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Absolutely. I hope peter Ralston is more humbled now after his awakening. Because he thought he already figured everything out and there is nothing deeper to realize.

No never. I had however an experience of fading away and at the same time a feeling of fear. But not very strong it was manageable. If I don't get a breakthrough is my fear reasonable? I mean if I don't breakthrough on 5 Meo then I will be probably not overwhelmed by mindfucks.

@Unlimited if it's guaranteed that awareness always exists then I can trust on that and use it as my anchor. It's the only thing I then will not loose on a breakthrough.

@Davino I have a fear on 5 Meo that my awareness will be gone in any second and that I am not existing. Like total blackout. No awareness, no observer. Total annihilation.

Absolutely. Although Leo is way beyond him he has an embodied consciousness state which is absolutely unique on this planet earth. @Leo Gura

@Aaron p what you mean by that

First Leo needs to accept his offer.

@Aaron p that sounds good,please give me her contact. @integration journey oh finally an anchor although if awareness expans then this is also not stable.

Leo can ask Peter for a 5 Meo round. Peter took LSD so he could be open to that. Although as an older man is hard to change his opinion but it's never too late. My dream: Leo convinces Peter to take 5 Meo and they do an after discussion about that.

@integration journey wI'll the observer or that awareness stay? I could focus on that as my anchor.

@TheGod thanks for the metaphor, it gives me a good feeling.

@Viktor Balogh wow thanks for asking!! I hope so much Leo will do that.

@Unlimited yeah but it is sometimes not in your willpower to accept. You cannot lie to yourself. It's like when you say you need to love a stranger. I cannot force that.

How do you explore it again? Low dose 1:4 vape pen again? Hope your Tinnitus is gone. Looking forward for your next 5 Meo video.

@shree that's because you can have a standard dose and don't need to weight every time. If you put it in a pill or just wash it down with water, it doesn't matter. In the end it lands in your stomach.

Hmm it's just some seconds. Throw it in your mouth and drink some water afterwards. No big deal.

@Elliott would you say Optimus robot is also mostly fake?

@Hojo so you would say you got a deeper understanding of the cat and her feelings?

Thanks for the advice but how can I connect with the cat. Her thoughts.what she feels.Staring into her eyes for hours would be too creepy. She will get annoyed too. Come on have not some more people here done it? Or with humans too.

@Hojo wow thanks for sharing. Yeah as I expected it's not real communication, what they think etc, more like a feeling. A stronger Empathy. Probably MDMA would be the best for this? Real telepathy is probably too difficult, if it's even possible. A merging with the animal is probably also too difficult.

You transformed into an alien mice at least.

@The Crocodile yeah for sure but I want it with psychedelic.

The intelligence of the body uses this unique state to release some stored karma/trauma. It will express it to release it.

@Jannes yes absolutely. With a vape pen you can have different ratio. 1:4 at least should it be. 1/12 is way too low, you need to vape a lot to have any effects and it's not healthy to you lung to vape so much. Vape pen is way more precise than taking it rectally. You can also easy redose without any preparation. Just grap it and vape. Als it lasts shorter. Just 3 to 5 minutes compared to take it rectally which makes it more easy to endure. Overall I can recommend that for beginners to test the waters. He really made a good video:

@Jannes rectal or just build your own vape pen. There was a thread here where the instructions were discussed. You mix 5 Meo with e-liquid fill it in a cartridge and vape it in a vape pen. Very comfortable. But you can get headaches because of e liquid.