OBEler

I know the difference between psychedelic and OBEs very well. Overall psychedelics are way superior. The difference is so big you hardly can compare these. OBEs are a joke compared to psychedelics.

@Leo Gura that sounds hard.I hope so much AI will become so intelligent that it finds a solution how to improve your health one day.

@Leo Gura what would be a trigger to come back to your psychedelic journey again? Or have you committed yourself to stay sober for rest of your life? Like an addict to protect yourself from further escalations which can harm your body? But you are very conscious what you do so you could easily prevent an escalation through dose control/set/setting.

@Santiago Ram nice how often did you repeat that mantra and on what is your focus exactly or what do you think makes it click?

@Ero I think he means consciousness states like alien mind (he plans a course how to access it hopefully in the near future).

I wish Leo comes up with a black pill course - only for stable minds.

@LifeEnjoyer Video is not available.

Pure solipsim:

We need some disclaimers that this is ironic otherwise some people here on this forum will start doing that.

Leo already said it in a video: 200 breakthrough trips with 5 Meo dmt should do it. But some just need one breakthrough.

@molosku yeah could be a bit too harsh. Yes you should not generalize addicts. There are just some heroin addicts who have similar character traits in my opinion because they are always under pressure to get the next hit otherwise they will be punished by withdrawal symptoms. It's the pressure what makes them so harsh.

Interesting, so could this be also a reason that you stopped psychedelics? I mean you had over 500 trips and I bet there were probably many similar trips over and over again.

@Leo Gura No he got nothing out of the trip. He plugged 25 mg. His 5 th trip so far. First one with half that dose he got way stronger reactions. On this trip His intentions were right. He was curious what it has to offer. He wanted to know who and what he really is. It was the best case scenario. During the trip he must felt so save his body felt asleep. He was not moving at all, his breath was deep, he was just resting in being. It was not peaceful, joyful, fearful, just nothing going on. No thoughts, just being there. It was one continuous trip there was no shift in consciousness he reported only at the beginning where everything was whirling like snakes. From then on just being. Zero insights.

Recently there is a wave of solipsismus threads again on this forum. There is so much confusion around and I myself was confused as well as I heard for the first time about it because for me it was a hard truth compared to spiritual teachings about love and unity. I think this video helps and maybe some of you find some peace with this topic after watching this video. In the end only with an awakening you can get it. If you have other good solipsismus videos besides Leo's please share.

I ask me if some neurodivergent people can find a 5 Meo breakthrough just mundane? Like nothing really happening they just rest in being? And they get no insights out of a 5 Meo breakthrough? I had an unusual case where a friend of mine plugged a good amount of 5 Meo and his body felt asleep but he was the full time awake, there was no difference whatsoever between while his body was asleep or not. He said at the beginning he noticed strong effects but then it settled and he was just there. No thoughts. No fear, No emotions. His body felt asleep and became awake but he was just awake the whole time. He was just there.

I think we can talk about him here and can learn lessons about his behavior. But that's up to Leo, he banned content of Connor Murphy.

@Scholar @Leo Gura this interview was very good and necessary because Connor Murphy for whatever reason he had wanted to damage the image of actualized.org. Or he just wanted to test the limits of his crazy behavior to go full maniac on YouTube in all directions. He also did some good things. I think he really wanted to teach his followers something about their own egos and social anxiety. For me it was more like art. He would have great potential spiritually. Unfortunately he wasted too much energy into this project and he probably exhausted himself. He looks good and had success. This can make one blind of ones own bias.

And will there be every random thing be fully manifested and experienced?

@Leo Gura So god is not so autistic and must live through every random possibility to infinity? He just live through possibilitys which are somehow interesting like my human life right now?

There is already a thread about this question

Sorry to ask so much but it's still unclear. You can prevent getting scars again through a very good preparation or a trip sitter. To hurt yourself during trips can be prevented. That cannot be the reason. Also you said you get hangover effects but thats normal and you recover from that quickly. If you do every two weeks or a month the hangover effects should be neglectable. Furthermore hangover effects are more likely to be stronger as a beginner. About the joy in sober life: Yes you can experience higher joy on psychedelics but the joy on sober life stays and is not reduced. For example before psychedelics watching a movie was quite entertaining but nothing profound. During psychedelics it gets extremely enjoyable. After psychedelics it gets quite entertaining again like before but nothing more. So what's the biggest reason for you to really stop psychedelics although you got so much out of it and would be probably in the future. Is it something more concrete like having fear of tinnitus getting stronger ?

@Nemra sorry they are rare to me, don't know them.

What exactly is the toll if you do a lot of psychedelics frequently? For sure you get hangover effects sometimes but that passes after a week or so. Is it like if you getting too often into God mode through psychedelics you just don't care about anything in sober life because you see everything as perfect already so you become lazy? Or what are exactly the tolls?

About which substance are you talking about taking low dose?

If anyone finds a better explanation for solipsim on whole YouTube or in a book please share here. I think he did a great work in that.