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  1. @Sandhu @Ramanujan why don’t you guys simply teach yoga and meditation and get money from that? Or coach through consults to share and teach your knowledge? Forget about building your money from the life purpose if you have no money to survive, leave that as a side project while you build your finances up
  2. So yesterday I took 4g mushrooms and I want you guys to help me make sense of what was that. I didn’t experience like a visuals or a super spiritual insight of the universe but I simply felt God like in a sense and started to understand things simply intuitively. Okay so first of all I had already taken 4g of mushrooms in the past and it had never hit me like this. So I took them for fun and started to have a solo day walking on the city. First I ate them at a park and didn’t felt much so I was like I knew this wasn’t going to do much. So then I went to the downtown of the city to have some fun walking around people. Suddenly the mushrooms clicked like never before. They instantly went up and open my third eye and crown chakra at least to a very high extent. My pupils were fully dilated. I started to feel like hallucinating something which never happened before and then boom it connected me to another dimension. I felt super effortless in the body, very lightweight. I could move and be aware of all my body parts at the same time. I completely trascended fear and shame. Everyone was me at the same time. The most interesting part was the love energies running in my body. Suddenly when I focused on my heart chakra I felt like God. Literally I tapped into some understanding that needed no thought but i just knew from that state. But at the same time I can’t remember now what was all that which I tapped into. I was simply in pure understanding. I understood people without knowing how or trying to understand them. Man I wish I could put into words wtf was that. I also felt in complete balance and control in my body, almost like a yogi. Okay, so I also discovered that trickery and deception is the highest form of power. Like from that state I could literally trick people and scam them if I wanted to. I can’t describe in words right now how because I’m not into that state anymore. But yeah, I somehow discovered from that state how I can take a shortcut to almost everything I want since I just knew stuff intuitively. Okay, something which worried me was that I felt disfigurations inside my body ego structure and head. Literally my face was moving by itself which let me know I shouldn’t fck very hard with psychedelics. Have any of you experienced this? People were staring at me like if I was an alien with an evil look, others were attracted too. Then I picked up a girl from this state since it was too easy to talk with anyone. This girl was literally the hottest chick I have got to bed (Colombian). Blonde, petit with a hot sensual body. Literally a dream chick. 9/10. So as we got to hotel room, this girl had her sexual energies active, meaning not a closed off stone. And since I was in mushrooms I also had my kundalini on, plus metaphysical love. Then as she started to blow job me in the sexiest way I have ever seen I couldn’t handle the amount of energy intensity. Meaning I had a blackout for 1 minute and felt off the floor. All that trapped sexual energy suddenly rose up plus with trapped negative karma (emotions) plus my heart chakra was open and connected with her which made me too vulnerable and I couldn’t fck with her. It was too intense sexually and emotionally. So, yeah I literally missed the best sex I have ever met in my life so far and the girl is mad (ghosted me). After that, I went to look for my car and leave the parking where I left my car. Well, something not so good about this state was that the guy from the entrance of the parking made eye contact with me and tapped into my state of consciousness. He could read my mind and knew I had 10 dollars in my pocket. Since I lost my ticket he invented the excuse that I needed to give him 10 dollars to leave the spot. How I know this? Well he exactly knew I had only 10 dollars cash in my pocket, since we were close as we were talking, he got into my metaphysical love energy field and his eyes turned red instantly. Also, he was pushing this excuse to the point of making an immense car bottle neck were ppl got off their car to see why the traffic was not moving. He knew I couldn’t use my rational mind very well from such high and used the situation better on his favor this time. There were more stuff I experienced but I can’t remember nor put them into words. Yesterday was fckng crazy. Let me know if you have experience any of what I said so I can make sense, specially the disfiguration stuff. Also, if any of you have healed your heart chakra pls tell me how. I feel like if I become pure love like fully dissolving my ego I will be too vulnerable to even go out in society. I just couldn’t handle feeling that much. PS. I accidentally posted this here. Move this to the psychedelic thread.
