OBEler

Had awesome growth this year. Things are going in the right direction. Thank you to all the people here on actualized for giving me this growth. Happy new Year!!

@Leeo_SA shambhavi mahamudra from sadhguru is best. You need to take his course " inner engineering total" where he teaches this technique.

I don't.

We don't mean black pill which is occurring in part of pick up scene. It's a complete different black Pill. Leo is hiding a Black pill from us which will be so disturbing that he fears to release it on the Internet like the Solipsim video. It has nothing to do with this black pill for men about correlation of biology and mating (good genes= hot girls).

Wow thanks for sharing, although I never went so far I can at least follow a bit to this white fog like mental space. And he describes very well what happens.

Me too! Leo please let your black pill insights out , your audience is now more developed over the years of self actualization.

@WelcometoReality ah now I get it ok lol

@Tristan12 you are not alone in this. I do it also the slow way because I fear ego death even though I never experienced that. I don't do it for healing but I like the body load. It feels sometimes so relaxing and fresh. 5 Meo DMT is absolutely amazing on lower doses (I am on 5 Meo right now so I speak from direct experience).

Interesting, thanks for sharing. I wait for Leo's book, which he announced would be the deepest book ever written. I hope this project is not cancelled. Leo writes blog posts which is great but an overall book is something else. That can go deeper. And I am pretty sure it will be way more deeper than Peter Ralston although Peter Ralston has incredible skills to write but so has Leo in his own style. Peter Ralston will finish his book before Leo. I hope Leo doesn't read petad Ralstons book before his book comes out so there is no influence.

@Leo Gura I follow you since beginning. I noticed after an incredible hype wave after you discovered alien mind where I felt you were a bit off/ destabilized (yeah you wanted to break out of your spiritual role people put on you , also probably fighting nice guy syndrome etc but there was probably more going on).Then you suddenly were silent. No big advertisement on psychedelics anymore, no spiritual talking. So there must happen a single event based on combination of multiple other events which changed you. And you got Tinnitus and burn out after that. But this was not coming from spiritual insights but real life problems hit you probably too hard at that time which settled you down from your hype wave. This was not coming from psychedelics alone.

@Leo Gura yes, this is a bitter pill to swallow. You can never know. You motivated a lot of people before your health risks in pushing people to the limit but you made a turn back. It's probably like climbing a mountain as a beginner. You don't know if it's worth even if you stand at the top of the mountain. You could have lost all your friends during your journey and now you are standing completely alone there. Will you still enjoy the beauty? Even if you cannot make it back because your feets are frozen..

@bmcnicho be ready for upcoming mindfucks, you need a special taste for this. But I trust Leo that it will be worth. Here some small taste for this day: https://www.instagram.com/reel/DCzMivjqxs9/?igsh=MXB3OGwzdmNocmduag==

You never encountered a burn out. You need time to recover but at the same time you know there are people like you who misunderstand the situation and call you lazy, flakey, which hurts even more because you want the opposite but can't.

Don't parrot others constantly.You don't know anything about truth but merely it's concept and what Leo talked about.So be humble and don't throw out things you have no idea of really.

@Butters only Leo can tell. For me it is an awakening out if many he had and Leos awakening came years later probably with salvia. It sounds beyond human mind. Leo tried really to capture that pretty good.

Hello serious psychonauts, Right now I plan a lifetime supply of malt (20-30 years range) for me. What would you recommend, what is realistic ? I need 30 mg malt plugged for a decent trip. I want to hold the option in my life to go deep (alien mind etc). Can you advice me about how much g would be good? I know it's a difficult question because our consumption pattern might be different but I just need some reference to think about. I know there are only a few on this forum to answer that question. I hope @Leo Gura as probably on of the most experienced one in terms of long-term usage can answer this question too. Thanks

Yes case closed for your hair. But these are drugs with common negative side effects. From what I researched it's not worth (impotence, heart problems, depression).

@M A J I Ok then appreciate your comment on this. Sorry that I was sceptical, so many forum members here do only one side (yoga or psychedelics) and these people should not judge the other side if they have little experience there. In my experience not only psychedelics, every spiritual exercise have the power to distort your multidimensional body. I speak from experience, after astral projection I was often exhausted. My brain was feeling like a worm was eating brain substance inside.

@M A J I @M A J I I appreciate your experience, but have you ever taken 5 Meo DMT? My guess is you are more like a ayahuasca ceremony goer. I don't want to dismiss that but that's not the full spectrum of psychedelics and therefore not enough experience. Also compared to 5 Meo, ayahuasca is not so clean and exhausting to the body. I can see that ayahuasca is not good for long term usage.

@Justin my mind oral bioavailability is not so good with Ketamin. Snorting should but maybe your technique is not correct. Maybe plug it and report back. 60 mg should be a good start to feel something.

@Xonas Pitfall thanks that sounds reasonable. Interesting that I had similar numbers in my mind. @Leo Gura can you throw a number?

@Xonas Pitfall I think you missed my comment before, I don't plan to ship I will move to Canada. And of course I am not stupid and buy large amounts even if it is legal there. Your calculations,do you speak from experience? Do you trip every two weeks on 5 Meo? Do you do this for years?

@Davino I know but jplease let me just need to orient on peoples consumption here to get an idea. I have many variables which I put into account and this is one important variable within 10 others. How much do you consume in a year? 200 mg? 1g ? 3g 10 g? How does this change over years. I am very well at calculating things, the more information I get the better my planning . I need just a reference so throw out the numbers plz or tell me about your consumption pattern. I could probably buy more in Canada if it gets empty but I just want Peace, knowing that I have a lifetime supply of one of the best substances in the world. And whatever happens in the world (war, ai , new government, new rules) doesn't affect my supply.I am deeply traumatized by searching 5 Meo for years and it was not available in the whole world. People here are too young to understand that one day products can be not available anymore. Especially to substances very few care about.

That's not my case. In my bedroom I have many substances always ready to go still I rarely touch them. I already have a life time source for my favorite but the consumption pattern has not changed because of this. I just need a number as a reference point. Not taking it seriously just having an idea where it could go. I am a pretty rarely consumer (every 3 weeks to 2 months). So I cannot grasp how serious work with 5 meo psychedelics could look like. For example I really thought 3 tabs of LSD is enough for 2 years. I was right. But then the consumption started to become exponentially every year.

@Davino that's not suitable for me. My tripping count is not linear, sometimes exponentially over a time period. Sometimes a break for month.thsts because I have right now too much commitment on other life aspects. That will settle down and then the serious work will begin.