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@remember Do you have direct experience or are you just saying what other people says? My girlfriend has mania phases and is spiritual gifted too. She had many mystical experiences, still deeply depressed sometimes. I gave her AL-LAD. She was overwhelmed by it and definitively want to try it again. Her depression lifted two weeks later a bit (but not full). This experience cleaned a lot in her and gave her directions what she needed the most in her life: SELF LOVE. So psychotropics can definitively help. Of course I went with her to a psychiatrist and psychologist. Funny thing is, the psychologist gave her 1 hour for talking, said she has maybe special abilities and should contact a shaman ( this is an unusual recommendation for a german psychologist). The psychiatrist on the other hand gave her 5 minutes to talk, gave her a special medicament for free (maybe as a test subject who knows). She had horrible side effects from this medicament and stopped it.

@Baotrader please look for help, you are maybe not addicted yet to heroin but your brain will not forget. Yes it is possible but you are just a human. maybe one time you did too much

@Strangeloop Is it like the feeling when you have a "aha-effect" like you are sitting infront of a puzzle and suddenly you have the solution to it? Then you opend a chacra in your head Did the drug phase had any consequences (positive/negative) for you now? Is this drug phase linked to your schizophrenia?

of course you are struggeling financially, heroin costs a lot

@Baotrader this same reaction like yours to cetus56 had a good friend of mine, a heavy heroin addict, when I told him "I know you take heroin" (I just guessed because he was fucked up) Heroin addicts lie to theirself and others all the time. even when it is not necessary.

Hello there, since AL-LAD production stopped worldwide and on top is prohibited in germany this year I ask me if there are some good replacements out there for AL-LAD which are as friendly as this psychedelicum and also have short durations for about 6 hours. My first thoughts were shrooms in low dose area. I never took them. Can you compare this to AL-LAD? Or are they not so friendly even in low doses? Too bad AL-LAD is history

@Astra I never learned something spiritually while out of body experience. It last just for some minutes then you snap out of it. Also you just fly throgh astral World. A big waste of time I never had any insights from it, out of body experiences were completely useless, I just had some fun (at cost of not sleeping well enough)

@TheAlchemist @RickyBalboa Thanks for your recommendations! 4-ho-Met is too new and unexplored so it can have unknown risks. This makes it unattractive for me 2c-b sounds really comparable with AL-LAD. Are there some people here who took both and can compare these psychedelica?

@TrynaBeTurquoise LSD doesnt resonate with me. It is too forceful, it last too long and is too much mind fuck. I needed to sleep with lights on in the room after 15 hours tripping on LSD, was too scared. Next morning my body looked like it is not a part of me. Scary movements of body parts I saw like in a horror movie. The hand of my girlfriend looked like that from a whitch, I thought it was alive. Too much mind fuck. On AL-LAD everything is smooth and in control. LSD is too much surprise for me. Nevertheless I will try 80 microgramm LSD to see if I can resonate with it again. Thanks for the advice. But still, is there a AL-LAD alternative out there? I want to experiment with yoga and short lasting psychedelics and AL-LAD had perfect body load for this

@TrynaBeTurquoise I feel not ready. I still want to test the waters. Had 10 AL-LAD Trips and one LSD high Dose. I look for something friendly like AL LAD right now, my girlfriend too I dont want to go too deep into existential issues right now

Could be mescaline a good substitute for ALLAD? Does nobody miss this great psychedelicum? I just know ALLAD and LSD. LSD is not so friendly and takes too long time

Parasite (2019) is one of the best movies I saw. This movie has everything.

Update: My girlfriend took 75 μg AL-LAD on holy christmas day in the evening. She was in good mood but a little nervous therefore I gave her a special massage (look for emotional therapy massage) for 45 minutes in the come up phase. Setting was in my room, she cleaned the air with frankincense. After massage I left her alone for 5 hours and waited in another room. It was extremely positiv she said. She wrote 54 pages during this trip and cried out of happiness and danced. She said her 3rd eyes were opened during the trip. She had many insights, but just wanted to share some of them with me: self love is the most important thing. Without self love you cannot really help others, You first the body you have is somehow just borrowed She wanted to know everything about AL-LAD and definitively try it again with same dose. She also said this is much stronger than anything she experienced with healing stones. On the next day in the morning she had a little hangover and was afraid if she has brain damage (thanks to anti drug propaganda on internet she read). She still was feeling the drug and was not really in her body. When she looked at her body she could not say if it was hers. It was foreign and unfamiliar for her. But gladly this went away in the afternoon. Anyone knows if this is something serious? In the evening she was a little depressed again so this trip did not cure her depression. Overall I think it was extremely positive for her with many insights about herself and she will definitively do it again once a month.

