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@Tistepiste I’ve always thought the best inventions come from, “why doesn’t this exist already??? If you’re looking for a partner in this, I have some ideas I’ve been jotting down for a while.

@Wisebaxter ha! Right on. Perhaps monk is hidden just behind that key.

This shoe will never fit, because your experience is paramount. If you ‘place’ other people’s experience of you, as the primary focus, that which is You can not condone it, can not ‘go there’, because it is simply not True - it’s just overthinking against the Self. Your life is not an accident. You are you, this can not be confirmed or validated or justified, because You are. Your ‘imperfections’ are precisely what makes you perfect. It is an inexplicable miracle, being you. I can’t explain the first thing about it. It’s impossible. Yet, you are. How you think you are seen, is actually how you are seeing yourself. Loving What Is (Byron Katie) goes perfectly with The Six Pillars. Check it out. You can change actions, and change habits, etc, etc, but don’t hold desire to change who you are, that’s impossible. Instead, look to discover who you are - the impossibility of that will fulfill you in the most impossible ways.

If there is One thing we can come to know, it is that there is no problem with the fundamental nature of reality. A single thought against the Self veils. Chronic patterns of thoughts against the Self can be convincing. But these are just thoughts, which only appear to have power, when you believe them. “I don’t know”, may serve you well.

In an online space of ads every 3 minutes, the rarity of Act.’s integrity is becoming more and more apparent. Very long term thinking.

@Tistepiste Brilliant. I love the intention of guiding one through expressing. A timeline - graph generator showing the history of the purification would be sweet, and encouraging for many. So many new meditators get discouraged, as if the “meditation” was causing the unwanted emotions. Knowing there’s an emotional ‘process’, a purging, would give reassurance & clarity. Very nice T!

@Amun And out of nowhere, an honest one. ??

Yes. Bike accident?

@Brant Me too. It sucked. The only thing worse than my dad’s temper, was my overthinking about it, for years. Took me a while to figure me out, to figure him out, and to let it go. So I’m in Ontario tonight, and I noticed a town named Brantford, in Brant County even. And now I see your post, and I can’t help but see the divinity in the universe. Did you know Brantford Ontario, and your name, Brant, have the same origin? A guy named Joseph Brant. He didn’t have any problems with his dad though. His dad died when he was born, so he never knew him. Joesph was kind of a big deal apparently - hung out with George Washington, and King George III, and was the leader of The Mohawk People. That’s impressive I think, what a life I bet. But that’s not even the most impressive thing. Back then there was a bit of a caste system happenin. Odds were the family and situation you were born into, was pretty much locked in as your destiny. Not Joseph Brant though. He wasn’t born into leadership. He educated himself, and developed his abilities, and ‘rose to the top’ in affiliations as such. He became such a fearless leader in fact, he was one of the most feared men of his time. That fear & insecurity got the best of people apparently, and they resented him, and dubbed him “Monster Brant”. He didn’t stop though, he just kept leading. Later, the error of the projections on him were realized to be false. (In one of the pinnacle battles, many civilians were ruthlessly murdered, but it was later proven that he refused to be a part of that.) This misunderstanding, via egoic projections & defense mechanisms, caused a half century of bad blood between the Americans and the Iroquois people. When the truth surfaced, he was given an enormous chunk of land; present day Ontario - Brant County. It doesn’t matter if anyone else knows who you really are. It doesn’t matter what anyone says to you, what anyone says about you - what names they call you. Brant is a good, strong name. You should be proud of who you are, and you should be forgiving of people who don’t know better. Everyone is doing their best, and life is too short. Something else for ya too Brant. A week ago, and I don’t understand how, my basement toilet overflowed. Well, it didn’t “overflow”, more specifically, the big pipe / drain, that goes from the house into the cities sewer system clogged, built up pressure for a few days, and unleashed everything four people had been flushing down the toilets, into my basement. This is my basement mind you, my space lol. I put that floor in, I put that drywall in, I hung and leveled every door, I put all the molding in myself - it’s where I sing & play guitar, where I exercise, where I meditate, where I write. When I say “backed up”, it was more like some one turned the shit slurpee machines to 11, and let it run aaaallllll night. Half of the basement floor was some ungodly mixture of devil feces mushpoop. I had to wear an insulation mask, AND a t-shirt over my nose and mouth just to be able to walk down the steps, and my knees still shook a little. I looked like a damn terrorist fighting the Shit Swamp Brant. My kids thought it was hilarious. Cleaned it all up though. Sterilized every inch of that basement. Pris-f’n-stine. It sparkled. Brought a tear to my eye. Then a few days ago, the exact same thing happened again. Shit Flood sequel. Unbelievable. Shitgate! I don’t know how any of that drainage works really. I couldn’t believe I had to deal with it, to clean it all up again! You probably see where this is headed.... The plumber though, he came in like it was nuthin. Booted through it like butter, ran a 60 foot industrial cable / camera / scope / drill thingy down a few places, figure it all out (no gloves btw ?). He explained the cause of the problem, very clearly and precisely. I was a little riled by number two, of The Great Flood of The ‘Number Two’, but he wasn’t at all. I hear you that your dad blew it, and needs to address his alcoholism. But also, “hero” is a very relative term. I bet he helped / helps a lot of people, and they probably don’t express much appreciation. It’s probably really difficult doing what he’s doing, and maybe he casts his resentment, like a lot of us do, on the people he was doing it for. It’s shitty, but we’re weird that way, and doing our best. Edit.......Oh ya! Almost forgot...the plumbing “problem”....was my 7 & 8 year old kids, flushing the end of a paper towel roll in the basement toilet, and watching it unroll down the crapper. We all do dumb stuff I guess!