  3. @Princess Arabia Thanks!
  4. @Elton The more one insist the more he will delay. Just forget about it.
  5. @Applegarden8 I didn’t meant to do it with Ralph smart, I just posted it as an example that is possible. 95% of what Sadhguru knows is not posted on the internet. It would be too controversial, even on his exclusive app which has some interesting topics and shows you just how much this man knows, is still superficial. He can’t just openly talk like Leo does. No one would listen. On the other hand, don’t judge Ralph smart so quick. He is a bridge (light worker), that serves to bring people from the matrix into the spiritual path. You can’t just start yapping about deep stuff and expect people to be interested that easily into the truth. You have to attract them slowly and work their minds up, until they can by themselves be interested into having their own first experiences. Most people who see Leo the first time will simply think he is crazy and arrogant. But still, I would recommend him doing a TikTok because there are very smart new gens all over the place, they just need to be triggered. Not everyone is attracted to the same style of teaching (this is regarding to someone recommending him doing a TikTok some days ago). Now, coming back to infinite waters, yeah he was literally the first guy that introduced me into spirituality on the internet. Don’t underestimate people who follow infinite waters neither those on TikTok. Most people just need the right messenger that fits their personal style. Regarding how dumb someone asleep might seem at first glance, that is just because of social conditioning and low consciousness (lack of self knowledge). Without Ralph, I wouldn’t have got interested into spirituality, to then learn from osho and many other teachers including Leo. So don’t judge so quick, it’s all by levels. Can’t go to 100 without counting 1 first. Also, the guy knows more than you think, he just doesn’t share his personal experiences and knowledge. His main purpose is to attract people into spirituality, share news and increase the vibration of people through hope.
  6. An interview with my 2 fav spiritual teachers would be epic (Sadhguru and Leo). Sadhguru is not only a mystic but also an occultist which could be more relatable and open minded. But for it to work I think you would have to visit him in person just like you did with Ralston. That way there won’t be any rush in order to be detailed and you can see what tricks are under his sleeve. Sadhguru is the only enlightened guy who does what he does in the world as the superhuman he claims himself to be. Wouldn’t be nice if we could do what he does after enlightenment and not be lazy non dual chunks who don’t care about anything. Imagine combining your subconscious course, plus alien consciousness, plus mystical and occultist knowledge (experience) and who knows what else from him, combined. That would be a real superhuman.
  7. @MarioGabrielJ For real, this is what I have been thinking about my dog. Aside from being what you described, he is free spirited too, meaning detached but also loyal. Lives in 5D as cheesy as that may sound (my previous dogs didnt). But, what amazes me most is his ability to perceive paranormal phenomena. It can’t be coincidence that when everything is tranquil and we are alone, he randomly start chasing in the house, looking upwards, going to the windows as if such spirit (angel or demon) left, while barking at it. I know he can perceive them because I know when a spirit is visiting me aswell, either I can sense their energy or they touch my body.
  8. @Breakingthewall @bambi Thats how psychedelics affect everyone different. For me LSD is fun stuff. It gives me intense energy surges and visuals. It’s not very hard for me because I my self am very intense so I know how to deal with intensity. My first lsd trip was in the peak of a mountain and I experienced samadhi, nothing surprising as I expected but was great. On the other hand, DMT is more insightful, serious and mystical for me.
  9. Psychedelics will show you how little you know and close minded one is. It will open your horizons and show you unimaginable things. Let them teach you. Also, I have friends that are permanently in an altered state of consciousness close to enlightenment or at least on its way to it. They had no idea of the spiritual path nor enlightenment neither practices. They just randomly did psychedelics and went into the rabbit hole. Having an ego death that destroyed their egos (old self). Not the same anymore. Some benefits they got was opening their love energies permanently and developing siddhis.
  10. @Carbon Nice. Specially for clarifying number 3. It would have been interesting to know if people of his planet also use psychedelics of their own kind. Crazy stuff.
