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@Max_V Dude! That’s a big step. Congrats! Mine was cod zombies, der reise. Lol. Used to play it every night till the am while eating some pile of sugar. I think your approach is troubling you. You’re trying to think of some ‘thing’ to do. I would loosen focus. You can do anything. You just got hours a day back. Learn guitar, try yoga, exercise, learn to paint, or maybe spend it all on drawing and blow your talent up there through a few levels. If you’re just coming off counter strike life, you’re not going to discover what you’ll ‘master’ right out of the gate. Live some life, it will tell you. Relax, enjoy it. It comes faster that way. Be focused on what you want. Even if it’s carrots, or seemingly insignificant. In the big picture, it’s really significant, because it allows more of what you want.

@RawJudah there’s nothing hard about this, you’re just misinterpreting your situation a little. When you think about what they or anyone thinks, remember to honest with yourself & admit you have no idea what anyone else thinks. Even if they’re telling you, you still don’t know. So let that go. Then you can shift your focus to what you want. When you stay focused on what you want, you are no longer focused on the problem, and are free of it. It’s not them texting you, or wantin to hang with you that is frustrating. They’re where they are, they’re just having fun and want you to have fun with them. You want a deeper experience for yourself in this life. One’s not better or worse. That should free up your mind a little more to stay on what you want. What’s frustrating, is realizing we aren’t focusing on what we want as we could be. Texts like that make us realize this. Only wanted, and, therefore, only wanted. Mind & life.

@Shin We can’t focus on breathing from our stomach and think simultaneously.

@iTommy Sorry to hear you had such a bad time. That’s terrible man. If my inquiry is unwanted just ignore it please, but you posted it so you seem open about talking about it. I have had many trips and never a bad one. I am wondering, how is (what I refer to as) your foundation? Like healthy aligned eating, not consuming toxins like smoking & alcholhol, daily meditation & exercise, educational reality & self inquiry....that kind of thing.?

@Petar yeah. Do that for a while. Keep nothing, let everything go. Let your ‘self’ go. Then....psychedelics. Muahh ahhh ahh ahhhhh ?

@Brandon Nankivell we are here to live our lives and enjoy all of creation. We will all be “back” where we came from soon enough. Connect with your authentic self, follow your conscience, enjoy your life. Promote what you genuinely believe in. Promote what brings your tears of joy. You are not limited. It’s all an illusion anyway, a great big circle jerk of relativity. You get to decide how it’s relative to you.

Maybe write down on a piece of paper “i’ll find the usefulness, the benefit to me, in this video” and watch it again. You might see it differently.

@Petar have you tried just completely relaxing your body over and over, and completely surrendering... let go of anything that arises, and letting go even of letting go? Just disappearing. I understand, but also, in a way, it’s like you’re focusing on not thinking which is focusing on thinking. I had a tiny headache reading it. It strikes me as a perpetual push and pull in your mind. There is a healing that happens in those ‘deeper waves’ or ‘deeper consciousness without thought or focus’. I can’t prove that, but I am that.

@Marks199 Myabe give Leo a break, recognize your problem is resistance / unwanted thinking. It is the doubt that is the problem. You should meditate everyday. This makes it much easier to focus on what you want. Go with basic science and common sense. Start exercising and turning in applications for jobs, or start your own business. Good luck! You can.

@Petar that’s awesome. Such an empowering healthy habit. What are you doing in your meditation though? Literally.

@snowleopard that’s when he comes back to make the “dead” video, and we forget everything he taught us, so we can get more land.

@Marcell Kovacs Be authentic. Make music. Be creative and inspired. That is enough. Inspiration is contagious. ❤️

Enjoy the present! ?❤️

@Joseph Maynor

@Monkey-man I’m totally with you on this. Let’s nail him up tomorrow.?? What happens in Vegas...

@Faceless seems self evident to me❤️?

Reminds me of that other thing that can never really be nailed down.

@Angelo John Gage If you were infinite, you could imagine billions of beings, and be, directly through “them”. If everything appeared as some thing other than what it is, it would seem like there were separate things. Points within it would be God questioning the existence of God, and God questioning the truth of God within the self - and if it’s God, there’s nothing else, so it is all happening with nothing, through your self. It’s a serious mindfuck to work backwards through. All roads lead to fun.

@Edvard have you done a satisfying amount of research into these things? The reasons for recent ‘wars’, etc? Just curious what you’ve found.

Could be propaganda (lived to be 95) must not have had any passion.

@Jayden Birch that’s a good vision man. Nice. I don’t know about engineering. Picking a career to impress others - that’s a profound self realization. Extremely valuable. I would listen to that. There’s probably a career path that you would like more. Got to let go of what other people think, then it’ll come to you, imo. I think you’d be more satisfied helping people directly. Just one guy’s opinion of course.

@Petar what are you doing in your meditation?

@Dsteller meditation. Everyday