Nahm

God hung a flaming (suffering) sword (Truth) pointing away from the tree of good & evil, to the tree of life, but it didn’t work. God flooded the place, wiped the slate clean and started over, but it didn’t work. God incarnated and sacrificed Godself, but that didn’t work either. God scrambled people & language, that they might look within vs building a tower to reach God, but that didn’t work either. When it comes to judgement, there is literally no solution for God, because there is no problem. The appearance of twoness is too convincing, even for God. So there is the covenant, the pact, the only possibility. The reminder of the covenant is the rainbow. It reminds you that you are the prism, and rainbows are not possible. Yet, if you look, you can see them. Mrs. Nahm...”Go in there and tell those kids to stop fighting & arguing!” Me...”God don’t listen to nobody. Imma just let it play out. They’ll learn that way.” God bestowed upon you the breath of life & the word, that you can create, love, and share. There is no learning how to use it, there is only noticing that, and how, you already are.

@WHO IS Have you tried loving? This is the best of this place, imo. How is it even possible there is infinite love within that body of yours?! God. Same way anything else is possible.

How do you distinguish between authentic and inauthentic interests? “Oh, I’ll be damned, yet again something I am interested in and want to do, be, have, create & experience!” (Writes it on dreamboard). Thinking / preference / creation worked perfectly, served it’s purpose, and is done. Reality is now becoming this too, and I am receiving it. Thank you reality. Been getting away with this relationship with reality for many years now. Would you believe not once has anyone come along and weighed in on how ‘authentic or inauthentic’ I am? It’s as if it has no bearing on feeling and creating at all. Maybe everyone else is all into their creating and wanting. Dunno. Dreamboard is pure magic. Everything I write on it just coagulates into bigger visions, and love just keeps arising, inspiring, infusing, again & again & again. This will go on forever. Thank God. Authentic? Don’t really care. Which of course, feels authentic as fuck.

This probably sounds nuts but that isn’t true, at all, which is precisely why it feels as it does. You love it here, now. You love life & everything in it. You are exactly where you should be, need to be, want to be, and love to be. You are already free, and loved more than you yet know. Hard work feels amazing relative to loathing & the guilt of not giving your all, your best. Your best is more than good enough and feels amazing. It is the love you seek in living action. Give it. You’ll see. Believe in yourself, you can do the things you want to do. Focus on them. Make a dreamboard, it makes it easy. ‘God mode’ is mind blowing, and I hope you experience this asap...but funny thing about God....take a guess what God, in it’s infinite love and glory....is ‘doing’.

@lostmedstudent Body mass Index. Might not have anything to do with it at all, just curious about the whole hangover thing. I wonder if it’s more body / chemistry driven, or mind. An image / theory comes to mind of how one might drop their luggage at the check in...go on a trip...and then pick their luggage back up after. If that resonates at all, it might be insightful to write down what that “luggage” is as it’s getting picked up after the trip. It might reveal things like patterns, paradigms. Also might just be body chemistry. Hard to say.

What do you like? What do you love? What excites you? If you struggle with those questions, you surely know what you don’t like, don’t love, and don’t care for. Write a list of all those don’ts, and then step away for a while, hours or a day or so. Then come back to your list and write the opposite of each thing you wrote down on a Dreamboard. Your original post is rumination, thinking that doesn’t result in anything. The dreamboard is the opposite of that. Reality is unconditional and becomes what you write on it. You’re creating either way. Might as well be what you like, love, and what excites you.

@allislove ...”Duality” ? ???

My life & boring are thoughts not feeling. Listen to the feeling, not the thoughts. You might take a look into opening an insurance & financial services agency. You only need a bachelors, you’d be self employed making residual / passive income. Put in a couple years to grow the business and you’d have the time & money to travel all you want. I’m not a recruiter nor recruiting, but feel free to pm me if you have any questions.

@Moon Heck yes. I’d go so far as to say intuitively.

@JosephKnecht ??

@Tim R Yep. Reality is Self evident. So nonsensical it make perfect sense.

Happiness = now, no thing can lead to now. Contemplate what in your experience is as magical, unexplainable and ineffable as being you? Experience is just the icing on the cake. Comparing & contrasting the experience of being you with your experience of other people tends to draw out clarity here.

@Hansu Put what you really want on a dreamboard, and revel in the synchronicity that ensues. People come out of the wood work in the most co-incidental ways. Luck & hard work are hindsight contextualizations.

@nistake For sure. But looking through it as an expression of how you’re thinking about meditation reveals what you’re yet willing to scrutinize. Saying there is no you, nor meditation, and that you are not meditating isn’t linguistically helpful either. But it’s the answer none the less. Who reached a plateau? How many ‘inner bodies’ have been released so far?

