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@electroBeam It’s in front of me now, in the living room. Hard to miss. Not to be picky with words I hope, but, no, I don’t visualize or imagine it, or think about it (loop). I like the feeling of knowing it’s coming, and looking forward to it. I absolutely love the unfolding of it. Recognizing it coming in my days, in the most mysterious & mystical ways. When new inspirations arise, I kinda relish in them, fantasize about them if you will. I like feeling the idea & inspiration mix in the body. When I add something new to the board, I tend to ‘see’ how the new inspiration fits in with what’s currently ‘there’. In the sense, am I aware I’m imaging reality, as reality, yes. Thanks! ??

@Prevailer Would you say infinite, as in truly, infinite? In the sense that there isn’t infinite and some other thing, as then of course, infinite wouldn’t actually be, infinite...?

@LfcCharlie4 You are awesome! I don’t know bout all that, but thanks. Yes & yes. Also the sessions are always a one off. There’s no agenda or ‘plan’. It’s really steered by who I’m talking with. Honestly, I ‘check out’ so to speak. Sometimes it’s transcending fear, anxiety, depression, etc, and then manifestation. Sometimes both together. Sometimes neither. ??

@Prevailer Would you say God is, infinite?

@Schahin You can choose to do what you want, and understand yourself, now.

@Emerald That is so neat. When I was reading this thread, it was like there was a pa speaker in my head blaring 26! 26! 26! ???‍♂️ Thank you! The rest of it is also Spot. On. Lol Pretty sure you ‘got the gift’ for this. ??♥️

@Swagala Might sound like a broken record, but, dreamboard...? It can be a life changing thing to do. From the sessions I do, I have found that the best candidates, in regards to how significant and sudden the change in happiness & living of life goes, are those who are pretty much literally in the ‘place’ you describe. It’s an amazing and very transformative thing to do...experiencing the knowing of everything you don’t want, becoming the vision, and more importantly, the very inspiration of and for, everything you do want. I often find this is a self esteem game changer too. When we’re not living on purpose, there tends to be certain feeling about those who are, which we internalize about how we are not. It’s not ‘hard’...it’s one day at a time, like anything, but you might be amazed to find reality is indeed unconditional, and you’ve been creating all along. Love and healing to you man. ♥️??

@Emerald Next please Anything specific come to you in terms of a ‘next cosmic insight’ on my behalf? Also, anything at all come to mind, regarding the number 26? (Being serious here) Thanks!

It might be because they are focused on your psychological well being & flourishing. If you go to the butcher and ask about psychedelics, they’ll probably keep talking primarily about meat, attempting to help you decipher what you want. People who take psychedelics find out the extent to which they are deluded. It’s an incredibly brave endeavor. By and large, that’s the point in taking them. That “I am a human in a physical universe of objective reality and will one day die” is entirely delusional. A psychedelic will likely, shockingly, reveal this. But if you don’t have a solid foundation, imo, clean diet, fit, practiced meditation, calm mind...they might ‘help’ but that might be a rough time to be trying them. They reveal, but they do not “fix” anything. Foundation first, smoother sailing, much more enjoyable, much more transcendence. I have a different take on spiritual ego, which you might find comforting. Imo, it’s a very solid stage on the path, and not something which could ever justify fear. Nothing justifies fear, that’s the nature of fear. Inspect it, and it disappears. Along the path, the finite mind ‘cracks open’, and infinite intelligence is known to you. Love & intelligence flows through your body, and insight after insight blows your mind in the most delightful way. When you talk with someone during that time, that intelligence ‘received’ in the body, “goes straight to your head”, and you end up coming across in ways you didn’t really intend to, or just generally making a fool out of yourself and (hopefully) apologizing later. Ok. So what. Do your best to manage it, be honest, be willing to apologize and forgive yourself & others. Not the end of the world, it’s progress, expansion, understanding. It’s waaaayy better than fear, stagnation, self doubt, not living the life you want & can create. It’ll take some experience to ‘get a handle on it’. Like any stage, it comes & goes. That’s ok though. Btw, imo, you have discord between feeling, and your thought about spiritual egos. Not a fear of having a spiritual ego. That would not be actual, or possible, if you haven’t yet experienced it. It might have more to do with thinking about what other people are thinking about, you. If so, notice, you don’t know if other people are thinking, let alone what they are thinking. Let that go...by returning to the tree of life, your life. Make a dreamboard. Create. Let other people be other people. Focus your focus, into your creation, your life.

“Robots” unconsciously create emotion, ignorantly...innocently...but ignorantly. As in, via literal ignore-ance of feeling. Got a question for you, if you’re up for it...earlier in this post...the: us...........the space / silence / gap............and then thoughts / ideas Would that apply in your estimate, to all ideas?

@VeganAwake ♥️ I see the ‘push & pull’ thing you’re doing. Clear on not wanting my input...then you keep having more to say about me, and to me with the @. I was only adding to a thread, about being appearing to come and go. Totally get that I am not useful in your inspection of this, and acknowledge I’ve said too much already in that vein. No worries at all.