@Manjushri Do what you really want to - you’re just going to die anyways. Focus enough on what you want to be doing, and a new & different light will shine on those ‘habits’. You might love them, like your first bike. Today, write down one thing you want to be doing daily. Maybe meditation, maybe learning something, maybe reading a book, maybe caring for yo. Today, just one step, just writing it down on a piece of paper, and write one sentence explaining why you want to start doing it. Tomorrow, just one step - just look at it and read it. If you feel like it, do it, otherwise, just read it. The next day - just read it, if you feel like it, do it. Eventually what you want to do will be in your wheelhouse, in closer proximity mentally, more familiar and not so foreign to you - and you’ll do it. The ‘old’ habits, they’ll reveal themselves as “filler”. Filler which you’ve been putting in a ‘self love’ sized hole. You get just a little taste of doing what you really want to be doing - and you’ll laugh about the habits. That they ever held you back will seem funny in a way. You’ll feel the pull of repetition, of habit, but it won’t be the same. You’ll feel something else arise with that ‘pulling’ - the knowing of the feeling good - from doing something you consciously wanted to do - and you’ll want to keep doing it. You’ll want to add a second thing to it, and eventually a third, etc. And the habits, the old ways, the pull - you’ll feel a certain sadness for them, along side a deeper inner joy, an appreciation for your new vantage point. And you’ll mourn a little, probably cry a little, as ‘that old me’ stops repeating, and dies off. And because you’re brave, and stronger, you’ll love it as it ‘dies off’. Then you’ll enjoy a little glimpse, if you will, a little insight, about, death. You might even think - “what did I ever know about death anyways”?! “For all I know, it could be the greatest thing ever!” Maybe....death is for living. Do what you really want to - you’re just going to “die” anyways.

@Wisebaxter Loving that this thread is still going. Lol. Your likability is off the charts, it just pervades. I wonder, if relative to ‘where you’re at’...maybe you could pause on the ‘how is it an illusion’...and consider you just might have an a priori real, instead. Perhaps it’d be fun for the two of you to do together. Maybe use your phones or tablets, or whatever, and see who can get to the bottom of what real actually is /means, first. Not spiritually or philosophically, but “regular” style. One google after another. What are the leaves in the road? What are they made of?

@Jonty Empty / let go of your current understanding, so another can arise. The two are ten fold to one, or the other.

@ActualizedDavid @UDT ♥️??

@Sri McDonald Trump Maharaj Great to hear. Keep on keepin on. It will all pass. I have a hunch the meeting will uncover some personal development opportunities for members of your family.

There is only one possibly, one way, one “thing”...which can create “fear”. Love. Yes. Love is strong. Love is more than “strong”. Love is infinite. Love has no limit, no bounds, no rivel. Love makes all things possible. Just try to deny the Love that you are, the Love within. Just try!!!! It can not be denied. You can know you are the Love, because when you think negatively about yourself, the deepest you, the Truth that you are, the Love that you - it just won’t go there. It can’t! Because it is Love, it is Truth! It is You! It will always be in you. It is your personal GPS, if you will. It has always been in you. The “fear” is a sensation in your body. That’s it. The sensation is a message. The message says - “no, that thought’s not True!” Listen to the message. Live your life in Love!

@Angelo John Gage Excellent idea & attitude man. Without hearing your answers as we go, it’s difficult to know what the next question should be, but here goes. Don’t read ahead! Just let her read it or it won’t be of any help!............................Here are questions she could ask, along with answer trees: STOP READING HERE. Breathe deeply and relax your mouth, jaw, stomach, let your shoulders sink. Breathe slowly and deeply from your stomach. Are you comfortable? (Mrs. Gage: pause much longer than ‘normal’ after each answer, and don’t skip any questions!) Are you relaxed? Do you know what you want? (No): Do you know what you don’t want? Why don’t you want that? So what do you want, then? Why do you want that? (Yes): Why do you want it? (Because I will feel better) When that comes or happens, you’ll be happy / happier? Think about a time when you were young, maybe when you got your first car, and you were really happy. And maybe later....when we met, and you were really happy. Feel for that feeling,... happiness. Do you see, that it is the same feeling? The events and things changed, but it is the same feeling - happiness....can you see this? Do you recognize this feeling ,too? (Yes): And when is it, - when happiness is felt? When is happiness experienced? When does happiness really exist? (No): Tell me about things that have happened in life which you felt happy about, and things you felt happy for other people for, as well. Now, are you seeing, that feeling - Happiness - was always the same, known, familiar feeling? That Happiness is always “here”, always present. It has never left. It can’t “leave”, it is you, and it is me. It is what all this is taking place in. “It”, is “all this”. “Here”, comes through you - You never move. Want a beejer after we’re done with all this overthinking? See? Do you see it? Do you sense the difference, in happiness you feel from thinking of a memory - a thought about the past - in comparison to direct experiencing of happiness, now (The Self - You!) Yes, the thought of happiness does not compare at all to the experience of Happiness, Now. So let these thoughts go. Go be alone, Alone with The One, Alone as The One...The Happiness. And when you return, know the covanent. Follow The Happiness. What you want, is what You want. You can trust this within yourself. It will never fail you.

