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LSD. Another reality experience Number 2. I was in festival Fora de Tempo in Portugal. I took an acid during the day time. But action happened at the night time. I was walking sad a bit from the haircut spot where I was working during the day and someone just came to mess with me and said some harsh words. The owner did not wanted me to be in the area any more they saw me as a competitor and they do not want me to use their haircut area any more. So I was walking, looking at the ground, thinking where I am going to cut hair next and suddenly dog crossed my road that made me slow down, then some people appeared straight in front of me that made me stop and look around. I accepted it as a sign not to move forward and change a way. There was a bridge by my side, so I went there and appeared to be in the Island. The vibration here was different. So I just found some people here to cut the Hair. Later the Moon came back from the hospital, we 3 were driving with Andrea to another camping area and it seemed like they are the two Opossum brothers Crash and Eddie from the Ice age. At night we came back to the island together, people were sharing food there. Then I experienced the change of realities in my head and everyone appeared to be an Actors in my theatre scene. I started recording video vlog. I met a man that was from Poland, so we exchanged some baltic knowledge and it was nice to meet someone from the North also, because everyone there was more or less from the South. The vibration of my body became higher, I became lighter and easier to move. I transitioned into a spiritual being and some fellas around me looked like a pirates that I have known in the past being a pirate woman or pirate man. Started recording video vlog. And the participants were the people that was around me. The creation happened at the spot. We were at the piece of land surrounded by rivers and bridges that we called The Island. In between the recordings, I constantly experienced something unexplainable. But I will try to explain. Everybody came into the roles. Looked like all of them are either gods or goddesses from the past, but roles varied and changed as there was a change of scenes. Before starting the travel through the festivals I was materialistic woman and had completely different perception about the money. I was disgusted honestly speaking by people that had less, that was homeless. In my mind I had judging going on about these people that I was not even aware about. Judging was unconscious, coming from old programmes that my family hold also. So there was a king at the island that gave me some very uncomfortable moments to experience. I could compare the experience to the 'crucify spell'' from one movie that was put on me for the temporary suffer just to face the uncomfortable Truth. There was a dirty mattress put nearby the trashes. King made me go and lay down there as a homeless woman in front of everybody. Then he played with my mind a bit and showed me how my life could look like in the worst scenario if I would become a bitch or just remain slave of money all the remaining life and I experienced the biggest shame, the feeling how I react if all my old colleagues would know who I became. It lasted forever when in the clock time only few minutes have passed most likely. And then the Adam came all covered with dirty clothes, carrying the old trash bag with bottles, asking me to donate for him. I was still disgusted by him, even though we connected as a friends before. I could not move, just to stay on bed and experience infinite shame as everyone was seeing my selfishness and judgement inside out. Some people were laughing. (Later this experience alone completely transformed how I view status, money. The concept of importance of the money just disappeared from my life. And as I integrated the experience, I started looking at the humans as someone precious who I need to take a care of. And their money, and everything else that they have does not define them at all. Because we are all equal, and we are here to support, uplift and help each other. Not expect anything back. I started to share more and trust the universe more. It provides me as much money as I need to survive or create something at this exact moment. Now all old beliefs around money are shaken and transformed. I do not mind having them, abundance is amazing. But the judgement is gone) Then I saw my written sign of a haircut, that also had a word of tattoo on it. And I thought for myself that this is only the harsh beginning years of me working like that as a hairdresser in various places. And I had quick look into the future. I imagined travelling in the future. Filming the video with higher quality camera phone. Holding the same sign of a haircut and tattoo salon in front of the phone camera and slowly moving it down to uncover a true haircut salon and tattoo studio that belongs to me. It was so joyful to be owner and be so independent. But this seemed like a far future with a lot of upcoming work. I wanted to skip all these years and go straight to the time where all of us enjoy the fruits of our work. So I kept double tapping on the ground and on my paper "haircut" sign naively wishing that all these people can be teleported in the future few years ahead. But this of course did not happened and I was trying to fall asleep. I could not. Than these pirates showed me that they are doing a mission and never telling to anyone that they are so rich inside, they are here just to help people. And I shared with them my vision that if I had a lot of money, I donate it to someone who needs it the most. And then I realised they were already doing the same, they do not tell that to anyone, do not brag about it. They act in silence and they only themselves know about all the good work they do. And they made me realise I am one of them or I have to be one of them. When I stop recording videos, I saw that the achievements I want to have require time, energy, dedication, commitment and will not happen without work. Then I wanted to run away from civilisation. I saw myself as an amazon woman that does not have to deal with pain that can be caused by the Babylon system. Firstly I thought my trip was manipulated by the King, but then I realised that it is my spirit's journey and it is just an energies working. I throw my phone in the river realising that the easiest way to live now is to never come back to my biological family. To forget my current identity, change my name. Erase past memories and just never be part of city life and part of system again. The last text to my mom was "I Love you". And that's it. But later the king came and he took my phone out of a river. (When I integrated this experience, throughout the months I realised I have to slowly disconnect from my biological family. I was dependent on them and I needed to start truly living for myself.) this is the video with all material I recorded that night: This caused the huge dispute between me and King the next day. He offered that from now on we travel not as a couple anymore. We almost went separate ways. This happened after the acid, I spend some days with the people from the Island, we created our own mini party and we spread our own vibration in the Babylon, in the city, where people are more stagnant. This was the best experience I have ever had.

