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I'm not from the UK so pardon my ignorance. Very sad indeed. So first of all, do we know anything about this 17 year old kid who killed those children? The protestors believe he's an immigrant but the police said that he was born in the UK. So this is all false rumors? Second, notice how irrational these protesters are. First you guys got Brexit which, if anything, messed things up more. Then now the poverty is still somehow immigration's fault? Gimme a break. I'd be interested to hear from a Brit what you guys actually think is the cause of the growing poverty. Unfortunately Britain has gone from generally trusting to generally distrusting the government, just like the US, sad. Lastly let's play devil's advocate. You have to agree that London is sketch af and these youths are all non-whites stabbings and acid attacks and clearly there isn't enough being done to stop this horseshit. So seeing these radicals come to surface is no real surprise in these times. It's a tiny country with such massive differences.

Yes and you can also re-read the best ones to maximize your learning. I did this when I couldn't afford new books.

Day 66: I'm getting some more clarity about my life and trajectory, finally. These past 2 - 3 weeks were kinda rough with lots of brainfog, doubt, worry and fear in spite of my efforts to do things right. Million dollar idea: And yesterday morning I finally had my million dollar idea. I started reading this book: And while I was feeling worried about my situation the million dollar idea came the next day. It is quite simple: Step 1: Create a new Etsy PoD store, this time using lesser known suppliers selling high margin products Step 2: Explain to people how to do the same in Youtube videos Step 3: Offer to create the same for them for a fee Step 4: Also create a course Step 5: Remove step 3 and instead of that create my own PoD platform with exclusive products. The platform has a sign-up fee to keep it exclusive and we take a cut on top of that from each sale. This last step would be the real big money and if I were to take this route I'd partner with a crazy entrepreneur who's willing to put in the sweat equity and the hours. Then I'd be happy to take a below 50% stake in this only in exchange for promo and getting the people to sign up. So there you have it, million dollar idea. I can go "yes but" all day long but here it is, a literal million dollar idea, by which I mean it has the potential to create at least $1 million in profit over the next 5 years, but potentially a lot more. It taps right into my knowledge and skills, while also helping other people accomplish something useful; making money on Etsy. I don't see how this isn't a huge win for everyone. Next step is to accept that this it THE plan, and just go. Eyes closed jump off that bridge and enjoy the hell out of it. No turning back, no other options, this is what I'll be working on the next five years. Also this has both short and long term money potential which is why it's so awesome. I could literally get people buying my coaching packages after only releasing one or two videos. Reiki Session August: Went to my Reiki lady yesterday which was great. It's funny how I texted her the night before and I was still in this contracted space, but the next morning I woke up and I already had this million dollar idea and felt great before the session. So perhaps the mere planning of the session lifted my spirits, or it's just how the universe aligned things. Mercury is in retrograde, whatever that means. Lessons from the session: I attach things to stuff. Like I attach happiness to (getting out of) debt. I make life so conditional. But things are already perfect. Money is energy. Money is not everything. You have a right to bliss, a right to smile, a right to be grateful. Without money. You have all that already. Be patient. I am very impatient with this. When I have an idea, I want that to be real instantly. But I must act confidently and be trusting of the universe. You cannot change the speed at which the seasons go by, be patient. Thing will happen on the Universe's clock. She told me I'm on a path towards bliss. This was very interesting.. I always thought my progress was me going towards something material like more social confidence, earthly success, money, leadership. But never thought of it this way. Look at my debt and my situation from a place of presence, bliss and confidence, detachment. Attach the heart to my goals and go towards that bliss. But don't attach yourself to the debt. Cosmic joke: after she told me this whole thing about money isn't everything she asked me to pay for the session, which I gladly did. But I couldn't help but notice a slight discomfort coming from her, as if her asking for the payment somehow discredited her speech about money not being that important. I interpreted this as a little cosmic joke, as if to say; contradictions can be true, and also YOU are dreaming this up, don't give authority away to your Reiki lady cause clearly I'm seeing something here that she's not. So what she said about money is true, but at the same time you must be able to hold the paradoxical thought that money IS actually important. After all why does she charge me? Next steps: I feel like I've finally been pulled out of this rut and I'm ready to just take steps each day towards success. I have clarity now. Find suppliers Make content about this Start new Etsy shop Make more content

Found this old thread where people say Mooji is a cult leader Leo said: But if I was a Guru, my whole cult would be around sex with my female followers. What's the problem with that? My followers get to have the time of their lives while we all enjoy physical contact, which may further enhance our spiritual bonding together. My whole commune would be my followers and I melting together and just getting higher and higher together in bliss. And then sure we may have physical urges that gets played out. Yes that might be slightly manipulative, but followers want to be following so I don't really see the problem. If anything it would enhance their experience, especially considering these communes are popular with women who are stuck in a rut, the sex adds to our sexual liberation. In this type of setting sex is the MOST enjoyed, so this is more consensual than regular boy meets girl at a bar. This is far more magical and sacred. I really don't see the problem. Anybody judging this from the outside is either jealous or doesn't trust my capabilities and integrity as a cult leader, and tries to use the SHAME from religion and society around sex to besmudge our beautiful bonding together. But please change my mind.

