Nahm

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  1. P Powerful L Loving U Unique T Tuned O Outta-the-matrix!
  2. A Able A Amazing K Killin It A Arising S Seeing H Healing
  3. There’s no getting around that is your distinctIon, which wouldn’t be in a deep enough trip.
  4. Yep. “My life” equaled that. Only the absolute would do. Hearing you loud and clear. I did the accumulation like a Boss, and gave literally all of it away. It’s not missed a bit. Let’s talk about your plan. I died for this. Please dispel my typical bullshit and jokes, that isn’t one. (It is too though?) Only you can awaken, everyone else already is. Chance is a farce. I’ve mentioned this lightly as it’s arrogant af sounding in type, but “I” meet with people, we talk, God creates, we create, ‘they’ awaken. If I am useful in your pursuit, use me. For me, you were always awake, and I was the last one to get the joke. Reincarnation, lifetimes, etc - tricky as they are both and neither the setup & punchline. Infinite Humor. Perpetual mindfuck. Perfection. “It” can’t be “gotten”, it’s not a content of thoughts, nor the thinker of thoughts, “it” is appearing as thoughts, and believing them, or recognizing “it” in them, as them. It’s entirely perfect, convincing itself it is otherwise - that that is “reality”. Perfect. The kick in the balls, is, it is you. Not “Absolute God You” - just you. Imagine a God of infinite magnitude and power, with the innocence & self awareness, yet thoughtlessness of a 1 year old. Now be mindful and honest within - how “grown up are you, really? What meaning has that? yours Make a distinction as such, create it, without identification, there is only absolute which appears to include a “distinction” and an “identification”... unconditional is as is, eternally, and remains undisturbed, un-contracted, uncontrolled, un-contorted, “delusion free”, indeed well known. Why, who, how? Me. Make the distinctions, with identification, and the Truth remains inconceivable, ungraspable, heartbreakingly just slightly out of reach - “physical”. Why, who, how? Me. You draw out the absolute mindfuck of direct experience. Once, age 16, a coked up, drunk 25 year old guy mistook me for someone else. Apparently, someone who did him very wrong. Long story short, couple weeks in the hospital, face stitched back together, and these days the only remnant of it is some admittedly rough sinus / ear issues, a handful of scars, and a God-load of compassion, appreciation & love for him. The moral of that story, in my direct experience - I do not know what anyone is thinking, feeling, nor experiencing - when I believe I do, vicariously but also truly not - “I” suffers. You might call this a great paradox of direct experience vs suffering. Nothing is what it seems, right down to the very last atom. Such is, with all things, unveiled “typically”, as self, nature, animals, people, object. The depth of our (“my”) overlays upon it are simply “deeper” than you’ve yet “been” / unconverted / inspected. Put incredibly short - kid asks his dad how God could allow Hitler, while his rated M video game is paused. Even more simply - you don’t know what death is. What you’re ‘missing’ is Awakening is total. There is no relative. This is something unlike all other thoughts, concepts, ideas. It is not conceivable, only “experienceable”, as what is without experience, and there is not then again, because there never was, experience. It’s “paper thin”, so much so there’s no paper at all, and one is basically forced to point with a term like paper thin. If “it” seems huge, direct experience brings it down to eye level, if properly inspected. Nice...tricky though...the statement “ignorance is bliss” is likely not made from the one in ignorance. We tend to suffer, under the assumption it’s part of physical reality, individuality. Separate self = suffering. In ‘personal sense’, I did not find it blissful, there was no foundation of sense at all. Now ‘i’ am entirely ignorant, and it is indeed bliss. Then be effortless, without friction and confusion. Let all go. Can’t? Inspect that can’t. Inspect “the one” who can’t. Something to ponder, awakening that which is unlimited, is not done via limits. Create your awakening, drop any limitation on formulating such a plan. It is worth everything.
  5. For him, flip this upon you. Arrive at a clarity that you can ‘connect the dots’ with ease, in simple words, from his suffering, to his liberation. If he can receive a few inklings of how he creates his suffering, they’re like seeds. The rain for these seeds, is the reoccurrence of the sufferings.