LSD. Trip number 1. The witch comes back to its land. For the beginning of the trip I will have to tell a little bit of the pre-history. I left my home country and went to the South. Left my family. Left my ex partner. Left job. Left things. Grab backpack. And escape to nature. To eco-village that is created as an open space for travellers with their caravans. 3rd day in a row I met mysterious person with whom I shared my deepest insecurities that I could not overcome alone at the moment. He was generous and good so he offered his help to transform me, my blockages, but he is only able to do that at a festival. Festival was upcoming and I agreed to go because I had nothing to lose. First trip happened at the end of the June. We were three people sitting on the ground and tripping near the chai tea shop. We were talking with each other in light language in various gestures and I was poking my skin thinking how weird it is to be in this human skin. Analysing my fingers and all of a sudden the king asked for my hand and we grabbed each other on a wrist, it looked like we made a contract, maybe something related with a snake, I don't know. My head felt a sudden shift and I experienced other dimension or something else. King had a scepter - a black stick with himself that I used to stand up. I felt like a queen and witch, because I could cover my head with a scarf really fast and gracefully. I hit the scepter on the ground three times and it caused strong vibrational waves that possibly spread pretty far away in the world and shake the ground intensively where the waves end. He was not looking into me, he knew exactly what was happening. My body became light and it was so easy to move across the people and their things on the ground. They sat in their royal position and they discussed all the mistakes they have done throughout many lifetimes. Some mistakes were painful for humanity. Some mistakes were painful for themselves. Some of it caused separation. But despite all of that, their bodies were here together again. They missed each other so much. But it was not a time to express that Love, because they are on their missions in the earth. And that is pretty amazing what they can do, what they can create. Nothing is scary for her when she has a King behind her back. She can create anything, she can stand any intense energy. She transmutes. She is being prepared to rule the elements of earth. Now she can play with fire, with water and with air a little bit. She is being prepared for something much bigger. A bit of sugar and a bit of salt each time to grow her. We were in the shoes of the Architects of these bodies lives and we together discussed what events in life we created so far so that these two innocent human beings could come into union. I saw how I "accidentally" saw Leo videos, how I heard all these songs that were meaningful to me and shaped my life. Some of them I created myself. How I met some people in life that directed in one or another way. How I met my psychosomatics teacher that was actually my Mother (energetically). I send love to all of the people that supported this Perla's body to come until this moment, to the year of 2022. Seemed my old beliefs and old body came to an end and I reborn into someone new that is about to step into its power save and transform many people's lives...

