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  1. @Kalo Yes, the thing with psychedelics is that is not permanent. It does not work the same on each individual, you can be deluding yourself. I dont wanna get lazy with it either, nor fck my self up. It might not fck you up, but i might. I have seen a few guys who are mentally fcked up thanks to it. With meditation, actually I think that depends on the person. I established my self in the God body (awareness) for a couple of weeks in just 1 hardcore month of meditation. At that time I had a gf, job and went physically to university. I was willing to die physically as well. Thats the level of commitment and intensity I had. I just need to reduce my conditionings, I know I can reach source.
  2. @Nahm I tried that in the past. It felt good but didnt work, since conditionings and karma pull you back and delude you.
  3. @Bodhitree I have always wanted to do Oshos meditation but had no idea. Like the mouth sounds, I cant do that where I live, lmao. Nah, I might try 5 meo after I reach source. Seeing leo speak so much and not being established in source demotivates me to even try it. I dont want more delusion. The best that can happen is getting lazy, dependant and theorical.
  4. @Moksha Yep, those are all a series of awakenings inside awakening itself. What I mean by awakening is the permanent realization (no falling back) of source. To be established in the supreme self, distinguishing between false and real but seen it all as one. Anyways, not to go that far, I just want initiation. To be established somewhat in nonduality and then reach source permanently. After that I will do all the resting juggle leo loves speaking about.
  5. @Consilience Thats what im talking bout. But i have been struggling to get there yet. Are you in meditation right now?
  6. @Seraphim Yes, im actually about to give a chance to shakti initiation, Ramaji rasa stuff. Is he your teacher? Its actually hard to believe such thing works via video chat.
  7. What he teaches, the excitement thing is pretty advanced stuff. You could mess up hard playing into that game. Thats like type 3 civilization stuff. I tried a few times and it works but you need to be established in non duality and have a hardcore faith. If you have people around you, they will think you are insane... Just like if you awakened. Same stuff. That teaching will be good to apply in the future or if you have some money back up. He has made a living of that idea cuz of how fantastic and appealing it is to the mind. Imagine working at a Bank and suddenly finding your soul highest excitement is to be a high class chauffeur. My family didnt allow me and just interrupted the process... I think darryl wants to help, but is a joke at the same time. I used to be just as excited as you when I found him, lol.
  8. Tai is a joke. I have got his courses, they suck. He is good at lying thou.
  9. @Intraplanetary Even if you get good advice here on what to do or any intellectual. You need to relax your psychology. Right now what you need most is clarity. Cuz even if you get good advice you will get trapped again into the same karma. Light meditation is not enough. If you want to be really well, look for hardcore Truth. Its the only solution after getting so mentally entangled. Even if you dont reach full enligthenment, take more time to make truth the main priority. All else wil follow accordingly. It is the answer. I have too stressed my self out cuz of age and not achieving more. But its just social conditioning. You can choose to leave that psychological reality (fantasy) whenever you want. Just because thats your mental reality you see it reflected outwards everywhere in others and it seems even more real, but it is not. Its not a big deal at all. You are good. Relax first.
  10. @7thLetter Do you Meditate or do yoga before trading? Doing trades while fully enligthened must be a huge advantage. Thats like hacking the market without hacking it. Also, a friend of mine who is rich from cryptotrading told me to just try a strategy on demo if you want, but that as crypto doesnt has demo account, Its a blessing. He says you need to get used to all the crazy emotions from day one and learn how to handle them. Its nothing compared to demo. I see you spoke about patterns which I have not really never looked into. Are they that important? Instead my friend has told me about identifying the types of candles such as doji or hammer, etc. And what doyou think about fibo? I see many saying they owe their successful trades to it. What indicators have worked best in your experience? What is the biggest mistake you regret you wish you were told when learning as a novice?
  11. Sadhguru has spoken about it. Even when one has recently realized absolute reality, consciousness is not fully mature to integrate all that it brings. Just to let you know, I almost dropped out university, almost got fired at my job, broke with my last gf, my family taught I was going insane, I didnt want anything to do with the world, I have experienced drastic personality changes which ppl consider bipolar and crazy as if there were two ppl inside of me but is just my old karma trying to pull me back and have also being extremely socially awkward in the eyes of normal ppl in society. Just to name a few. Ofc, none of it affected me in the moment as it was not ocurring to me in a personal sense. Only the mind makes all types of stories and judgements.
