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Interesting, so could this be also a reason that you stopped psychedelics? I mean you had over 500 trips and I bet there were probably many similar trips over and over again.

@Leo Gura No he got nothing out of the trip. He plugged 25 mg. His 5 th trip so far. First one with half that dose he got way stronger reactions. On this trip His intentions were right. He was curious what it has to offer. He wanted to know who and what he really is. It was the best case scenario. During the trip he must felt so save his body felt asleep. He was not moving at all, his breath was deep, he was just resting in being. It was not peaceful, joyful, fearful, just nothing going on. No thoughts, just being there. It was one continuous trip there was no shift in consciousness he reported only at the beginning where everything was whirling like snakes. From then on just being. Zero insights.

Recently there is a wave of solipsismus threads again on this forum. There is so much confusion around and I myself was confused as well as I heard for the first time about it because for me it was a hard truth compared to spiritual teachings about love and unity. I think this video helps and maybe some of you find some peace with this topic after watching this video. In the end only with an awakening you can get it. If you have other good solipsismus videos besides Leo's please share.

I ask me if some neurodivergent people can find a 5 Meo breakthrough just mundane? Like nothing really happening they just rest in being? And they get no insights out of a 5 Meo breakthrough? I had an unusual case where a friend of mine plugged a good amount of 5 Meo and his body felt asleep but he was the full time awake, there was no difference whatsoever between while his body was asleep or not. He said at the beginning he noticed strong effects but then it settled and he was just there. No thoughts. No fear, No emotions. His body felt asleep and became awake but he was just awake the whole time. He was just there.

I think we can talk about him here and can learn lessons about his behavior. But that's up to Leo, he banned content of Connor Murphy.

@Scholar @Leo Gura this interview was very good and necessary because Connor Murphy for whatever reason he had wanted to damage the image of actualized.org. Or he just wanted to test the limits of his crazy behavior to go full maniac on YouTube in all directions. He also did some good things. I think he really wanted to teach his followers something about their own egos and social anxiety. For me it was more like art. He would have great potential spiritually. Unfortunately he wasted too much energy into this project and he probably exhausted himself. He looks good and had success. This can make one blind of ones own bias.

And will there be every random thing be fully manifested and experienced?

@Leo Gura So god is not so autistic and must live through every random possibility to infinity? He just live through possibilitys which are somehow interesting like my human life right now?

There is already a thread about this question

Sorry to ask so much but it's still unclear. You can prevent getting scars again through a very good preparation or a trip sitter. To hurt yourself during trips can be prevented. That cannot be the reason. Also you said you get hangover effects but thats normal and you recover from that quickly. If you do every two weeks or a month the hangover effects should be neglectable. Furthermore hangover effects are more likely to be stronger as a beginner. About the joy in sober life: Yes you can experience higher joy on psychedelics but the joy on sober life stays and is not reduced. For example before psychedelics watching a movie was quite entertaining but nothing profound. During psychedelics it gets extremely enjoyable. After psychedelics it gets quite entertaining again like before but nothing more. So what's the biggest reason for you to really stop psychedelics although you got so much out of it and would be probably in the future. Is it something more concrete like having fear of tinnitus getting stronger ?

What exactly is the toll if you do a lot of psychedelics frequently? For sure you get hangover effects sometimes but that passes after a week or so. Is it like if you getting too often into God mode through psychedelics you just don't care about anything in sober life because you see everything as perfect already so you become lazy? Or what are exactly the tolls?

About which substance are you talking about taking low dose?

If anyone finds a better explanation for solipsim on whole YouTube or in a book please share here. I think he did a great work in that.

@Santiago Ram I think mantras alone are not enough. You had probably a good amount of spiritual work before which let you to this. How long did you repeat the mantra in your head and were it in normal speed? Where was your focus on. You worked beside that?

@Sempiternity yeah good point. However on YouTube I didn't found anyone better to explain solipsim besides Leos of course.

@Inliytened1 sorry yes it's the german word for it.

@Santiago Ram I had almost a solipsistic experience on LSD but I didn't know that concept back then so all I was feeling was very isolating and lonely. Besides that I had no real solipsistic awakening.

@Santiago Ram had you any psychedelic breakthroughs before? Congratulations for archieving such a state with mantras.

Are we entering Idiocracy? In my country this would not be possible..

@MsNobody yes we are all addicts but these addicts are special. They are not human anymore.They have a fucked up rotten mindset. They are professional liars. Don't fall into them they know how to trick you. Addicts have no self worth. And they project that on others. They have fake confidence, fake empassion. In truth they are full of self hate and are emotional numb because of all the drug use. Yes they are like creatures operating at animal level but play being human as best as they can. They are good at that similar to a psychopath and it's necessary to survive so you can't blame them to put a mask on. This addiction robs their humanness and soul. It's self medication otherwise they would hardly be functional at all or probably not alive anymore. Yes If you confront them with putting a mask on they probably can be just more falling into self hate. I don't know what you can do. Their root cause must be fixed otherwise addicts go after beating one addiction to the next substitution whatever that means.

@shubhamsharma a general life rule to every young man out there:If you lend money to private persons don't expect to get it back.

@MsNobody unfortunately I never got to a breakthrough in 5 Meo but at least I was floating in a white foggy place with zero body awareness. I had my ego thoughts full intact so I could comment the experience. It was quite relaxing but at the same time I was fully conscious that I am in the middle of an 5 Meo trip and a little uneasiness of the unknown what to come stayed in the background. My girlfriend got instant solipsismus on her first breakthrough .Maybe women get this more easy, maybe women are more solipsistic by nature.

@MsNobody maybe tell them directly what's the problem. That you feel that they are wearing a mask and you can see that. And that they can be authentic with you. Addicts are very difficult people.

@MsNobody wow thank you so much for sharing your brutal awakening. How are you now living with that after so much integration? Do you regret it or are you fine now?

Wow first time you try speak from your experience not from any teachers dogma. However that there are other humans on this planet right now is not in your experience so it's a story. It is unknown. However If you raise your consciousness a thousand times you will see how you create your screen right now. An awakening is needed. Yes it's part of your dream that your basic senses tell you that you are not the only one. That is a trick on your mind to feel that there are others. But you don't need to believe me you can become conscious how you create this trick.