@lostmedstudent Hundred trips or so, never experienced this once. Curious what the difference with this is. Is it there right when you wake up or does it set in later in the day? Have you covered basics...hydration, vitamin D3, B & B complex? Have you tried exercise and or caffeine in the morning? BMI maybe? Live / raw foods, enzymes, etc? Always been intrigued by this.

My thought. My awareness. I’m observing. I spot. I let. The nothingness. It’s not. It’s not. It’s just. I ask myself. I can’t. I do know. A part of me waiting for something. The devil’s in the detail. Maybe meditation just isn’t for you.

@Johnny5

Spelled Phil wrong.

@AlyK So true. ?? @Thought Art Good for you. The heart aches perhaps because it is your dance partner, and far from a wallflower. It’s dreaming you, infinite love intelligence. I’d listen, connect in feeling. It’s actually good in a way to go explore the ‘dark side’ of perspectives. Kind of a right of passage, an inspection work of curiosity if nothing else. But the delight is that such perspectives are always met with that confounded achy heart left on the wall. Anyways, how would we realize experience but by creating it via being it? Try to enjoy the show. When you do you infuse it. The more you do so the more insights you get, and the better you feel. Inspirations & opportunities literally just pop out of nowhere. The tougher times are when you really have to let go, throw your hands up and laugh at the absurdity of it all and have faith things will work out. It infuses the working out of things. The more you experience the more you know of what you don’t want and what you do want, that’s what what you do want is made of. It’s creation. I had lots of jobs and bosses, and most were good, but the realization that I do not want jobs or bosses was greater. What you want is the phoenix of what you don’t, but you’re at the focus helm. Always up to you captain. Self always has what it takes. Doubting is futile. You just have to go see, rather than give thoughts about it too much weight.

We’re all mixed kids.

@Roy Ha! Roy’s so funny. ?

@Thought Art Feeling better has to come first, as everything you’re wanting is reality and reality is unconditional. This means changing perspectives & letting conditions that aren’t resonating with you go. The conditions in terms of perspective are limiting your feeling goodness, who you are, and what you’re capable of. I had a job counting empty cans & bottle returns for a while. It was one of three jobs I had at the time. A stinky, sticky, messy job. I set up little plastic basketball hoops with the dingers on em on the rims of the empty bottle bins. Flipped cans & glass bottles over my shoulders, round the back, etc without even lookin. Broke a few of course but developed the zone and was truly unstoppable. Definitely had to shower at the end of each shift, but man I loved that job. Next shift was making pizzas. I made the best pizzas ever. No one could distribute the toppings more evenly, not possible. The cheese was laid so perfectly that it formed a perfect circle within the circle of the outer crust. The symmetry clicked with the soul of the customers, I could see it in their eyes when it got to their tables. Lots of waitresses worked there too. They seemed highly attracted to the fun vibe. Good times. Lead to better & better opportunities and relationships. Wishing you the best man. This too shall pass. You’re plenty good enough & have tons and tons to offer, and you are not alone, we’re all in this together.

@Marten Yep. Nice work Neo.

That you are skeptical of your own beliefs, is actually a belief you’re holding. Your approach could be fine tuned. You’re stance is “if no one can disprove something than I must be right, I must have the correct view / understanding”. Understanding is going on on floor 80, we’re talking about floor 10, so to speak. You can’t know floor 10 by talking about it on floor 80. You have to go see floor 10. Contemplate...how many believers in death are you actually directly aware of? If you contemplate & investigate that thoroughly, you will find the answer to be zero. That consciousness is your identity is a belief. Fingers are pointing to the moon, but rather than looking at the moon, you’re identifying with the perceived implication (your idea) of the pointing. When you actually see what consciousness is, the last “thing” you’d identify with or as, is consciousness. “Content” also, is a belief. How many believers in content are you directly aware of? Deep sleep is your belief. Contemplate, how many believers of deep sleep are you actually directly aware of? (Not your thoughts about what someone else says they think, not your hearing of what anyone says they believe, but, direct experience.) This is the place on the path where you realize thinking & what other people say or think has reached it’s natural ceiling. You must go alone and see. To ‘get there’, you will empty of (not face, empty of) every single fear, falsity and belief. What you’re thinking & believing is reality is not reality. Horton is reality, and Horton is being Whoville & all The Who’s. That aside, yes, you disappear. Which is not the same as saying you sleep. If you were watching a movie and people were awake and asleep in it, it’d be obvious that you are not...just the actors in the movie are. Even if you were one of the actors in the movie, this would still be obvious. Yet in “real life” it is not obvious. This is because you identify as the apparent actor, as you should. It’s perfectly innocent and normal of course. But so is recognizing the call of the intuition, and going to see. Not trying to apply pressure or anything. Hope it doesn’t come off that way. You can always wait until a future life.