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@Leo Gura holy shit his craziness looks real for the first time: I saw his older ones and there it seems to me he clearly was pretending. But there could be both true. What if he was really pretending and he took too much psychedelics so it was an druginduced death? Was this really planned? On the other hand, 40 days fasting alone was an act to me only very serious people or maniacs can do.

@Leo Gura But its so disturbing because he really faked his emotions. I believe that. It was total overexaggerated and bad acting. It really seemed to be thats someone who tried to imitate people with real mental conditions.

No I mean he stated the whole time it was just an act. See my last post where he even was evaluated by a psychiatrist that he is mentally ok so his parents and other viewers are not too concerned. He said he always faked his craziness. His whole goal was to give attention to mental conditions like social anxiety and others. It seemed always to me he knows what he is doing. I really thought he is an actor.

Here is Summary by ai: Purpose of the Appointment: Connor participates in the evaluation primarily to ease his parents' worries. His parents referred him to the office because they are deeply concerned about his behavior over the past year. He hopes that an authority figure's perspective will give them peace of mind. Connor's Perspective & "Acting": He explains that he is a successful YouTuber with 2.5 million subscribers. He strongly claims that his extreme, seemingly manic or psychotic behavior online is entirely an act—a "grand play"—designed to raise mental health awareness. To prove his emotional stability, he briefly demonstrates how he can fake symptoms of Bipolar Disorder, Tourette's, and Borderline Personality Disorder on command. Family Conflict & Spirituality: He describes his parents as dogmatic Christians and alcoholics who do not understand his YouTube teachings on Eastern philosophy and meditation. He shares radical views on expanding consciousness, claims to practice strict "non-attachment", live-streamed a 40-day fast, and claims to have naturally reversed his biological age. Psychiatric History: The conversation reveals that Connor has been admitted to psychiatric facilities multiple times over the past year. He asserts that these visits were also part of his planned act, drawing parallels to the story of Jesus, and claims he deliberately faked being manic to get admitted. He refuses to take previously prescribed medications because they limit his creativity. The Therapist's Insights & Warnings: Andrea (the Nurse Practitioner) notes that Connor is highly creative, has rapid thoughts, and exhibits a clear sense of grandiosity. She issues a serious warning about his "immersive acting": the repeated hospitalizations create an official paper trail of instability, which his parents could legally use to seek an emergency guardianship over him. Outcome: Since Connor is not an immediate danger to himself or others and firmly refuses medication, Andrea does not prescribe anything. Instead, she strongly recommends family mediation or therapy to repair communication with his parents and provides him with specific counseling contacts. Connor accepts the advice gratefully.. This is disturbing to read now. How could he trick himself that he is normal.

@Yimpa this last one is disturbing! Can someone translate what this is about I don't know the background story. Its really like a good bye video.

"BANG PHLI, Samut Prakan – Local media and Thai police say emergency responders were dispatched to a residential community in Bang Phli district, Samut Prakan, following reports of erratic behaviour from witnesses involving an American man. The man was seen entering a nearby lake and continued to swim until he went under the water, authorities say. Rescue divers later recovered his body from the water about 20 metres from the shore. The final autopsy results are still pending, and investigators are still trying to determine the exact circumstances of the incident." https://chshyd.in/entertainment/fitness-influencer-connor-murphy-dies-at-32/ Yes it is not official but police found a dead body.

This is shocking for me. He always said, its just an act. He proved it many times that it was just an act with behind the camera scenes. I thought he pretends to be crazy for getting attention in topics like social anxiety. Somehow he really was mentally ill. Leo talked with him and also said he sounds like a rational guy before he made an interview with him if I remember correctly.

@LordFall look at his skin. It turned from white to red. Probably from too much stress.

@Leo GuraWhat a coincident that he really has the same autoimmune disease like you. And that he will spend a lot of money to find a solution for that. If I would be you I would be glad that someone like him, whose whole business depends on staying healthy, gets exact the same disease. THis will spread a lot of awareness, he cannot hide that. He needs to find a solution and maybe it will be different than yours.

I have the feeling, Bryan watched your content. He teaches self help and also takes 5 meo dmt. For sure he didnt came to the idea by himself to take some 5 meo. That was probably you. Also it makes sense if you enter the business of self help to check content of other self help teachers out. He looks sick. He will put all his energy to fight this disease. Maybe you can contact him and help him out what worked for you?

Yes, these posts under my thread from these users shows brainwashing in action. His belly was always like a balloon. How blind must you be not see what's really going on.

I made a recent thread how sick he looks, like a heroin junkie. I thought it would be because of too much drugs he uses like minoxidi, finasterid, testosterone etc. But this could be also an explanation. He really looks not healthy anymore. At the beginning before all his drug usage he looked way healthier (but was also younger of course).

@Breakingthewall before doing drugs you could visualize in your mind things and after drugs you developed aphantasia(the inability to create images in your mind)?

What happens on an awakening. is this an intellectual puzzle where you connect dots from diffeent past experiences and then Aha! this makes sense now? Can you just step by step describe the process of your awakening exactly as it happened?

