OBEler

Scoops are best. I weighted once 40 mg with 3 mg scopes and checked with a milligram weight. It was almost on point +- 1 mg. If you are in higher range you can use a milligram scale. But under 30- 40 mg use scoops

To me I was never any emotional on Malt. Pretty relaxed with almost zero visuals (plugged up to 25 mg). But that's just me

I don't recommend the following at all but maybe there is some insight how to stop your monologues: My girlfriend took an attraction on a themepark while high on lsd (please don't do that). she never ever would ride the attraction sober because out of fear of hight. But on LSD she was on a spiritual mission to overcome this fear. She was shaking and fighting with herself to do this attraction the whole 40 minutes where we were waiting in the waiting queue. The ride was the most hardcore attraction with 4.5 g force, even I underestimated it's power. During this ride she could not even scream it was too fast and too strong. After the ride her inner monologue stopped completely for 5 hour. She was afraid that it will never come back but finally it did somehow.

@bambi so you really think injecting steroids, taking strong drugs like Finasterid and Minoxidil just to have your hair looking good, wearing makeup, spending tons of money for broadcasting his narcistic image has something to do with stopping your age? This has nothing to do with health but with looking good on the outside.

If I wouldn't know about him then this would look like a promo for a new cult. Narcistic, superficial. Teenage like. But he is in his 40s so this looks more weird.

He uses countless products which doesn't stop your age but make you LOOK young on the surface. He even wears makeup, kinda look sometimes like a trans. For me he is an attention seeker. Not really focused on anti aging but just to appear younger. His philosophy is superficial and lacks any depth.

@Leo Gura its fascinating to see, how big his ego is. But should not 5 Meo DMT decrerase that or humble him a bit?He did it a lot of times otherwise he would not tattoo the chemical formula of 5 meo on his forearm. In terms of his work: If I see him an watch all nonsense he is doing, I feel he must be not be very intelligent. Funny also that he measure all kind of bullshit but never in his life he measured his IQ according to him.

It seems to me you like reality to be in a certain way which fits your human fantasy. If you want to know reality of course there will be things to discover, which your human ego likes or doesnt likes. Have you never thought about that? I think sometimes it's better for you to stay in safety yogic fantasy land. The hard truth could be traumatizing to you. It's not for everyone.

Congratulations Absolutely profound! Getting this on 150 micro 1 d LSD with tolerance on your first time is pretty rare. But after reading your trip report I could see why you got what you were looking for.I think you are some kind of special guy who Intentionally want producing a bad trip on his first LSD trip What I find interesting is also you were utterly terrified of your infinity/source but after coming down you also miss it. Seems to be ambiguous for me but thats how spiritual work always looks like.

Yes in the end it really doesn't matter. But I am a human being and it's somehow nicer to me that something is really there and not just pretending to be. I think it's a similar philosophical question presented in this video where spasce in games are not faked.

I have my particular dream as God and you have your particular dream as God. Why can't we both imagine each other and imagine a similar shared dream. We both pull the almost similar cat out of the infinity soup. When we sleep at night each one of us is disconnected from the shared dream and each one of us live an own dream. However it is even possible that we share a dream at night together.Thomas Campbell has shared with his imaginary son a dream where both experienced the same dream (they were diving together and saw a whale). Besides that your imaginary brain is always predicting what could exist or could not exist to match up with the consensus dream as best as possible. If the connection to consensus dream is lost, it will predict on its own as best as possible to still navigate through the consensus dream. Why not multiple dreamers within a nested dream where each dreamer can just dream in consensus and limits of the shared nested dream? And they are synchronized and linked together? For example when I write an imaginary post on actualized.org forum in my dream then it gets synchronized in the shared consensus dream and in your dream you can see with high probability my imaginary post materialize? Can't infinity produce that?

@Breakingthewall nice!! My intuition says this is more accurate. Thank you

@Breakingthewall I know I ask you the impossible but ..can you correct this image to your version of reality?

@koops thanks this video was one of the best from Leo. Always watched multiple times but I will do on psychedelics

@koops how can I think about it if it has no space? If it has infinite space I could at least imagine that

If this is reality and being god then it looks so boring. I imagined it would be more fancy like this (never had a breakthrough): Chatgpt4:

You should all go to casinos, some people always find strange patterns in random numbers. Your brain is just looking for patterns. These synchronities you mentioned are not mystical.

Ah good idea. I have an e juice vape pen ready to go. How long were your sessions? I never really had a breakthrough so I am afraid that if I vape and vape there is one hit where I somehow turn a switch on and my consciousness is exploding or something and I am in a point of no return. At least one time I had maybe a little breakthrough. I had no body sensations and was nested in an empty black white transparent space which was illuminated by light a bit. It felt a bit as if I was zooming away from my body and I felt a big distance to myself. But I was still me.and my thoughts were normal but quiet. It was manageable.

@What Am I man I am so thankful for your precise description. That helps a lot !

@What Am I I know it's difficult but can you somehow describe this experience of aloneness to someone like me who never experienced that? when it exactly happenes how long etc , any thoughts, visuals .. Can I reproduce this without taking 5 Meo? Just to get a taste of it That's the only fear I have to go on higher doses. I am still playing with low doses

Did the comeup change in its sensations over time? Or are you just skipping it somehow? Comeup sensations: The raising heartbeat, the loosing of concepts, the confusion, disorientation, a deep energetic pressure on you. The shift from outside to inside. Feeling of something is wrong

@The Renaissance Man I found Leo through recommendation of a friend on 2015.

He has an existential question here and just a few address this. Most people here don't understand.

You have built some expectations and fantasys about psychedelics. This creates fear. To come back to psychedelics take them more often. Start with micro dose again. It happened to me also after a year long abstinence. Even micro dose was uneasy to me. Nowadays I can pop easy 100 micro LSD, no problem. No fear. I got used to its headspace and effects. The effects are almost every time the same. Its predictable and that gives you a feeling of safety.

What are your projections here?! Doesnt make sense