similar insight few years back. When eating foods, dont mix different taste food like sugar, salt, sour,spice etc in one meal.

My tongue gets tired after 8-9 pranayama.

@Leo Gura Do u also do kechari mudra while doing pranayama?

I will fuck around and find out😁

That will be really interesting if I won that much money. Obviously will invest. Buy things that will help me make art. Setup a meditation studio. Create a green business. Also travel to many countries. Eat tasty foods, date super models. I want to see how much I will go seek hedonistic pleasure after getting money and how much I will turn into devil.

Maybe to challenge oneself to answer all question that arises when holding such a realisation. I see it that way.

When u imagine ww2, it will always leave war crumbs here and there for you to truly stick to that imagination. There will be war memorials, video clips, even your great grandfather whose war medals will be hanging on your wall and you will be looking it at daily.

Time to play the Game. (Triple H entrance song playing in background) 🤣

My realisations all pointed to it. A state where every proof I come up with I know is imagined by me. I am not saying I live in that, like we here talks about character of mahabharatha(hindu epic) I also participate, says krishna should have done that and this. Its fun. But back of mind I know, I am imagining it all. After back and forth talking about characters in the epic, I laugh at myself knowing it was all imagination. When proof itself is imagined, how can our baby jesus be spared ❤️

Haha, I dont think you are like those religious people who does whataboutism. Yeah they two are also imaginary. 😌

Nah, not as much as you think. I agree Christ is a great state, but that doesn’t mean he lived 1000s of years back. Now thats imaginary.

Ha ji.

I used to sit one hour, with lot of leg pain since there was no blood flow. Nowadays, my but hurt coz there is some issue with Si joint. If enlightenment is for me, let it come in its own time, no pressure.

Are you able to sit 3 to 6 hours. Or is it what you heard?

I once had mushroom, this was during early days of psychedelic journey. I remember carrying a big wood cross through mountain. Then I was nailed to that cross. On cross I said, its done. I realised I was the christ. movies of christ might have influenced to get that imagery on mushroom even-though I am from strong Hindu background. I remember leo saying in one of his episode where people after taking dmt thinks they saw christ and delude themselves. Luckily I knew, I was imagining all this shit and didn’t went gaga I am Christ, I am Christ to my friends. as leo said, self deception before psychedelics, self deception after psychedelics. Self deception all the way.