Hey everyone, since one year my 26 years old small girlfriend (11 inches) is chronical depressed. Furthermore she had several big trauma from her childhood, but now she has suicidal thoughts almost every week for months because of her study. I went long time ago with her to a psychologist, he said she should look for a shaman because she could have special abilities. Then I went with her to a psychiatrist long time ago, he scanned her brain. found nothing unusual. she has no schizophrenia. He diagnosted psychosis, gave her pills, she took 1/4 of recommended pill and felt really bad and never took it again. Besides she doesn't drink alkohol, takes no drugs at all just some coffee. My girlfriend is spiritually gifted, can see auras and energys since childhood without any spiritual training. She also sees ghosts everywhere. My girlfriend told me also that there was one situation in where she became the whole room. Furthermore I saw her having a real life ego death in front of me while meditating for just 15 minutes (rarely she does meditating, I sometimes push her), glad I know what happend so I did not intervened, I just hold her in my arms during this and her eyes were complete dead for some seconds, she looked completely through me. As she came back, she told me she were in the ocean and she dont want to talk about because I dont understand it anyway. There was also some situations where she had clairvoiance abilities. She also is very sensitive, feels pain extremely strong. Also when I give her a massage she can enter past lifes easily. When she uses healing stones, her reports from these sessions sound stronger than any lsd trip I ever had. Overall I think she is really tripping naturally all the time. I gave her 2 years ago first time 35 μg AL-LAD. She was back then in normal mood. She said, she almost had no effects at all, just had one moment during the trip where she had a little panic because she had a very deep insight but she forgot it. Now she want to try AL-LAD again in stronger dose. I think about giving her 75 μg AL-LAD. But I dont know if it is too strong for her. I know I have many responsibility for her, nobody can give me the right answer here. I just look for some people with similar situations like my girlfriend. Are there some people here with depression who took some psychedelics? Maybe also some girls here, who did this? What was the outcome? I know everyone is different but maybe I can learn something.

had one near death experience during obe. I can confirm that you can use obe for enlightenment. it is just brutal training too in the beginning (4-6 month 3 times per week) but then it gets easier

@Elisabeth you are a woman. May I ask you what is your psychedelic history? I have the feeling on this forum psychedelics are using almost men and the tips which are given for psychedelic usage may not work for women or are total different. I dont know how woman react differently to men on psychedelics but they definitely must because of different brain structure. Would be exited to know from a girll here shares her experiences or some guy know another girl who did this. My girlfriend doesnt inform herself what this drug is about, she trust me because she knows I used it a lot. She comes from another country where such thing does rarely exist and her language is not well enough for researching on her own. So I need to make the decision.

Start with friendly soft psychedelic like ALLAD

Has it value to use healing stones or crystals as a technology to enhance consciousness / heal the body in a more profound way than just placebo? There was a study of 80 persons who meditate with real and fake stones without knowing. both reported same effect on them. I think this study is not really valid because if I choose normal people who are not in tune with spirituality it will have weak results. Is there more to it? Has anyone tripped with these stones/ used in combination with psychedelica?

@inFlow honestly, I have no idea. Thought maybe someone on this forum played with this stones Edit: My girlfriend use these stones to heal herself and she describes effects similar to a strong dose of lsd

@inFlow the theory about healing stones says so that you always need to charge these stones with energy after a session. they even can save your negative energy and then become negativ itself. It needs then extra effort to charge them to positive energy

what about other tools beside meditation/breathing/music playing to reduce nervousness before tripping? I heard cola nut powder also helps, any experience?

@Sombra no one knocks on your door. As I said again, just your ego tries to scare you so that you stop to go further. it is a test if you are ready for the spiritual world or not. if this simple trick is really freaking you out, you are not just ready for this stuff. I know exactly what you mean, this happens when I use my hair dryer sometimes. My brain translate this sound into weird heavenly orchestra music I heard during some out of body experiences. This again is your mind playing tricks on you. That is nothing paranormal going on, just your mind interpreting this stuff. So dont take this seriously. Can you tell me about the ghost stories?

@Sombra can you exactly tell me about your poltergeist activity? I had experimented with out of body experiece a lot. There were many situations like somone is knocking loud on your door. But this is just your ego defense mechanism which tries to trick you so that you stop this activity. I just laught when this happens, I can see through this simple trick my ego plays.. I ask me if this poltergeist activity is just your mind tricking you or something outside

AL-LAD. It is much more gentle and soft than LSD.

Do you still have reduced short term memory up to this day? Are you really sure this comes from 5 Meo DMT? If it is so, do you recognize an improvement of short term memory over the years back to normal again?