  11. @Davino when you experienced Christ consciousness, did you also experienced the activation of your light body? In my case I did and freaked the fck out, because I just woke up one morning in 5D and could literally feel my light body and was like this can’t be real, I thought this was all cartoon stuff so I closed up.
  12. @OBEler Yeah, but LSD doesn’t even compare to 5meo not even to DMT. LSD is kids play next to it. Ralston is just closed and somewhat arrogant. If he did LSD and is so sure of his truth, why not bother and give this new toy a shot? He could easily invalidate it through explanation and it’s done, everyone gets clear. But no, something is off. Specially after hearing what Leo says about it.
  13. Ask bashar on his thoughts about Jesus and how to access Christ consciousness, like how to stay in 5D. Also, if they have to reach enlightenment and how different would that state be from the enlightenment of a human being.
  14. @Dodo You are dumber than dumb. You didn’t even actually understood what I said and took the piece that mostly suit your pov to answer since this comment was not even directed to you. I never said that pickup is better than being in a loving relationship with a woman. I meant that such well experienced and knowledgeable guy got deluded into conceptual believing instead of raising his awareness and living consciously by discovering truth himself. Since he is the truth. Look at how from everything I mentioned you just commented on how I think pua is better than being in a loving relationship which I didn’t even said such thing. Guess who’s mind is twisted? Yours, just like all Christians.
  15. @Nemra For real. I myself have been reading the Bible meticulously lately trying to find something convincing and it just seems like a kids book. There are some here and there wise stuff for practical life but in general… I love and like Jesus but his words and image is too corrupted. I love him as a person since I contacted him once in one of my first weed trips. He showed me total unconditional love even with all my flaws, darkness and karma. Not the Jesus that Christians portray and want to use as a method of power and having the last word. He came to give an example and follow it on how to live and reach the same state of consciousness as him so we can all live in love since we are all GOD. In John 14:12 Jesus says: “Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that believeth on me, the works that I do shall he do also; and greater works than these shall he do; because I go unto my Father”. Meaning all of us have the possibility of being like Jesus by following his examples of virtuous living and tapping into our GOD consciousness, can do miracles aswell. Such miracles would be examples of paranormal, psychic stuff and magic. So the Bible contradicts itself on such aspect. Also, by following the commandment of loving my brothers and sister as myself, I can’t condemn them just because of their sexuality which they didn’t even chose. Such rejection doesn’t allow total love. Another contradiction. Do you remember the telephone game we used to play as kids in school, were someone said a secret and to the time it went all they way around to the first messenger it was totally changed? Imagine with the Bible a 2000 year old book. It has been changed, misinterpreted, the good stuff extracted, and overall written by old school men who were not even actually enlightened but just told on stuff. Check this guy out. He went from doing pickup, spiritual work and even 5meo dmt and other psychedelics to becoming a religious Christian. Probably didn’t understood shit or actually had real experiences to get swept by fear and confusion into that. Thats what lacking real actual experience does. The 5meo dmt probably didn’t even kick in. ps: I used to be a christian
  16. @MarioGabrielJ I wonder why the Bible is against lgtbq if sexuality is actually something very complex. Romans 1:27: “In the same way the men also abandoned natural relations with women and were inflamed with lust for one another. Men committed shameful acts with other men, and received in themselves the due penalty for their error.” Also against anyone practicing occultism which doesn’t necessarily has to be something negative. It can be used for good and positive. Revelations 21:8: “But the cowardly, the unbelieving, the vile, the murderers, the sexually immoral, those who practice magic arts, the idolaters and all liars—they will be consigned to the fiery lake of burning sulfur. This is the second death.” Maybe this was manipulation from the church to establish fear and control.
  17. It’s hard for me to believe how visualizing lights and circles around me are going to protect me from negative energies as much as I would like to. Does anyone know how does this works and if it really does?