You don't draw energy from anything. All the energy is always there.

I literally did this on stage the same night and nobody was on board with my sex cult idea. It bombed. So I guess we can say that actualized members are more open minded than comedy audiences.

The irony is nothing is certain in life,

How many spiritual seekers does it take to change a light bulb? One to change it, and an infinite amount to question ; Who is the I that changes it?

You mean you feel like you're molesting yourself? I used to believe that the orgasm completely removes the higher energy but this wasn't true, just a belief. I've had now many times where I stayed just as "high" after orgasm, same dream-like state.

Imagine one day we all argue ourselves into enlightenment on this forum. One day 😂

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But why create a whole identity like that? That's crazy. At least name your account after a South Park character like a normal person 😝

Who knows. I follow Deya on YouTube and she's a busy entrepreneur and Freelancer who plays WoW every night. I guess games are good at resetting your mind, though I can't fully emerce in them anymore.

I've already swatted and killed 5 but for every one I kill a new one comes back! 😠

Thank God! Don't take it personally. I have murdered their little friends and left the corpses sticking to the ceiling. That'll show them.

This happened over a year ago where I encountered this man. I was in a low place mentally at the time. Confused and somewhat lost. I met this man at a business expo. He seemed really interested in me as a young entrepreneur and he told me he thinks I'm going to be a millionaire. He basically posed himself as a potential investor. We exchanged contact info and that's that. About 6 months later I need investment and I'm still kind of lost, sexually confused, not very grounded. I call this man and he invites me to his house where he gives a presentation to some of his students who are all younger than me but I'm there too. I meet this man at the train station and he drives a brand new Tesla. We get talking and not long in he asks if my parents are divorced. I had no problems talking about this but I took a mental note that this was slightly inappropriate of him to ask just 10 minutes after meeting. I said I'm not really in touch with my dad, to which he responds that family is the most important thing but he can also see in my eyes that not talking to my dad is the right decision. Teenagers walk past us and he clearly stares after a boy, and then after a girl. This was strange he would do this when I can obviously see him. We collect the 4 guys who were 18-ish and go to his home. On the way he really praises me to the young guys, but the things he says about me are slightly exgeguratted and therefor not entirely truthful which also made me uncomfortable. Note: Had I had lower self esteem and less awareness I would have gladly taken this praise I think. We go to his house and he gives a presentation about how to be happy. He literally named the program after himself "the [his name] happiness program". It was quite boring, like he sucked all the energy out of the room with his high energy presentation. I noticed that when we arrived none of the students wanted coffee, but during the break they all wanted coffee. I noticed an underlying anger that he must have worked hard on to hide, but it came out very subtly whenever I challenged him with questions. The most inappropriate part of the presentation came near the end where he talked about some story from when he was a teenager and his step-dad covered for him by not telling his mom that he got drunk at night. Now I got straight up pedo vibes from this guy because he was just weaving in all sorts of strange stories about older men keeping secrets and things along those lines. Mind you I'm in my 30s and this dude is creeping me out. He has children and a wife, who all seemed very normal and quite happy, the perfect family. He made me meet his teenage daughter but it felt like he did this in a way of bartering, almost as to say "hang out with me and you get a piece of that too". Eventually he drops us all of at the train station. One of the guy asks his friend for a cigarette even though he quit months ago. I believe they had an honost physiological stress response to this narcissist but weren't consciously aware of it. They all talk about him and praise him constantly. When I say something about him they take a long pause before they respond, probably because his influence is still over them so strongly even though he was physically not there. I thought about this a lot because it was such a consufing experience. On the outset he may seem like a very friendly and energetic man who just wants to help young people to succeed, but energetically this is the biggest narcissist I've ever encountered. I think one of the biggest characteristics is he sets the frame and gives you almost no options. It feels like he does not respect another's autonomy. This is very important. Normal people respect another's autonomy, while these real narcissist see you as an extension of themselves or an object to be manipulated. For example: I called him on the phone and I hear someone in the background leave the room and saying "bye". Then he goes "you hear that? I just finished a meeting with a student". Yes I heard that myself, and you are now trying to influence my mind and thoughts by giving this direction. Idk how to explain this otherwise but it's significant, even though it doesn't sound like much. If you wonder how this ended: I stopped responding to his texts, which is my right and any normal person would respect this. Of course not this guy. He kept sending one about once a month until I told him very firmly to stop bothering me. And that's that. The narcissist is harmless in the sense that they just want to impose their ego upon as many people as they wish, also called narcissistic supply. When that supply ends they will try to find someone else. I believe this is the main reason this guy is wealthy, is so he can bother many people who then have no choice because money is power. But the narcissist is very harmful if you accept them as a leader. You will resign your autonomy to this person. An important way to judge the leader is to see how people around them are. Are they the best version of themselves or are they small? This is #1 tell. Later I thought about why this man targeted me. He must have thought I was gay because I wore a pink tshirt at the expo, and I showed some insecurity perhaps. Little did he know I was actually consciously going through this confusing period, and I noticed every little thing he did.