“Fact that people trying to find God, Truth etc=sign, people are not happy with life” Or, bring that outward inward, listen to that intuition most thoroughly. “Follow the white rabbit”. If God were a rabbit, the rabbit would have an intuitive calling about “being a rabbit”. Something, ‘not quite right’.

Hey... I’m respecting your clear expression that you do not want my input on your thread. If it turns out you do have any questions or care to clear anything up regarding these things you’re saying about me, afterwards, just say the word my man.

You can not, not be you, and you are infinite. Reality is wine. You’re thinking it’s water. Truth turns water into wine. (It already is). Also, such is laughter. See about applying it to what appears serious. Yes, that is crazy. Love is crazy.

@VeganAwake Uh oh. It’s bud-time. Love ya man. Just talking. Intention is entirely to the title of the thread.

Not talking about beliefs here, anymore than someone might mention absolute unconditional love is a matter of beliefs. No. Yes, it seems that way to you, which appears to be paradoxical, but evidenced by the ‘coming and going’, something worthwhile is being pointed to here....that it is but half of a paradox. That’s how paradox ‘works’. It’s ‘pendulum’ fully to one side, untranscended, the other side could “not possibly be true” - and so “separate self alarm!”. It could be said to be no more than a defensive posture, paradoxically, as not to “lose” the half of a paradox being held onto. Hence, the “mystery” of the coming & going.

@seeking_brilliance ha! Nice! Yeah, I guess so!

@VeganAwake It is beautiful. ?? Wouldn’t you agree, that in the absolute, apparent relative, was / is already absolute sense...it seemed like one was there, until realization nothing matters & a separate one is not there? Prior to the realization nothing matters, the experience is not, nothing matters. In hindsight, but not experientially. I’m only suggesting that understanding is apparently elusive in that exact same way, which is not quite the same as saying it is illusory. Do you see the other side of the paradox - in that understanding is literally the only ‘thing’ that matters? As well to say, everything matters ?

@JessicaKatherine Really enjoyable thread to read. It came to mind, if it’s useful...you have a lot of mental clarity. I wonder if it’s one of those situations one is ‘not noticing what one already has’...which sort of “acts” as preventative to appreciating it, cherishing it, and or utilizing it - realizing it is the ‘answer’. I would “go to” your clarity. For inspection considerations like... “what’s left of the sadness is my lack of being able to capacitate no marijuana long term “...the ‘answer’ lies in ‘going to’ that clarity of yours. This inherently incorporates this...”my emotional awareness needs exercised”. Using the term ‘exercised’ denotes a knowing of exercise and the ‘clarity’, or nuance of sensation & feeling it can bring to the body...look to that clarity for the emotional awareness, alongside the mental clarity. In that clarity, that sadness is released. Feeling is. The thought about a future and a ‘me in it’ doesn’t resonate, because it’s not rooted in truth, which you’ve obviously heightened your overall (mind & body) sensitivity & intelligence to. The sadness is the experience of feeling, and the thought of ‘a you in a future’, not resonating with feeling...but feeling is being labeled ‘sadness’, rather than inspected. Feeling can not be bad, wrong, or negative. Duality is only in thought. As such we create emotions ‘right under our noses’. In this ‘seeing’ if you will, there is also no longer the duality or push & pull with ambition. Just a body & mind filled with exuberance of truth and passion. Feeling, simply is. Upon clarity of, feeling, thought, and emotion, in that understanding, compassion can be. That is, to be in, or, of, understanding, is to be able to see that every other is in the exact same circumstance, if you will. Compassion, unlike feeling, is not as simple as - it simply is. For compassion to truly be, you must create it, through first realizing clarity in the whole of your direct experience. Mindfulness, care, listening for another, advice, helping, etc, etc, are all well, kind, and Good, but compassion is a far deeper richer experience, you might say two-fold, of the deliciousness, of passion, and twice as intoxicating.

@VeganAwake Yes. Impossible to describe. Paradox inevitably comes to the mind. There is nonetheless, understanding, transcendence of paradox, which is not knowledge, nor a thing which could be understood. Overly employing one facet, or one side of a paradox, veils, rather than deconstructs, in transcendence & understanding. Sort of two different directions.

@Prevailer I agree. Really interesting, thanks.

@Prevailer Sounds right on imo. Do I understand what was said - there’s us... the space / silence / gap...and then thoughts / ideas?

@Prevailer Great post. It is important, imo. That’s always a good idea. Weird question for you...would you say you are separate from this idea (op)? Or, no?

@VeganAwake Is there “intermittent returning” apparently? Relatively speaking, as you said that’s what you talked with him about, is that appearing for “you” (and disappearing, I suppose) ?

“You don’t need to get tattoos to do that” - Guy with tattoos to do that. “I meditate every morning cause I like that space.....that space is everywhere.....go there.” ok. Great video. Great ‘guy’. Loving the infectious laughter.