I had a very similar question myself and had a bit of information shown during the last psychedelic experience. I don't know how much it touched your topic i just wanted to share the experience. From my personal point of view in this short life, I see serendipities as something that is already planned. It looks like everything = all the lives, at least my life is already written in akashic records and everything that will ever happen has already happened. From the point of view of the Creator or the spirit guide (i think it's the same), all the experiences that we have were pre-planned. Major ones for sure, but sometimes the small ones also. Creation happens at the spot, from the current energies and in collaboration with the ones that are open to co-create reality at the exact moment. Your soul has chosen the path you need to walk before this body was even manifested into existence. All the major people you meet are the ones that you already made a contract to meet before you met them. Except the mass of people that you meet daily, they are like side - actors, might be they are not real people. And all the chapters we experience in life are just like theatre scenes. We come, we act in collaboration with other, they act in our performance and when its over we let go and move to another chapter completely new. But that is only my personal experience. It might be not true at all for other ones.

Same question I am trying to figure out where is this intelligence coming from when you take a psychedelic. For me it feels like external forces starts ruling me and when coming back into physical reality the human race, or my physical body looks stupid a bit in comparison. I also discovered recently light codes and maybe it has something to do with reprogramming the dna, because human race was manipulated to become stupid. So if we repair dna, maybe we can reach the same or similar level of intelligence just being in 'normal' state as on psychedelics. I am interested in where the human race is moving towards.

For my experience, I got away into another dimension too much a little bit. I'm 22. I take psychedelics regularly and struggle a little bit to create physical ground for myself. Lost between life in system, seem like can not work here for too long. And also trying to live free and go with the flow. But maybe that is not the problem of psychedelics.

Hello people, my question is what are the ways to make money for the highly sensitive person if going to the simple 9-5 job is too intense energetically especially in area where i live. i am the person that feels energies very well and takes them over easily. i have tried many official jobs and quit all of them, because energy is too dense there, to comparison it looks like as someone put a black shield on my city. i have tried to work in different cities, but everywhere it is the same. i can not work simple job any more. personal business still needs a bit of time for development. there are a lot of information on internet about enlightenment, escaping the matrix,, connecting to higher realms. but how all enlightened people are making a living?

Thank you all I guess I need to work on my sensitivity

Few years ago I felt impulse to find out what is Human. Few days ago I received an answer, it's a hologram. Majority of people are holograms,

Hello, I wanted to talk about my psychedelic experience. I took LSD around 10 times during the 2,5 months. I have never tried psychedelics before that. It transformed my life once and for all. First time as it started kicking in, I awoke as a powerful witch, got into the other parallel. I was tripping with my current partner that I met at a festival and I think he affected the depth of the trip significantly in a good way. I saw the both of us as a creators of the planet, creators of the day and night, wildfires, war, dragons and demons. I will go into more depth in another post. Other times when I did it alone or with someone else the trip was not as powerful, but all times it seems that I am a witch living somewhere in the other dimension at the same time as my this physical body lives on Earth. When LSD opens the channels up, witch mode gets activated. Everything becomes much easier, no pressure from earth, body feels like flowing through air, the sense of time disappears. I started wearing stylish clothes, cook extremely tastefully, got the sense of art, decorated my house so beautifully, got better with people. I was never good at the mentioned things, neither ever interested in witchcrafts before and had not much prior knowledge about it. During the trips I became almost professional at certain things, aware of spells, space and energy protection. On my second trip I recorded a video, it seemed as an important mission. Later that night on the trip I throw away my phone into river and thought as no-one must see the video. But someone take the phone out of the river and I released it anyway, here it is: I became more sensitive and started feeling bad energies and good also. I cleaned my house and car from bad spirits as I call them demons. I literally felt them, at times even took over their energies. They like dark messy spaces and they love to stay at lonely or negative people houses. So it is important to keep the space clean, throw away old furnitures and make a room simple for free energy flow, decorate it beautifully and use palo santo or white sage stick to clean it regularly, at least once per week. Also found out if there are any spots in the body where energy got stuck (for example I had lipoma - small bump on my neck), then these spots collect negative energies and in energetic field through this area the energy-parasites can easily attach to body. Take a good care of body, take salt baths, use lemon as it collects negativity well. Do not let the body 'freeze', it must be constantly flowing with energy, move around. I saw the energy-parasites and it felt terrible. They are like slugs in the real life, but we don't see them. And when they attach to human body, person might have alzheimer or other diseases. Well, there are variety of parasites, here is the video: https://vimeo.com/78091543

