Nahm

No ya don’t.

That there is a dualistic world is the thought culprit. Unsatisfying points to how that thought feels. Probably feels off. Another way of saying the same thing is ‘two world’. “Two world” doesn’t make sense, doesn’t jive with direct experience. There are not many world. There are not two world. There is not even one world.

@EmptyVase Couple ways of looking… I had that thought. I is a thought.

It’s right there ⬆️.

@sleep Cause there isn’t a you and consciousness.

@integration journey Careful with taking ideas, beliefs, conjectures, etc into a trip. Consider, if you are, then why are you even taking the trip?

Who is that i?

Gotta face that music so to speak. That wasn’t a realization. It was conjecture. A belief. A lens. A perspective or way of thinking, which clearly isn’t resonating.

@justfortoday ??

@Matt23 Notice anger feels a bit better than fear. ??

@sleep No ya can’t.

@Raptorsin7 Trying to use siddhi’s is like trying to make the sun shine. Definitely happens, yet not something you can do.

@Tyler Durden Yep. That there is “sex” is literally a thought story, let alone no one to have it.

@Rilles I get that, but it’s really normal, obvious, common sense. What’s been ‘happening’, or simply has been the case all along. Consciously is meta-fun. Write what you want on a dreamboard. No observer gets to experience what no thing be’s. No thing is unconditional and be’s what’s on the board, which is ‘itself’ not a thing at all. What could even really be the point of emptying… but the filling. The, as you say, ‘ride’.

@Yeah Yeah Not this place is the peace, love, perfection this place is made of. If you bring your best case scenarios to mind for the things you mentioned, you’d be closer to the truth so to speak. Notice pain has a threshold and then shock or numbness sets in, and while you can’t technically think yourself, you are what makes this place make sense. You are what makes all pain & suffering sensible. As far as choosing who you’d be next, consider new depths of unconditional. Maybe you love being whoever.

Whats Next? Whatever is focused upon. That’s kinda the meta-sweetness of the situation.

@SQAAD Meditation is more for letting go of expectations, vs putting expectations on meditation. It ‘works’ by not working, like you change by never changing.

There isn’t that you either. Would feel quite resistant to believe there was.

Before & after.

The paradigm / belief in being a philosopher living.

Are you not, right now, literally imagining something you can do and more experiments?

@Revolutionary Think What is it you said / say - do / did which ‘pisses people off’?

@Isaac k You’re not struggling with strong negative emotions, you’re experiencing ‘strong’ ‘negative’ thoughts / judgement. (The thoughts are neither strong nor negative in truth, as those are thoughts too).

When the Buddha was asked, given the choice, if he’d go to heaven or hell, he said hell.

@Preety_India It’s a stages thing. You’re growing out of the objectifying stage. Or already beyond it really, but sort of looking back at it, trying to make sense of it. Imo it won’t & can not make sense unless you’re in it (the stage, whatever stage that might be). Like authority for example. You’re still in that stage, so it seems to make sense.