Nahm

I worked a full time job, went to college full-time, and had two part time jobs for years. i’m not trying to brag, I’m saying that so you know that I hear you loud and clear. This is a consciousness question in my opinion. The answer begins with, what do you want? I’m not trying to be the Ridler, you can’t give somebody else consciousness, best you can do is help them discover what they are and what they’re capable of.

You’re not stuck, nor on the outside, nor actually interacting with people, nor feeling love for them, nor trying, nor are they bad and need to be made good. The universe in it’s entirety is your projection. That is what you are. Keeping thinking you are less, and it’s going to keep feeling lousy. When you’re by yourself and you feel that “hate”, it’s the actual love that you are, meeting the contrary thoughts you’ve been thinking. Stay alone longer. The love will always purify. The ego will use every thought possible to get you to stop sitting alone, up to and including thoughts which can convince you that you will die. There is only you. Judgements are not an event in which you are judging someone else. You’re only judging yourself, judging what you’ve created with yourself. Why it doesn’t feel good is obvious, right? As an actionable analogy, look at your foot and say “you piece of shit foot, I hate you”. Hilarious right? Cause it’s your foot. Same with everything. Acceptance, surrender...love, what is. Can you make a distinction between the human emotion referred to as love (contrived), and the actuality of the fabric of the universe - love? If not, be alone, it naturally arises, there is nothing else which could arise because there is nothing else.

Awesome!

@cetus56 Love it. Simple way for a simple matter.❤️

Behind / prior to / within (awareness)....... the thinking & understanding. Without an a priori “I”, it is. And yes, most definitly. Have some Kleenex handy.

8 billion meanings.

@Onecirrus Yes, and going to the dentist is as spiritual as anything else. Try the gas. ?

@cetus56

@Nagma You can’t both realize meaninglessness and be bummed. That doesn’t even make sense. It is you which is adding the gloom & doom. Take some responsibility for your outlook. It’s conditioning you can let go of. Read what you wrote above....meditation works but you’re blaming the world and that keeps you from being disciplined with your practice. Meditate everyday, twice, cause fuck that victim mentality. Meditation is the way to freedom from thoughts. Slows everything down so you can live your life, for you. Stop thinking about what other people think.

@Knock Relativly speaking (job, work) there is no true, no right or wrong, no good or bad, no “knowing” of these. The situation (reality) is your subjective projection. Freedom is you...creating a scenario in which you are appearing other than free. Tap into you and bring freedom into your life (projection). Perhaps your employer knows this.

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@Faceless

Might sound like I’m just being devil’s advocate, but, you weren’t born, nor do you die, and you can’t be serious.

@robdl Thanks for sharing. I was curious, and that was about what I suspected. ❤️

Like taking off a costume you didn’t know you were wearing, the costume is not blissful, the bliss was wearing the costume.

I agree with you on this. What psychadelics have you done, what amounts?

@Just Do Nothing Hilarious.

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Martians.

Of course meditation cures depression. Takes us from rushing & caught up in our own thinking (worry, doubt...separation/depression), to the underlying unifying forces (love, intelligence, and I’m gonna say humor as well cause it is really funny).

@Tony Tellez Yes. Right now it’s enough to just be in observer mode, unattached, the healing & clarity will come all on it’s own. It’s very worhtwhile, hang in there man.

It’s sleep. Dozin off, and ‘losing’ consciousness. Get enough sleep and meditate in the morning?

What I? That’s how.

@Shakazulu me too.