Yes. it is crazy, but it worked.

Thank you. Also I do not promote this, but once I put an LSD in my family tea. And we resolved the deep old karmic family problems that have been hanging around for years with each family member separately. They opened their minds on certain topics and now there is mutual understanding and beautiful relation with almost all of them. After this LSD marathon I did blood-test, I'm low in iron and the mistake I made is that I was not drinking enough water and not taking care of body and nutrition properly. Now trying to slowly adjust to the 3d earth again. Because my experience was 5d reality, it felt so good that coming back to this body seems like getting back in jail. Majority of people in the Cities like mine (in LT) are not even real people, they are holograms, followers, affected by NAA. Other ones are the creators. The hard truth was to realise that my parents are hologram as well. This explains the fact that when we reprogram our mind, our perception of reality changes, the environment and people change as well. And it seems like the whole life plan is happening perfectly adjusted to You. The vibration of the City and whole Country I was born in is extremely low and I believe the fastest way to transform this is through an intentional Festival where people could massively open their minds with a help of psychedelics maybe.

Starting that my family is stage blue/orange and I think and interact with stage green, yellow and even turquoise people. I've always read books from higher stages and they don't read at all, they are just involved with their 9-5 jobs for government. I introduced them with spiritual growth, but they are scientific minded, they are not willing to accept it. I live on my own far from them, but they still want to influence my decisions. Especially when I decided quit university and seek more spiritual nomad lifestyle. I am into energetic healing and for the past year I have been just quiet around my parents. Because sometimes comparing to my old environment my new lifestyle and thought sounds crazy in front of them. I am afraid to speak up, because they will not accept my true self. In the past I tried to speak with them their own language about scientific facts, but now it triggers me. Now this is tricky situation, because they REQUIRE to explain myself what I am doing with my life, but if I start to speak, the gap between me and them becomes even bigger, they see I have changed. They want me to see psychologist, they think I got mad or something (they are separated). I clearly see their traumas and I want them to heal. I healed myself from family line trauma, but they are still into it. It hurts for me to see them trapped in their own minds. And it hurts even more that they react very personally to my every single life decision, their happiness depends on it. They want me to continue my old job in bank. But my dream is to heal people and also be hairdresser and I am seeking it very passionately. But I do not have a proof of clients and cashflow yet and it will take time to look stable for them. For me, I already feel stable. Do I just leave my parents behind? I want to be with them and spent time, I am really family and 'moms' person (i love my mom very much). But we are from different worlds. I know I cause them stress, because they have never travelled and tried so many things as I did. I do not want my mom to get disease from stress. She has sleepless nights and her skin sometimes looks too pale. And all of it is because of me. I will also mention that I have a fear to speak up. No problem with same stage people, but I will not open up to anyone who is lower stage. (fear of judgement?) What do you choose to do with your family when you outgrow them and seriously seek spirituality? Anyone in similar situation?