  6. Ya, careful what you say though. There are some Truth Addicts out there that would disagree. @zeroISinfinity I’m avatar lazy right now. Lol. It’s a stage. And ya, that’s a doozy...“Nature of Being” & Nature of Being. MF>♥️?
  7. @Marks199 How much does your perspective matter...give me a percentage.
  8. @rNOW It’s one of two things...ego keeping things moving so the body isn’t still long enough to have an ego breakthrough, or the ‘subconscious’ is moving the body and you should allow it. From having experienced it yourself, is there one of those you lean more towards?
  9. In this ‘recreation process’, you’re conscious of some, and some is happening subconsciously. So it probably seems like it’s both within your control, and reoccurring outside of your control, and given the lengths you’ve went to for resolve, I can see where that adds up to driving ya nuts. . The resolve is awareness of, or being conscious of, the entire process. What you describe sounds to me like it adds up to a reoccurring feeling to rush, or run away / avoid, etc. And that you are believing there is a teaching would could be complete, could provide the ‘explaining of everything’. But that’s not really, actually, what you want, imo. What you want, is to feel great. Inspection of the sensation + thoughts which are equally rush / run / get away / seek the solution. No, that’s not what was intended, but who cares, right? It’s not relevant to your feeling better for the long run, and understanding what’s transpiring within you. Trust is an idea. Truth feels good. “I don’t know” felt good for you, because it’s true for you. The senses, specifically intellect, can not be trusted...but again, pay special attention to trusted. This is not to say they should be ignored. Existentially, trust is a path bookmark, one duped by the intellect. The senses must be inspected, understood, and aligned with. Sense will not align with ‘you’, ‘you’ must align with them. This is a big part of ‘you’ and You, so to speak. Trust in this case is a way to not inspect them, to essentially assume, forgoing inspection, direct experience & understanding. Those are very important things, disregarding them is suffering. “Go back to your own experience which made sense” Take notice you said “made sense”. Sense, as in sensation...it felt true. Thinking that is without sensation alignment, is without the true you if you will, and is non-sense / doesn’t resonate / doesn’t ‘make sense’. So continue with what resonated with you, the inspection & scrutiny of your direct experience. Sensation is guidance. Become more vulnerable to it, more sensitive of it, and one is purified ultimately. Disregard, avoid, and there is no release, no filling up with love, no joy, no deeper clarity, insights, epiphanies, etc. Consider, you and I share the same Source. I’m thinking, you’re thinking, our Source is not thinking. Our Source is love, loving. Love doesn’t think. It has no need to, as it is already, love. What thought is better than love? Love = Truth, Truth = Love. If the Source was thinking, then you should be thinking your way to it. But surely you’ve noticed time and time again, thinking takes us away from our source, not towards, so to speak. Thinking doesn’t result in love. The Truth is not arrived at with thinking, but rather within you. The Source of ‘your’ sensations, is Love/Truth. That’s pretty wise. I interpret that as a pointer that the notion any man is without soul, is preposterous. I believe you have it ‘in embryo’, or, yet to bloom / be realized. There are many paths, but there is only one path, yours. Sounds like direct experience clicks for you, rather than trust, and even maybe surrender. Have you experienced ‘sitting with’, sensations? In staying present with sensations, relief, clarity & understanding arise after the sensation passes - if you stay with it vs going into a thought story about it. Have you done much scrutinizing of the mixing of thought, sensation, and perception? Have you created a dream board, and filled it with what you really honestly most want in this life? This is critical, it is your why when the consciousness work gets difficult. It changes, and tends to become more and more meaningful and purposeful.