I'm quite upset. My dad was in the hospital and rehabilitation for 6 weeks. Every day I called, went over (it's quite far from my home) and took care of him. He was on the floor for 4 days with no food or water and we thought he was going to die. Miraculously he survived. Now he's back home, and I just found out he's drinking again! Even though he ended up blacking out and in the hospital after drinking too much alcohol. When I told him in a very friendly way this probably isn't the best way to rehabilitate (he's still weak) he kinda shrugged it off. He was eating his dinner which was appearantly way more important than my feelings or concern for him. I thought a second chance of life would make him realize not to drink anymore. The bottle is more important than the people who care about him. When I got upset that he could hear in my tone of voice he just put the phone down and stopped responding to just eat his meal. It's like this alcohol is his baby and is more important to him than his actual family, who were there for him when he was at the hospital and we thought he was going to die. 😡😡😡 I am most upset at how he just shrugs this of as if I'm crazy and shouldn't worry so much, completely disregarding me and my feelings. Me who was there at the hospital just WEEKS AGO. And yes this has more meaning because of course as a child I received this ongoing emotional abandonment constantly. But I thought being on the floor with no food or water for 4 days and then at the IC would make someone reconsider. But we are in the exact same position now as before the hospital. Am I missing something here? Should I see the alcohol as his only effective medicine for some incredible emotional trauma that I can't see? How can you treat alcohol like it's your most precious thing in the world and choose it over people who care about you? I was now calling him every day to see if he was doing well but when he mistreats me like this and completely disregards my caring for him I just don't want to call anymore. I REALLY don't like the person he is on alcohol. How can you do this to people? It's also like I feel 'tricked', like I approach him as if he's my dad who I care about but then I find out he's been drinking and it's like I got tricked by some evil person pretending to be my dad. This just brings back bad childhood memories. This is why I had let go of the emotional attachment, but then he got into the hospital and again it's like he tricked me into having empathy for him or seeing him as my dad. But it's a one way street of empathy it seems, at least when he's on alcohol. Disgusting. Everyone always describes him as this sweet man but when he's on alcohol he's like this monster to me, simply because of the emotional abandonment. I would argue there's even a sadistic component to his alcoholic persona where he takes pleasure in my emotional torture as a result of my empathy. But I am the only person who really knows this. But because of recently he needed so much help from us, I thought he'd changed. Foolish of me to even think that 😔

What I'm getting at is quite simple, but nobody has answered this yet. Let's say I give yoga classes to middle aged housewives and I fuck them all after class. Is this bad? If not, let's say we organize a fun evening or multiple nights where we do ecstatic dancing or similar activities. Let's say this builds up and I create a core group who are really into my spiritual charisma who I also have sex with. Is this bad? Next step we start living together in a sort of commune. Ok so where is the line? This boils down to: "the line is up to the leader's discretion", meaning I am not going to get any real answer to this. @An young being I agree

Yes I agree that would be bad. My post assumes this is not the case. Why do these have to be mutually exclusive? As if we're going to be 'perfect' at this. No, people have desires let's not kid ourselves.

It goes down once a day at exactly the same time, that's all I've noticed.

I was gonna say to make babies but that doesn't apply to lesbians. Probably still for some survival reason though.

If I was constantly lying to people I would never start this thread. I am literally the opposite, like overthinking if I'm doing evil.

Exactly as the title says. Some examples might include: You aren't that into her but you want sex so you sleep with her (this one happens the most often to me) You manipulate her into sex through one or multiple lies You manipulate her into sex without lies There's a power imbalance Ok and where is the line? Is sleeping around almost always evil? Girls get more attached after sex you know this, while we just want lay.

Very interesting video. Main takeaway for me is that by being too attached to an outcome (idea) you lose power in the moment, but real power is always in the moment. When you already want to be at your destination (attached to outcome), it takes away from the quality of your step at this moment.