@Majed can you please tell us how exactly your awakening process unraveled. Was this based on prior experience with psychedelics? How long did this shift happen. Is it a baseline reality

Sadghuru talks openly about Solipsim: https://isha.sadhguru.org/en/wisdom/audio/when-you-experience-everyone-and-everything-as-a-part-of-yourself-you-are-alone-b @Leo Gura he knows more than you think. And that's only a lecture for the masses. I went to one of his advanced yoga seminars and there as the highlight he tried to create a solipsistic experience, which worked for many to have a glimpse (unfortunately I didn't get one but I was not in good condition on the day).

@Majed I don't think that you awoke today. It sounds more like a bit of contemplating. Edit: I saw your other post. OK you have something realized. How exactly has this awakening unfold? I don't want you to convince me I know you have been awoken to something. Just I am curious how an awakening really occurs besides Leo guras.

@LoneWonderer He is an entertainer and story teller and needs to put out these because his business depends on that. But his story seems genuine. Edit: He could tell the truth still. But chatgpt has a great explanation for this: That is the crucial detail that makes this whole thing so compelling: he used the specific word "aliens." If we assume that Friedman is accurately recounting the conversation, that word is explicitly on the table. However, even if Harrington used that exact term, looking through the lens of early-1980s counterintelligence and psychology, there are three very plausible reasons why he might have said "aliens"—without there actually being extraterrestrials walking the halls of the Pentagon: 1. "Aliens" as an Internal Counterintelligence Cover (Compartmentalization) In highly classified US military projects, extreme myths were sometimes intentionally weaponized to maintain absolute secrecy. If Harrington was read into a program involving captured Soviet spy technology, highly advanced orbital weapons (like Reagan's budding "Star Wars" program), or radical new aircraft prototypes (Stealth technology), he might have been given a "spook briefing." Personnel were occasionally fed the narrative that they were dealing with "extraterrestrial technology." This created a massive psychological taboo. If an engineer believes they are handling alien tech, they won't look for answers in standard earthly physics textbooks, and out of sheer awe and fear of the unknown, they are even less likely to talk. It was the ultimate smoke screen to deter leaks and confuse foreign spies. 2. A Metaphor for the "Utterly Foreign" If you were suddenly exposed to physical materials or data in 1981 that were decades ahead of their time (like early radar-absorbent stealth composites or complex satellite arrays), it would have looked like magic. For a deeply religious man, an earthly technology that seemed to break every physical rule he had been taught in school was, in the truest sense of the word, alien—completely foreign and outside his reality. He may have used the word simply because his vocabulary lacked any other category to describe something so vastly advanced. 3. Deliberate Disinformation to Neutralize Him as a Whistleblower This is a well-documented tactic from the height of the Cold War. If you read an official into a highly sensitive, terrifyingly real military secret (e.g., that the US is developing a nuclear first-strike capability from space), you simultaneously poison the well by feeding them an absurd story about aliens. If that employee eventually cracks under the psychological pressure and leaks what they know (just as Harrington did to Friedman), they will lead with the alien story. The Effect: The public and the media immediately dismiss them as a conspiracy theorist. By wrapping a profound, real military secret inside a sci-fi wrapper, the actual defense secret remains perfectly protected because the whistleblower's credibility is instantly destroyed. Harrington unwittingly becomes the perfect carrier of a smoke screen. The Bottom Line: > The fact that Harrington specifically said "aliens" is exactly why this story has haunted Friedman for decades. But in the wilderness of mirrors that was Reagan-era espionage, that specific word was often the most powerful tool available to intimidate personnel, cloud their judgment, or hide cold, hard military advancements from the rest of the world. edit: He sad "he has seen them". It seems complicated to see if its true what he said.

@Mayonnaise It would be really good if you can film that and post here. This would be the evidence that it is materialized in this physical plane and not only from the astral realm. It could be your private hallucination if only you can see them.

Can you film them next time you see them? How do they disappear how do they appear.

No one notice that. They are probably so brainwashed that they cant see. He is full of drugs. testosteron, finasterid, minoxidil, dutasteride. These substances have all nasty side effects and in this video you can see the result. He doesnt look healthy anymore. I dont care what his biomarkers are, these could be faked too. He is a marketing guy who sells expensive health products so nothing can be believed here. Edit: in some scenes he looks younger but this is staged (makeup, lightening). Look for the scenes where nothing is staged.

Leo, have you not read the subsection of text under the instagram video: "God is just a projection of the ego. As ego is false and a substitute for a true self, God is the ego of the whole world -- a substitute self, because our egos cannot exist without support. They need universal support, and God gives immense support. When I say go inwards... you are not going to find God at all. You are going to find a pure, silent consciousness, and you are going to realize immediately that the same consciousness pervades all. I call it godliness, not God, because this is a quality.++ Don't give it a personality, don't confine it into a person. Let it remain free, flowing. It is more like a fragrance than like a flower" https://www.instagram.com/reel/DZHRnaHlJa8/?igsh=MWJicmdub2ZiMDV1cA== Osho says the same as you. Exactly the same, he just doesn't like the word God so he calls it godly. The word God is misused from religion as something outside of you which you need to get support from. Because of that he doesn't like the word God.

It's all one.

7 heavenly virtues is a category above S? original LSD and 1 p LSD seem so different to you? how?

@Ninja_pig You describe Malt perfectly for me. Although I never had a god realization, Malt for me was never something exiting. But I know on others it has completely different effects so be careful.