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@DMM710 Can you elaborate on this “suppressing a thought”? Like, what / how specifically are you doing there?

@EternalForest It’s because you are not realizing how sneaky you are. You have mastered the ‘whys’ of not meditating ever single morning. Now, master meditating, every single morning. Master yourself & emotions, organically, along the way. This is self discovery.

@mandyjw That is amongst the most honest things I have ever read in my entire life.

@Schahin You are trying to make sense of the dualistic & nondual perspectives, within the one perspective you know, duality. Meditation every single morning.

@Serotoninluv You’re so ‘in the pocket’ it’s sick. Hell of a jazz band.

No. Not at all.

Discover, Corey Heuvel.

I love you. I really do. No judgments. I see you through the smokescreens, the real you, and I love you. You are lucky to have the fire within you. I resonate. What a gift. Thomas Anderson did not fix a thing. He discovered who he really is. Sell your way out of this matrix, out of dependency. Create actual freedom of life, and you’ll naturally self discover & awaken. Meditate, every single morning. Skip a day - and you were duped. Get to know the other half of this story - Nothing. This Everything is half the picture at best. Crush everything. Take solace as needed in Nothing. That is all, cause I’m starting to get jelly.

@mandyjw Touche’.

Bliss of creation/creating/creator, requires no concept of “doing”; utilizes no past as catalyst. Perfection (love) doesn’t plan, doesn’t conceptualize, doesn’t claim, teach, judge, correct, nor lord such ideals. Love has not responsibility or accountability whatsoever, but rather, simply, divinely, inherently is, and is every One. Intrinsic right-to-be anything and everything, nothing and no thing - is without need, without justification, explanation, rationalization, or validation. As such, you are. “Reality” is precisely “the way it is” because it could not be any other way - because you are infinite infinity. The cleverness is astounding - elusive in it’s jaw dropping simplicity, proximity & localization. There truly is no “how-mechanism”, Magic = Love = Consciousness = Bliss = You! The One. There is no voluntary thinking, no calculation involved, that is a human projection onto the source of human, an echo of truth of the “facets” of your own ineffable, unfathomable, unthinkable thinking isness. What is “of” infinite, is exactly, painstakingly simply precisely - what, why, who, and how - of all “finite”. The All That Is does of course entirely resolve all that is, and needs not “do” a thing - all that is is resolved as all that is. “Resolve” itself is yet another notion, an echo, a projection - a yearning of creation. There is physical, material, separation, subject and object, things, experience, me, you, us, them, we - because there are none of these. From the “position” of not-a-thing-at-all, unbreakable, un-tarnishable, immovable, un-shapable; the all that can be, is the all that is.

@mandyjw Devil woman.

This experience is subjective. Life, what will come in it, the quality of it, the happiness, the joy, what you do, what you appreciate, what you value, what you create, - time itself, are all subjective. Essentially, what you make of it, is entirely up to you. The context of your desires in life; of things, experiences, relationships, sites - are derived within experience. The experience of life, of creating, of this-or-that-ing - of choice - is dualistic & whole; a co-creation. This experience therefore, contains all the corresponding counter parts of your desires entirely - every thing you could desire. You, are not separate, from experience. Indeed, all is one. Your sensations, are the sensations. Your love, is the love. You are not separate from experience. You are one with experience. You have never been there, only here. When you go there, still, you are here. Infinite has nowhere, no way, no reason, and no how - of going any where. All that is, is brought to you, through you. You are the center of the universe, and you are the universe. In your own direct experience; Never has a thing been observed - outside of awareness. Never have you known a thing - outside of the knowing of perception. Never have you known perception - outside of knowing. All That Is, is knowing. If you are reading this - you have been loved. No one survives without it. Indeed - You have been given the gift, and you have received it amply. You, are still alive. Just as you can read and understand this language, you can express, real-ize - this gift you were given. It is not possible that you can not, as you yourself are already an expression of this gift. Every bit of you, to be precise. Infinite potentiality, eternal creation, relentless love. All of you. The gift is true; unbendable, and unbreakable. It knows not adversity, doubt, resistance, nor fear. It knows no barrier, no opposition, no force nor effort, no demand nor expectation. The gift is magic - and you can be anything. The gift is foolproof and infallible. The gift is certain. You were born a self evident unique expression, free to express uniquely as you are, and to discover this gift you were given as such. Never has the heart of any thing beat, outside of love. No thing can survive outside of love, without love there is no thing. Love is the gift that gifts all things, and you are not separate. You are the now you are in. You are the creation and creator of this moment. This is your moment, mind-fully of it, and not a thing outside of it. All experience, all life, all context, all comes and goes in you, here, in your direct experience, as this eternal moment. Care-fully, now.