Starting that my family is stage blue/orange and I think and interact with stage green, yellow and even turquoise people. I've always read books from higher stages and they don't read at all, they are just involved with their 9-5 jobs for government. I introduced them with spiritual growth, but they are scientific minded, they are not willing to accept it. I live on my own far from them, but they still want to influence my decisions. Especially when I decided quit university and seek more spiritual nomad lifestyle. I am into energetic healing and for the past year I have been just quiet around my parents. Because sometimes comparing to my old environment my new lifestyle and thought sounds crazy in front of them. I am afraid to speak up, because they will not accept my true self. In the past I tried to speak with them their own language about scientific facts, but now it triggers me. Now this is tricky situation, because they REQUIRE to explain myself what I am doing with my life, but if I start to speak, the gap between me and them becomes even bigger, they see I have changed. They want me to see psychologist, they think I got mad or something (they are separated). I clearly see their traumas and I want them to heal. I healed myself from family line trauma, but they are still into it. It hurts for me to see them trapped in their own minds. And it hurts even more that they react very personally to my every single life decision, their happiness depends on it. They want me to continue my old job in bank. But my dream is to heal people and also be hairdresser and I am seeking it very passionately. But I do not have a proof of clients and cashflow yet and it will take time to look stable for them. For me, I already feel stable. Do I just leave my parents behind? I want to be with them and spent time, I am really family and 'moms' person (i love my mom very much). But we are from different worlds. I know I cause them stress, because they have never travelled and tried so many things as I did. I do not want my mom to get disease from stress. She has sleepless nights and her skin sometimes looks too pale. And all of it is because of me. I will also mention that I have a fear to speak up. No problem with same stage people, but I will not open up to anyone who is lower stage. (fear of judgement?) What do you choose to do with your family when you outgrow them and seriously seek spirituality? Anyone in similar situation?

Hi guys. I have been studying marketing and business in England for 1 year, I loved it, but quarantine started and I come back to my home country Lithuania. Took a break from studies, learned about marketing a lot in real life practice, tried bunch of jobs related to business or marketing, created several brands (just for trying and learning). Learned about investments, worked in bank. And as new semester started I (with family support) decided continue studies in Lithuania, because of all uncertainty due to pandemic didn't want to study in England at that time. And now 3 years of studies left ahead in new university. The problem is that I don’t really like it anymore, how the theory is presented. And it seems I have already learned enough of marketing for myself, I want to focus on job and developing myself in courses (such as hairdressing course). But my whole family would be against me dropping university again. Does a diploma really matter that much? I don’t even like the psychological environment here and everybody is younger than me. Their values are not same as mine. I am interested in psychosomatics, light working, hairdressing and creating my own business, creating my own space. Needed marketing to know how to present myself as a brand, but now feels like studies would not contribute to that much. Went to private university to purposefully make relationships with investors and business start-ups to learn more effectively. But I feel so unstable and bad as I quit my job due to studies. Parents allow and want me to stay jobless until I finish studies, but the support is small, just for poor living. But university feels like such a waste of time, because I want to start investing in real estate as soon as possible and saving with full-time job would be nice to me. What questions I could ask myself to help make a decision?

Is it also possible to cure narcissism, sociopathy, or serious emotional problems from roots?

Hi guys. Is it really impossible for narcissist or even a sociopath to change. There is a bunch of information how to recognise a sociopath, how to avoid it, but almost no information about transformation. What I found is that cognitive behaviour therapy and psychedelics might be helpful, but there is not enough proof or exploration done. This specific case is not aware of his irresponsible actions. He honestly wants to change and with help of self improvement he already changed a bit throughout a year and became more aware of his actions. It is slow journey and of course some aspects of personality can be changed. But can narcissism be cured from roots? All his actions come from being hurt and being abandoned by parent at early age (2 years old). Please share insights or information about changes, I am aware that this could be a life long journey, but is it worth putting effort?

Hi guys. Has anyone experienced curing a narcissist/sociopath? I realised that my call is to heal people and looking out for the best ways to help heal the disorder. How to prepare person before the psychedelic intake? Please share your progress if you ever gone through that.