@clouffy You can know you are the Truth now. Think your egoic, self centered, thoughts of separatism. How does it feel? Why does it feel that way? Because you are the Truth. You, are the light, and the love. You are unconditional, so what is there to do, but create conditions. Be it physics, choices, “i must have this” to be happy, “I must become this” to be happy. All The Unconditional One (True You), creating via conditions... - limits. It is because You Are The Happiness - that the thinking can not resolve, can not find, happiness. It is you, prior to the thinking. So what must be done? Truth is Truth, it can not be not=Truth, because, it’s True! So the thinking MUST GO. The first step, is always the willingness, to stop limiting yourself.

@ActualizedDavid I love you. For me, you are enough, because you are. You don’t need to do anything, you don’t need to be anything. You are you, and that is not only enough, it is the greatest possible experience in all of the universe - just to be you. Where do you believe “it’s coming from”?

@GuyCrittenden Not dispensable, just God. “The Aztecs” did not favor human sacrifice, just as surely as you do not now. People are slightly more hip now. Back then, you didn’t need a false flag, just “god’s will”.

I grew from monkey into man - then I crushed fifteen million with a wave of my hand I grew drunk on water turned into wine, till I was slave and master at the same damn time But it’s why I am! Still dancin' with the GrooGrux King Out of my head and into the room. Hello! The king of man, it makes no sense, when I bow to the priest while I worship the witch But this is why I am; the only one to make you smile Why I‘m still a snake in the woodpile It's Why I’m still here dancin' with the GrooGrux King Out of my head and into the room, so when my ghost takes me from you You can remember the fool that I am, don't cry The lose and the win of the world, wrong and right, us and them of the world The you and the me of the world - only one way out of the world; and its why I am; unlikely to agree climbin' out of my monkey tree still here dancin' with the GrooGrux King I’ll be drinkin' big whiskey while we dance and sing When my story ends its gonna end with him Heaven or Hell I'm goin' there with the GrooGrux King Its Why I am

Almost every day, I see the same face On broken picture tube, It fits the attitude If you could see yourself, you put You on a shelf Your verbal masturbate, promises to nauseate Today I'll play the part of non-parent - Not make a hundred rules for you to know about yourself Not lie and make you believe what's evil is making love, and making friends, and meeting God you're own way The right way To see, to bleed; cannot be taught In turn you're making us Fucking hostile We stand Alone The truth in right and wrong; the boundaries of the law You seem to miss the point - arresting me for a joint? You seem to wonder why, hundreds of people die You're writing tickets man?! - my mom got jumped -- they ran! Now I'll play a public servant, to serve and protect, by the law and the state I'd bust the punks, that rape steal and murder, and leave you beIf you crossed me - I'd shake your hand like a man Not a god Come meet your maker, boy - some things you can't enjoy Because of heaven/hell - A fucking wives' tale!! They put it in your head, then put you in your bed He's watching say your prayers - cause “God is everywhere” Now I'll play a man learning priesthood - about to take the ultimate test in life I'd question things because I am human, and call NO ONE my father who's no closer that a stranger I won't listen To see, to bleed - can not be taught. In turn, you’re making us - Fucking Hostile

Pick a day, give it some thought, and do something really nice for two or three people. Plan a little. Think about them and pick something ideal for them, something moving to them. From the heart, as low key as possible. Kundalini & third eye will open completely.

How funny is it?

@Highest ?♥️??

@Ar_Senses A simple delicious loophole for diet; Raw Protein with Greens Chocolate Powder (Amazon). It’s vegan & organic, and has everything the body needs in it and nothing it doesn’t. Put a scoop in a blender with a cup of ice, a banana or two, and 2 cups of chocolate almond milk. (Sweeten with 2 tablespoons of peanut butter, if needed) This shake is so good, and you will feel so good, you will not want the food you’ve been eating any longer. It is a bridge to the foods you currently ‘meh’ to. If I think against myself (negative self inner talk) it does not feel good, because I am the Truth. The Truth will only be the truth, so the thoughts have to change. Because I don’t feel good, as I otherwise naturally would, I seek to rectify this ‘feeling good’ with food, addictions, and negative thoughts of ‘others’. Awareness of this is enough. As I am aware of this, I discover I am like a cork which was being held down with the negative self talk . Without it, the cork floats on it’s own accord, because I am happiness. The veil is paper thin. Thought - thin.