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@Ilya earn the money

@Ilya it is for you, not them. If you can't sit still, quietly, you are likely there prematurely anyways.

For what it's worth...I was a massive preacher on the pro free will side, then had an experience which I then saw easily that there is no free will - no me - at all. Now reality 'does' things when I'm alone (lol) that are completely contradictory to the physical laws. My brain has no chance explaining these miracles, I just laugh and laugh and laugh in joy. But I do offer this as a testimonial to the contrary that all reality is "like" one big clock. IMO, it hilariously is not. My brain says it is though. My eyes and ears have experienced otherwise. My brain is really funny in that way.

@Lord Bwyra you're being honest, working through some things, and showing up in your Iife. Nothing there to be sorry about bro. Keep rockin.

@Marinus I don't think 20 is too young, but be sure to start SMALL. Like 1g shrooms. 20 is probably better than 40. Less belief and conceptualizaion. Totally depends on the individual though. I started the path when I was 20, but didn't commit to the daily rituals until I was much older. In hindsight, 20 would have been much better. Broadly speaking, imo, the sooner one is rid of fear, doubt & worry - the better. Hope that helps.

@Paan check out meetup.com

@John Iverson the past and future are not places we can travel to, they are thoughts.

@Timotheus yeah!!!!!!! i love a good trip report!!!! thanks for sharing with us!! so beautiful!

@Uberverse i laughed for three days when i first experienced no thing. i was shocked by the sense of humour and playfulness. every joke every told was told by the one! i feel wonderful in this moment and i'm excited for whatever unfolds next. great post! thanks!!!

@Anna1 awww! Glad you're back to good!

@Ramu Thanks. And, ya, it's no thing territory. The very idea of it doesn't fit in the brain. It's the other way around.

@Anna1 yes and no it seems

I don't know if I have a brain, anymore than I know I was born.

@Wouter there are apps for this. There's one that even comes with the iPhone. I haven't tried them myself. I can see where they might be useful, maybe help someone get a routine going and change some habits. Good luck. Let us know.

@Gabriel Antonio I am aware. I don't understanding why you are telling me this.

@Psyche_92 Humility is helpful. You should bag groceries, or pump gas, or take any job anyone is willing to give you. There are no low consciousness jobs, only jobs performed with low consciousness. There is so much to be learned from being humble enough to support yourself. Your mom is supporting you and you are dissing her pretty hard. It's hard to be living with people and still maintain your focus on your self, but that's what you need to do for now. It will make you stronger than someone who lives alone and try's to grow. Your mom, her boyfriend, your sister - all those unconscious people - they are your masters. It is from them that you stand to learn the most about you. Sounds like you are doing great but maybe not realizing it yet. You have your whole life ahead of you. It's going to be pretty much how you think it will be. If I was you, I'd start waking up and being fucking awesome. Why wait?

@naive13 aren't you using the word insight to mean, a deeper truth?

@Aware do you know what you are?

everyone and everything is the one. When the one has an illusion and experiences, we call that reality. to call that a thought, is to try to make it something within the illusion. if there is any thought whatsoever, the one is not experienced.

@Gabriel Antonio I don't see the point you are making, of the lottery, and the video, etc.

@John Iverson it is good to differentiate between what is in your awareness and what is a thought

Success works like this, imo... I was recently camping on mt hood to watch the totality eclipse in Oregon. It was in the 80's. Very hot thousands of feet up on a mountain. We had no running water, no bath, no shower, and it was hot. Did I mention how hot it was? Also, Oregon is on fire. Fires covering tens of thousands of acres. Serious problem. Rainbows come after a good rain you know? Then, it suddenly started to rain, and my friend said, "god damn it". There is no success. There is how we perceive, how we feel, and then what follows. When we love how we perceive, love how we feel, we love what comes, and we often label it success.

Some of us are well into this, and have been in our reality for quite some time. Watch out for conflation of reality, it can cost one much expansion/time. The importance of healthy eating, excercise & meditation just can't possibly be expressed in words.

@harisankartj it's a creation of the one, like everything and nothing else.It's imagination. It's a dream. It's other-than-alone. It's fuckin awesome!

Time, & spacetime, are completely relative, and illusory. It is now. It is only you. Now is just a word. Dare I say, it 'eats it's self'. LOL!