  18. @Evelyna Yeah. Well, first of all I’m surrounded by negative people everywhere. Starting by my work and my family. I distant my self and cleanse once in a while to help but that’s not enough. My aura is very strong, shiny and sensitive. This can be good on a spiritual matter but in a human matter is too overwhelming. It’s the only thing that makes me wanna be alone most of the time. So yeah, I need someway of protecting my self against negativity, such energy is too heavy for me. Also, demons are intrigued by my light which I wish I could just smack them for being so annoying in my life. (Yeah I have experienced them, from touching my body, to touching me while sleeping, to knocking my door, etc).
  19. @OBEler Exactly, it’s not like I want this course. I urgently need it.
  20. Yes you can. You can perceive their witnessing and level wakefulness thorugh their eyes, aura, inner freedom (space) and behaviour. Not everyone you see like this will necessarily be into spirituality, some are just naturally born with a level of wakefulness that develops over time intuitively.
  21. I have this same problem and have no idea how to fix it. I don’t even notice when I’m doing it and have very little control of it anyways because it’s just so automatic. It has gotten me into looots of trouble as well. I’m just as you.
  22. @Leo Gura Will you include a section on how to reprogram the mind using psychedelics? (Think you mentioned this long time ago) also, in the fear section, please make sure to include on how to deal with fear of success and what will others say/think. This is my main obstacle, it’s like I don’t even have to be getting results, the moment other people feel and see am up to something, positive and motivated they immediately become my enemies by envy so it’s pretty difficult. Like they start chasing me and just being fckng annoying. Am talking as if anyone that’s close to me, family, friends, work, etc. You just can’t pretend and hide it because if you do it means you care and are giving them importance, so you get unfocused. But the moment you are really focus on yourself they notice it and become devils. Sometimes I just wanna smack people in the face when they do that.
  23. It sucks. Only go there for vacations or if you are going to stay go to a place on the outskirts of the city. Either to some countryside near the mountains and full of nature or near the beaches on some town where you can meet other tourists and foreigners who live there which can be higher quality people to be around.
  24. @puporing I literally identify with all of these. This have been my whole life. Coming from strangers, to coworkers, to friends and family all have attacked me. All fake ass crap ppl. (Including demons from the spiritual realm). Even my parents have physically attacked me. Am at the point, just like you of almost going insane and getting suicidal for so much darkness and loneliness of not having someone real for once. Sometimes it even feels the whole world is against you. Can’t trust no one for a sec, or they take advantage. This is the only reason I got stopped in the spiritual path. I just can’t take it anymore until I move alone which has taken me for about a year to find a new job and do that. Sometimes I just want to give it all up and end this incarnation. Can I ask if you have found any strategy to deal with this dilemma? Any way to shield yourself? The only thing coming to my mind at this point is learning magic, astral projection, energy manipulation and acquiring Sindhis like telepathy to deal with these Mtfs. Ah, and get a Glock ofcourse.
  25. Yesterday was practically the best day of my life. I went to the park with a girl am dating and we both did 2.5g mushroom while hiking around bushes. I literally felt connected to the whole earth and the elements. My love aura was so strong that animals were coming to us. I could communicate telepathically with reptilians and feel their energy under the ground. Big lizards and chamaleons went out their home to see what was going on and check me out, I just greet, they are very suspiscious beings tied to the material. I felt completely exotic. My girl and I felt like we lived 80 years in those 4 hours. We opened up completely and accepted each other with a deeper connection. After a while, then I figured out that if I closed my eyes I could see red fractals, and a machine elve being almost appeared to me but I had to get moving since it started raining. I could literally feel how I was raising the vibration with all the people around in the park by sending love. Some extremely low conscious people were triggered by my aura and almost wanted to start a fight out of no where but I managed to control their actions with my intentions through thought and good vibes. Then I went on Uber motor to my home and the whole ride felt like a matrix scene. Man, I know this was not a god insight trip but damn what fckng damn movie, best day of my life was yesterday, literally felt like avatar. Can’t even describe the whole thing well, since I already forgot many details. But fck I didn’t knew reality and life could be so cool. I’m def preferring mushrooms over lsd now.