OBEler

@Vajra what book/youtube/forum recommendations do you have for starting serious tantra ?

@Carl-Richard Zero Meditation. Yeah that could be a game changer

@Matthew85 no nature, a lot of media but healthy diet. Maybe media consumption is something to work on, thanks But i feel to really change my base energy there is a lot more to do

@Vajra Is youe kundalini energy active? And did you combine Tantra with psychedelics like 5 meo mipt? How has your body feeling/awareness changed during normal day

@WelcometoReality I dont feel insecure at all

@WelcometoReality Could be, yes. I even get heated during discussios. I get a red face But dont know why I speak in normal conservations with a loud voice

@Schizophonia very interesting Observation, Thanks. Yeah this aggressive energy goes very deep, I also think about neurotransmitter imbalances. Yes I tried ayurvedic diet, I concluded that these indian recepts are not for Western stomachs at all. But I like the theory behind it (categorizing food in terms of energy)

@Jowblob I never insulted anyone nor did I attacked anyone. I was very quiet as a kid. Still if I speak there is a tone in my voice which sounds aggressive, not calm. almost like screaming

@A_v_E It can, if I take psychedelics I am very calm and gendle. But I dont want to microdose every day

your awakening is fine, you had a deeper awakening than her. she missed the love part. She should do the frog again

i sleep, wake up 5 hous later, lie in bed without moving the body and body tries to sleep while being awake

@bazera I started not by accident. I wanted this experience so badly, I trained almost every night. Took me 2 to 3 month of practice.

@D2sage i know, I mean thats how politicans think

Yes It's not scary at all. Have fun!

@Someone here it has. Substances should be only allowed if you can drive a vehicle with it. Alcohol is an exception

You cannot drive a car with it (german reasoning).

@Chives99 yes, just 0.1 ml is enough

@Chives99 get a syringe with nose spray on it. No problem

S@Snt_lk ok interesting, never heard about this Version. If you can ask them how strong 100 mg oral is compared to nasal, I can tell you what to expect

@Snt_lk wait stop! Why Do you want to take it oral and not nasal or rectal? How Do you come up with such a huge amount? Nasal is 20 to 30 mg for first timers What ketamin do you have exactly? R or S or mixed? Liquid or crystals

@Breakingthewall ok Thanks then this really need to be experienced. Still I can somehow intellectual understand what you mean. I wish a picture could present this

@Chives99 you can feel fine, not knowing that you have a deadly cancer in your body. you can feel fine, not knowing that you have alzheimer disease. MDMA is neurotoxic and your brain needs 2 to 3 month to recover fully

@Breakingthewall well, nothing exists exept this - for you. lets assume my direct experience exist outside yours. then my direct experience differs from yours. of course you cannot know this it all leads to not knowing what is outside your direct experience. i therefore would not say nothing exist exept your direct experience. i would say nothing is knowable exept your direct experience from your pov.

@Breakingthewall yeah I can undrstand that, but what about others who are existence itself, they cannot get out of their direct experience. therefore my direct experience is just total from my pov but from a meta pov, this is not total because of others povs

@Breakingthewall but still there is the possibility that something outside your direct experience exist. You cannot know it, just assume. something outside my direct experience is also absolute. it is the not knowing absolute