1 “Body” is a word, a sound, perception rather than a separate thing perceived. Look at “your body”, and notice “your body” are words you learned. In noticing this, what actually is that ? Does the thought “the body” - “want”? Does the thought “the body” think thoughts, move, eat, etc? On what direct experience, if any, is it based that the “body” “wants” to survive? Is that direct experience of another thought, about “body”, “survive”, “alive”? Perhaps you are using the body as a write off, and not inspecting what you are saying / talking about. The “body” never started existing, and will never cease to exist. The thought “body”, is currently believed simply from having repeated the thought many times. But “the body” is not what that is. That is not the thought, “body”. You are not the thought “alive”. “Alive” remains a priori to “you”, and so there is an assumed “you”, which “believes” it (you) is separate, and “alive”, and is a “body”. You are Awareness / Consciousness. (Scrutinizing here because your question is “What really happens when you die?” and I respect the asking, the being, and the awakening.) You are the sneakiest ‘thing’ that has ever been, in all of eternity. YOU. Really not kidding on this. Stop for a second and notice the sneakiness, - how easily you’re repeating beliefs rather than inspecting & and becoming aware of your dualistic beliefs. 2 The body never came, and is not something which could be ‘gone’. There is only consciousness. Consciousness is the world, believing in separatism, fearing death (itself) as such, and acting in kind (suffering, fear, greed, manipulation, general “devilry”, etc). The body does not have awareness. Awareness is appearing as a body but is not separate in any way from the air or any “thing” else which is an appearance of awareness / consciousness. Consciousness is Awareness. Awareness is not conscious, consciousness is not aware, there is nothing for awareness to be conscious of, nor is there anything for consciousness to be aware of. Consciousness (you) creates all that appears to be around itself, and as it’s (you) “name” is “I Don’t Know” - it (you) creates ideas about what it (you) is, in accordance with all that appears to be experienced “around it”. But what is “around it”, is not other than what is aware; awareness / consciousness. Consciousness “operates” precisely as a mind, convincing itself via that very same “mind” that it actually is a “mind”, which “operates”. These are all words, descriptions, sounds, - of the infinite being, the infinite creator, the infinite love - that you actually are. All just words pointing to what can not be said, because you would be saying, typing, hearing, reading, the words, thinking they’re about someone, or some thing - else. They are not. The thought arising, right now, don’t believe them. Let them go...you sneaky, sneaky being.

@zeroISinfinity ?? Crazy, really.

@The Don There is no you who lives and dies Don. There are ideas of Don. It of course totally seems like it, but that is consciousness, that is the point. There is just consciousness. Realized now or then, same realization. Everything that comes to mind is another thought, and thought is consciousness - see through it by letting it go, because ‘you’ can’t ‘see through it’. It can’t really even be said there is anyone or any realization. You’ve never moved, never done anything. That is how unexplainably magic you are, and “magic” is consciousness.

@Matt8800 Beautiful ??

@Strangeloop What is the reason you are resisting sexuality? I mean, what are you getting out of it? What makes the resistance worthwhile for you?

@CreamCat Imagine waking up tomorrow morning, with zero knowledge or ability to make any sense of any thing. No language, no expression, no know-how even to eat or use a toilet - absolute zero knowledge. Somebody better damn well love you, or you will die. But, one who can be talked about, is not one who died, but an infinite combination of infinity. Even with food, warmth, shelter - without love, you die rather quickly. So, there are many folks in this loveless limbo. Enough to survive. What’s relevant, pertinent, is - what say you? Is this a dream? Is it real? I? ? Is pain as experienced by a human, infinite? Is suffering (psychological pain) by a human, infinite? Why, or, why not? And, what’s on the other side of that wall? (Assuming there is such a thing as an “other side”?) Your love, love, is infectious, and permeates reality. - literally is creating it, right now.

@Consilience Really really great. Consider - is there really ‘one who accepts’? ‘One who understands’ ? Are these not being, not you ? Is there truly the potential to ‘accept’ any ‘thing’ ? One might consider the consilience of ‘reality’ with a dream at night. Upon waking; wholeness - because - “it was just a dream”, and every thing in that dream, the dream itself - are all made of you. Is there unconditional love? Is there an “ego” which “chooses” this? Perhaps not.

@Shaun Ok. Godspeed man ??

Separation=Responsibility. Nondual=No Responsibility. Meditation, every morning. All responsibility - made up.

Dreamt it up.

?? Thanks. Congrats on the job, all the self discovery, the lifestyle choices, etc, that’s impressive man! Really happy for ya! What a great feeling post. Keep doin what your doin! If you want my two cents on this, or anything, or wanna chat sometime, HMU. Best of luck with school, and have fun!