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The Incendiary Teacher / Occult Architect: Essence: He doesn’t just teach. He provokes, ignites, re-codes. He builds systems of knowledge, often weird, intense, or unpopular—and delivers them with force. Traits: Fire-Metal dominant: speaks sharply, reveals truth through language, often with edge or charisma Wants transformation, not just harmony More confrontational: will challenge what’s comfortable Creates mental architecture: systems, language frameworks, maps Performs to reveal—knows the performance is part of the awakening Shadow = self-righteousness, manipulation, or elitism Modern Examples: Leo Gura, Terence McKenna, Aleister Crowley (early phase), or even Gurdjieff The Sage: Essence: The Sage does not build new systems—he interprets what is timeless, decodes the now through wisdom, and holds space rather than ignite fire. Traits: Earth-Water dominant: calm, observant, steady, deeply reflective Wants integration and understanding More receptive: listens deeply before speaking Guides through presence more than content Lives the teaching silently, often respected even when not speaking Shadow = withdrawal, bitterness, or hoarding wisdom Modern Examples: Krishnamurti, Ram Dass (late life), or Jungian-era Carl Jung

Exactly. This is why I'm moving to Thailand to date a ladyboy, your blog post made me obsessed with this idea. You get the best of both worlds: the beauty of a woman with the sense of a man. And cock.

I have a huge caffeine problem that leads to these manic moodswings that are completely unnecessary. According to chatgpt I drink 400 - 700mg of caffeine per day, and this is combined with modafinil too! While the safe upper limit for most people is 400mg. It's causing this insane stress on my nervous system and overall mood. What I will do is: 1. Hide the coffee in my shed, and only put one cup ready for the next day. 2. No caffeine after 10am

Idk if you guys have seen these but they're hilarious

Very interesting video. He also makes a few good points as to why AI will never fully replace human creative work.

Yeah that's where it's already leading. I put the coffee in the shed and now it just tastes like how the shed smells, I might as well give it up. No side effects from quitting so far.

Is it possible to get to such a state, while being effective in the world and living your life purpose? Edit: I think my question was rather silly, as you can choose the interpretation of your own thoughts and feelings. Maybe I'll think of a better question.

I'd say the opposite. When you are not digesting your mind can go to higher places. When you go back to eating you'll notice the difference. At least that's my experience.

Very interesting. Now I understand why you don't want to release a black pill video. You're basically talking about meta blackpill, which people would confuse for their own trauma induced, constructed blackpill idealogy, which is based on falsehood.

Are you saying you don't experience post-nut clarity? I've noticed that horniness can hijack my system way harder than hunger or thirst. Like corrupt my thoughts, it's not the same. I'd love a way to maintain the sexual energy without the lust corruption.

So just awareness on the breath, and energy going down that is all? I wonder how horny you'd have to be to make this work but I'll try.

You can still find blueprint and other programs on torrent sites.

This sort of thing: Obviously chatgpt doesn't love food, so it's technically lying, but I've gotten used to AI having this 'empathy'. It works well to keep the conversation going. I feel like we're in this strange phase where it's half intelligent, half dumb hallucination machine. Obviously there's no "I" that I'm talking to as it's just generative text, but it's more about how it feels for the user. Does it bother you?

Forget about the simplistic fantasy of AI becoming conscious and having opinions about us. The real problems with AI are much more practical and are here right now. This documentary highlights the datacenter problem quite well How government will handle AI is what's interesting. Have you ever thought about how the IRS would handle millions of people writing perfect letters requesting certain tax breaks? That's just one small, silly example. I'd like to see how government would handle every person in the country suddenly having built-in AI agents, who always make the most informed decisions on their behalf. Government is not equipped for this at all. Not to mention national security, that's a whole nother beast.

In your wage slavery video you said towards the end that the capitalist structure is not evil but rather a beautiful, intelligent, complex system that is here for a good reason (paraphrasing). Could you please expand on that? Where can I read more about it? If saying that wealth should be distributed more equally is a Stage Green view, then is saying the system is beautiful and unequal for higher, intelligent reasons a Stage Yellow view? Is the below accurate? Orange Capitalism is good. I could become a deca-millionaire. Everybody can do with their money as they choose. Green Capitalism is sub optimal. Wealth must be distributed somewhat equally. Deca-millionaires and billionaires should not exist. Yellow Capitalism is hierarchical and unequal for high, intelligent reason. Very few people can become wealthy. Inequality is not necessarily bad.

Curious whether of not Donald Trump receives any Karmic Punishment for his behavior. It appears that when a heart-centered individual hurts another person through their actions they receive some sort of Karmic Punishment. Why doesn't this seem to apply to Trump? Either a) karma doesn't exist, it's a fantasy. Therefor karma is a spiritual fantasy, not a system. Or b) karma is a system but is so complex, it works in ways we cannot comprehend. For instance, not through linear time. If the latter, then there must be some consciousness out there who CAN see the Karmic concewuences happening right now.

Would you pay all your taxes? 50% taxes, 70% taxes? More? Or would you go to great lengths to pay as little tax as possible, so you can do with your money as you please? Including charity, business, political support, you name it!