  12. @Valwyndir Leo knows all this stuff and his unconscious fears. I asked him a kind of similar question to yours and it was why hasnt him chosen to fully surrender (get permanent enligthenment). As he did not answer I suppose he just doesnt want to. Thats it. I thought it might have some reason but it doesnt. Leo has all his needs covered and even if it was for the purpose of helping others, its already enough. His video recordings are there to help all of those who need guidance. His life purpose and booklist aswell. He is simply stuck in a vicious cycle of hanging out with God and the Devil at the same time. Thats the curse of knowing more than you can handle. And thinking that you still know better than both. Trickery like manipulating temporal awakenings through 5-meo while being a devil is extremely gratifying. The day leo surrenders, we wont recognize him as to his pride in the intellect is the main identification of his I- thought. @Haumea2018 I was seeing my self going the same direction, but no thanks. At the end of the day being too strategical leads you nowhere. You are either with God or the Devil. Not only Leo, but ppl in general dont wanna be helped. I had even tried helping friends and family members with spirituality, making money or even simpler stuff and they just dont want to. Even thou thats what they need, to get what they think they want, they prefer the suffering and crying. Even If I tell people the reason you cant change is cuz your unconscious beliefs are holding you back, but making them conscious through meditation, contemplation or enligthenment can make you un limited, they still choose pain. I had to learn that the hard way and just learn to let things be. Even for the positive. Negativity is perfect aswell.
  13. @Valwyndir Leo knows this and he wont change even if Shiva told him to let go. Letting go of rationality is extremely difficult to the ego because that means you will get judged by others and the last thing the ego wants is having its limited intelligence insulted. After so much hardwork to get comfy, stable, reputation, etc. You must have balls of gold to drop all that shit. How do I know this? Well I have experienced the same thing after learning how to use the mind for functional purposes and study the ego survival methods by watching Leo aswell. But, is good that you mention this to him to make him aware as to how his audience is really going. Humans learn more from what they see in the teacher than what he says. I became aware of this a few months ago when I found my self becoming extremely rational and fearful and when I tracked down such belief/attitude it was attached to a self image I had created to always being strategical which came from watching Leo. This got me distracted from my main purpose which was core truth in the first place and not dropping such thing is a regret I will have for the years to come as to one will come back to the same root problem and just have wasted time for nonsense that can't compare to real freedom.
  14. @Leo Gura Im curious to know as to probably many here, why have you not decided to die fully yet? In my case, my excuse is that I want to be as independent as possible in the physical sense first. I dont want enligthenment and start a drama for those around me while depending on them. But, in your case, not to judge your decisions, why not yet? All of your channel is based on it, you are adult enough, independent, financially free, has more mundane experience, has the knowledge and psychedelics, what else is missing? I want to know in order to learn and not miss in my path aswell.
  15. @James123 Actually, self destruction is true self improvement. The True Self which cant be improved, can only improve your life when the ego is dropped. Dont see it as a critic. You think im trying to mindfuck leo, lol. I was curious to know any reason, which might improve my path aswell. To be honest, comparison has improved my life alot. But for that you need to have a flexible mind as to how to play with perspectives and meanings.
  16. @outlandish I might appear as judging but im not, lol. If I have learned so much by simply listening and watching Leo, then why not ask such thing? I simply thought there might be a strategic reason, purpose or occult knowledge in it. The enligthenment im refering to is simply having the permanent state of merging with source. No falling back.
  17. Thanks for your answers guys. Specially Leo not answering already answered my Inquiry. I think many here are misinterprenting what I mean, it is not complicated. Leo is clearly not enligthened, I can feel his energy and eyes do not have the glow of God yet.
  18. @oMarcos Just in case, I dont meant him as a body. Whos saying such thing? Im refering to his ego. And even if all his plans fall, thats just when you are new to heaven. You want to stay there tasting, celebrating, and integrating such greatness. But, after you get used to it, you will want to start helping. In some way. Cuz now you are all. So, he might loose interest in many stuff for a while, but then he will come back even greater. Look at sadhguru, he does all type of mundane stuff. I mean, Leo is able. He could leave his money making him passive income on real estate and stocks, go to a complete foreign country with 5meo and some books for 2 years. And let the forum on mods hands. With a pandemic, what more could leo be wanting out of the world?
  19. Permanent or not, Its clear what I mean. @Leo Gura has spoken on attachments and not wanting to die. But why? Is there any reason or just fear? I mean its ok if its fear, I get it, Its not easy. I just want to know in case it might be benefitial. For ex, being Intelligent in the way you approach your enligthenment is crucial for you and those around.
  20. @SamC Im telling you from experience. It can definitely help learning some pickup stuff, but thats just the cherry of the cake. You can do that after you improve your life if you want, other wise, its a waste of time. After you get good socializing, develop your personality, get social momentum and improve yourself, your self esteem will go up naturally and you will have confidence as to what you are worth in the market. Your unconscious mind will do 95% of the work for you when socializing. Ofcourse, it might take some time for you to end in that realization.
  21. @Vrubel Yes, women will love you but men will hate you or be jealous if they see you getting women. I mean, I dont care, but depending your social environment, it matters. Perhaps, it might seem as that, but not really from an objective sense. I mean't liking everything when you are possesed by sexual energy, close to cum, at that moment you are an animal thinking with the head of your dick. I have fantasized with men as an experiment, while being feminine. At that moment I dont identify myself as a man or masculine, so its all mind games. Cuz when im out of that state I only feel attratcted to women. I even find myself repelled by gay men,etc.