  10. Do you see how your comment reveals that to you, I am these things? I am not a moderator, an authority, nor a figure or an I. No, there is no such thing as autonomy. There’s the illusion of it. This doesn’t have anything to do with rules, nor did I say or imply that it did. Can you see how this reveals you have a resistance to authority & following rules? No there’s no such thing, ultimately, as freedom. There is the notion of freedom from something, a duality, a counter reaction to the belief you are already in bondage in some way. You are not, and could scrutinize that belief, and transcend it. What should or shouldn’t be taken seriously is up to you, as you are the creator and experiencer of the very seriousness you hold. My comment was to take a look at your intentions in making a post, prompting a question...only to shrug off the suggestions from others - which again, you yourself asked for. Imo, this shows you have some beliefs about yourself, which leave you feeling helpless. In an effort to avoid inspecting this, a solution oriented to the long term, you instead are at the whim of cleverness, asking a question only to then diminish those who try to help you with an answer, or a perspective on your question....which was.... If everything is made of love, why don’t I feel it 95% of the time? If you are out of alignment with (whatever word you like) God, Source, The Higher Self, The One, The Truth, etc - you feel it, and it sucks. You’ll ask for help, and immediately turn it away, because you are unknowingly seeking power. The power is within you, all the while. The sensations are direct ‘connection’, to Truth, to true power, to the “other 95%” of you. This means you have to inspect the perspective you created which is not true, not aligned with The Truth / Love (95%). I have a hunch what stands for you to inspect is not what anyone would call “easy”. I am sorry for that. But here we are, right? What can be done now, yes?
  11. @EvilAngel Because you aren’t inspecting your intentions. Consider your intentions in making this thread, and then ‘turning it’ on the person who responded.
  12. @Key Elements Any thoughts on black holes, gravitational lensing, etc?
  13. Let’s say you continue living in alignment with your passion, you’ve orchestrated all your planning and preparations as best you can, and you’ve opened your gym. You’ve done the advertising, handed out the cards, spread the word, etc. You’ve made the best choices you can, working within the restraints of your budget, and you have put your heart into your dream as well as dedicated the majority of your time, attention, money and focus to making this happen. You’re a month into the grand opening, things are going well, clientele is growing, word of your approach, your dedication to well being, and your compassion to share this with the world, is spreading. One day, in walks a new client. He is overweight, struggling with sugar addiction, self image, self esteem, overthinking, and general overeating. A month has passed, and in working with him, you have been at his side as he too made the choice to confront his fears, to rise above and better himself and his circumstances, to care for his health, to love and appreciate his body - to make the best of his life. There were moments of extreme resistance, many moments of “I can’t”. But because you were ‘there’ too, and you chose to keep going in the face of your fears, you know what he’s going through, and he knows you know, he deeply recognizes this, feels this, and you coach him straight through it; gently when needed, firmly when needed, supporting just as needed, and challenging him precisely when needed. You see that in his toughest moments when everything in him wants to give up and settle back into his old habits - you see that he draws upon your guidance, and your inspiration, he recognizes that he can, and he keeps going forward. Now a few months have passed, and he has made significant progress in his physical well being, he’s making choices more aligned with his true intentions. He shares the impact this is having in his life with you. He shares that in his new found energy & clarity, he is mending relationships, truly becoming a better person, and doing the things he always wanted to but just couldn’t seem to muster the vision and energy to do before. Imagine it is in that exact moment that you fully realize the magnitude of the impact you have had on his life. You realize the driving force behind your efforts, what truly kept you going in your darkest times, the very heart and source of your passion - was always, in it’s rawest nature, simply unconditional love. Imagine that you become aware that this is the unstoppable drive you yourself, in spite of every obstacle and via your relentless dedication, have tapped into, imagine he too realizes this along with you, for the very first time in his life - that this power exists within him as well. Now, imagine the appreciation he holds for you and your efforts on his behalf, and he simply can not bare the weight of holding out on you a minute longer, as he shares with you that it was him who posted the video. And you laugh, as you tell him, “it’s ok”. And you remind him that we are indeed all in this together, and that this love is for sharing, and that he can come to back to you in his times of doubt, and draw upon your inspiration any time it’s needed, so that he may remember it is also within him. Imagine that in this recognition, a sort of communication occurs which is transcendent of any words, more powerful in fact than any communication - rather, a bond is remembered, and realized. Imagine your newest client, yet to overcome his fears, has observed this interaction, and is quite taken back by this genuine display of selflessness, and he asks you how you could be so forgiving, so accepting. He just can not fathom or understand this, can’t grasp it. And imagine you simply tell him, in your knowing of this love, in the conviction of the knowing of your source, simply that, ours is not a caravan of despair.