Nahm

That you are skeptical of your own beliefs, is actually a belief you’re holding. Your approach could be fine tuned. You’re stance is “if no one can disprove something than I must be right, I must have the correct view / understanding”. Understanding is going on on floor 80, we’re talking about floor 10, so to speak. You can’t know floor 10 by talking about it on floor 80. You have to go see floor 10. Contemplate...how many believers in death are you actually directly aware of? If you contemplate & investigate that thoroughly, you will find the answer to be zero. That consciousness is your identity is a belief. Fingers are pointing to the moon, but rather than looking at the moon, you’re identifying with the perceived implication (your idea) of the pointing. When you actually see what consciousness is, the last “thing” you’d identify with or as, is consciousness. “Content” also, is a belief. How many believers in content are you directly aware of? Deep sleep is your belief. Contemplate, how many believers of deep sleep are you actually directly aware of? (Not your thoughts about what someone else says they think, not your hearing of what anyone says they believe, but, direct experience.) This is the place on the path where you realize thinking & what other people say or think has reached it’s natural ceiling. You must go alone and see. To ‘get there’, you will empty of (not face, empty of) every single fear, falsity and belief. What you’re thinking & believing is reality is not reality. Horton is reality, and Horton is being Whoville & all The Who’s. That aside, yes, you disappear. Which is not the same as saying you sleep. If you were watching a movie and people were awake and asleep in it, it’d be obvious that you are not...just the actors in the movie are. Even if you were one of the actors in the movie, this would still be obvious. Yet in “real life” it is not obvious. This is because you identify as the apparent actor, as you should. It’s perfectly innocent and normal of course. But so is recognizing the call of the intuition, and going to see. Not trying to apply pressure or anything. Hope it doesn’t come off that way. You can always wait until a future life.

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Is it possible, in your estimation, to deny something which doesn’t exist to begin with? A belief is not The Truth, that’s all. But then all beliefs are The Truth. If you build a house out of legos and ask “is there a house there?”, well, yeah there is. It’s a lego house. If you ask “but what is the house really?”, well, it’s legos. There isn’t really a house there. Is there a you? Well, yeah. But what are you really? Well, consciousness. But if you believe you’re consciousness, that is not the Truth because it’s a belief. So therefore you must see for yourself, so there is no possibility remaining of belief. Seemingly paradoxically once you do, there is no Truth. Death is the lego house, not the legos.

@Someone here The materialist paradigm is the belief consciousness arises from or is a product of the mind body. That you are conscious, that you sleep, that you are awake. Too much belief in this leaves little room for actual awakening.

God doesn’t need billions of years, evolution, organic life, unfolding complexity, etc to experience. God just makes it seem as if there is a past, time, causation, other than direct experience, etc, via the veil of a “Roy”. To believe in those is to be forgetting who you actually are. Without “Roy” there is no universe at all. What appears to forget actually forgets to appear. Roy is sized perfectly between an atom and the earth, the product of billions of years of random mutation. What are the odds of that? What are “odds” other than as known, to you?

Likewise, the illusion of “death”. Perception is never thought, thought is never perceived. Smoke & mirrors.

@Litaken Perception is beauty. There is very literally nothing ‘there’ but God. You are being this world, and you are this beautiful and utterly selfless. Thank you.

@NatureB Couldn’t agree more with your ‘tips’. Have one on the calendar actually. ?? Great insights. Very happy for ya.

Full Circle

Seeing

@Kiko Doubling down. ?? ?? Not always easy to see, but always there for us.

Sacrifice

Yahweh

This is where your life changing realization is to be found. There is not and never will be a thought about you. Every single thought about you, is false. Feeling tells you so, every single time. “I have always struggled with my self perception”. vs “I have always struggled with mistaking a thought about myself, for myself.” vs “I am the awareness of the thought. I am prior. Thought comes & goes, I, awareness, consciousness - do not.” vs “Through proper investigation, I find no separation between myself which never comes & goes, and all else which comes & goes. I must therefore conclude I am either formless, or deluding myself, with thoughts of myself, which are myself, and thus can not be about myself”. So too is perception. “I am mystified, baffled, perplexed and intrigued as to what this ‘past’ could be, and wether I will ever know or experience it.” - Love

@zeroISinfinity The vibrator is the vibrator.

@Bill W Heck yes Bill. Dreamboard this dream.

@beastcookie What would it be to see through the veil of sex & body, to know the source of mindless bliss? ...Not to settle for the cover story, the projection, the assumption, the apparent? Scrutinize...has touch ever actually happened? ....like wise, sex...reproduction...living? See through biology, neurology, quantum mechanics, to & through transmission.

Consciousness isn’t aware of the functionality of a mind, nor of states, but is the appearance as such. No ‘you’ = no ‘sleep’.

@Anton Rogachevski Don’t settle for thinking. Go see.

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@ardacigin Well said.

@beastcookie Choose not to have sex. Then you’ll know on both accounts.