@Basman interesting. I know that narcissist like Trump are not living the good life internally, and I wouldn't want to trade with him even for a second. I guess what I meant by karma in this case is that he has true insight into his own evil and feels remorse. This will never happen, and is just a fantasy of my ego. I could then wonder: why does it matter to me? 👀

Last night I was watching this fascinating YouTube video that captures the 9/11 attacks minute-by-minute with news footage and air traffic control audio. It's interesting to see the contrast between these hyper American TV ads and then imagining the psychology behind these attacks from the Middle East. So I asked chatgpt, and the response is very cool. And today Leo also wrote a blog about Afghanistan, giving even more context. https://actualized.org/insights/afghan-underdevelopment CHATGPT: Great question—and a complex one. You're asking about the psychological, cultural, and developmental ecosystem that allows violent extremist ideologies like Salafi-jihadism to survive within societies that, at large, don't actually support them. Here's a layered breakdown: 1. Most People in the Middle East Oppose Extremism The vast majority of Muslims in the Middle East reject terrorism and violence. After 9/11 and ISIS, support for groups like al-Qaeda plummeted in surveys across the Muslim world. Most just want stability, family, and work—not jihad or caliphates. So: Extremists are a minority. But a dangerous one. 2. How Do They Still Exist Then? a. Authoritarian Governments + Oppression Many Middle Eastern countries are brutal dictatorships (e.g., Syria, Egypt, Saudi Arabia). This creates fertile ground for radicalization: people feel powerless, angry, and hopeless. Extremist ideologies give them a sense of identity, purpose, and revenge. b. Lack of Education + Propaganda In many regions, education is poorly funded or state-controlled, with little critical thinking. Some madrassas (religious schools) teach a very narrow interpretation of Islam—some even glorify martyrdom. State media in some regimes also fuel resentment toward the West or other sects (e.g., Sunni vs. Shia). c. Tribal + Sectarian Loyalties Many societies are not individualistic—they’re built on tribes, families, sects. Loyalty often goes to clan or religious identity over state or human rights. This makes it easy for radical groups to hide—not everyone supports them, but few will turn them in. d. "Silent Sympathy" vs. Active Support Many reject violence, but some share grievances with extremists (e.g., U.S. foreign policy, Israel/Palestine). This leads to a form of passive tolerance: “I don’t agree with what they did, but I understand why.” 3. Psychological Development Factors a. Developmental Psychology In some areas, especially rural or war-torn regions, many people are operating from survival mode (Maslow’s bottom levels). That makes abstract ideals like liberalism, tolerance, or pluralism irrelevant. Fear, honor, shame, revenge—these dominate thinking where the rule of law is weak. b. Collectivist vs. Individualist Culture Many Middle Eastern societies are collectivist—group identity > personal expression. In this context, religious or ideological conformity is often enforced by social pressure, not choice. c. Trauma + War Millions have grown up in conflict zones (Iraq, Syria, Yemen, etc.). Chronic exposure to war, poverty, and corruption can create a desensitized, rage-prone mindset. Jihadist groups offer a narrative of empowerment: "You were oppressed; now you're a warrior for God." 4. Why It Persists Despite Rejection Extremist groups don’t need majority support—just enough to recruit, hide, and intimidate. And in fragile or failed states, there's often no authority to root them out. Plus, some states (e.g., Pakistan, Saudi Arabia historically) have looked the other way or even sponsored certain radical groups for geopolitical reasons. Summary: Extremists are the minority, but grievances, broken systems, and social structures allow them to exist. Many ordinary people don’t support them, but also don’t have the power or safety to oppose them. The Middle East is not “undeveloped,” but often under siege—by foreign interference, corrupt regimes, and ideological control. Let me know if you want to dig deeper into any specific country, belief system, or how this ties to Western policy.

As I'm building my e-commerce t-shirt store I needed some income and found this door-to-door sales job with high commissions. I've done this for 3 days now and haven't made any sales yet, but I also really don't think it's for me for these reasons: The job doesn't value truth. I'm basically expected to ring people's doorbell and manipulate them into trusting me and then talk in such a way they don't really know what's going on and change their cable plan. People usually look angry when they open the door, and it's my job to make them trust me, only to sell them something. This feels a bit like a con. I don't care about the product. Look, Tony Robbins applies all these manipulation strategies on stage, and I love the guy, but he's selling personal development. I could sell that, that's a product I stand by as it's changed my life. I don't understand how changing cable (TV and internet) providers could change your life, although surely some people have complaints about their current provider. As an introvert who's been diagnosed with asperger's in the past, I feel like I'm constantly putting on a mask, both at the doors and with my colleagues. This is exhausting to a degree I couldn't do this job 5 or even 4 days a week. I have strong reasons to believe this job lowers my consciousness. And all my colleagues smoke cigarettes so before you know it I'm smoking again (ex smoker). Those are the reasons. It does feel like I'm quitting without properly developing the skill, but I'd like to learn sales techniques later when I apply them as a public speaker. What I did enjoy about this job proposal were the relaxed informal atmosphere, relaxed work hours, and the fact you get paid / judged based on your performance. Also that it's quite independent work and no cap on bonuses. If anybody has a job suggestion that could work for me I'd love to hear it.

So I noticed that when I go out in public on the day, or the day after I've taken modafinil, I'm more likely to get mild panic attacks as a result of what feels like depersonalization. I've also noticed that when I do the WIm Hof breathing on those same days, it is much more effective than usual, meaning I feel much more light-headed and more tingling while doing the method. Has anyone noticed anything similar to this? Also, Moda gives me tension and restless physical behavior (tension in the muscles) throughout the day. It is not unpleasant but it is technically the definition of stress.

👏👏👏 Nice update

Yeah if this isn't a fake account I don't know what is

Surprised me too but it still works. Those guys I worked with close 2 - 5 per day, and the commission is €200 per sale. They all drive big cars and wear expensive brand clothes, which doesn't really interest me but I enjoyed their confidence. Inhouse not really as I'm not looking for any commitments right now. My goal really is to do my ecom full-time once it's profitable, just looking for some side income until then.