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That is beautiful sir.

Love does not know awakened people, limited and crude forms of love, relative selves, capacities to love, nor stages. Love is ‘who’ you are, which is why these concepts feel off to you love. Love is unconditional, and doesn’t even know people who aren’t awakened.

Focus isn’t something you culminate. It’s about getting everything else out of the way, by letting it go, not by figuring it out. Focus is the delight, the natural experience, of an emptied body mind.

Quality of consciousness never changes. “Change”, like “motion”, is an illusion of thought claiming perception is causation, while you are caustically emitting of yourself, unknowingly creating the experience you are experiencing.

Your core belief & misunderstanding is that you can think perception & feeling, which is to say, that you can think yourself. You can not. Grounding, body awareness, feeling, and actual perception unencumbered by thought, concept & theory, is the way.

? In prayer for help we condemn ourselves. All is Well.

@Kalki Avatar I believe what’s throwing you off is “deepest”. You’ve confused the actuality of the wakefulness you are, with status & levels, via shared experience of what you believe to be another. You must see for yourself, so to speak. See what you are.

Growing up, it took a while to understand the self inflicted damage the catholic dogma had done in regard to my dad and the unsuspected, unchecked shame of “being born a sinner”. It shaped his entire life and worldview. Essentially, never being good enough via a false story that he wasn’t already perfect as is. He’s seen through some of it, but I suspect he’ll never be fully in touch with source in this lifetime. I’ve seen through all of it, because I understand and fully express my emotions. I see how shame, guilt and fear are created. I see how the church profits from the dogma. I see that it is a self serving facade, not Self serving Truth. I also see the nondual dogma you are adopting, of ego death, fear, imminent doom, assumptions, dissociation, being separate and potentially absorbed into something. There is a “spirituality for dummies” manual, it’s just not the conceptual nonsense you’ve been led to expect, it’s the feeling guidance within you which is always oriented in truth & love. The truth is everywhere, and yet you must find it in feeling as you’ve hidden it from yourself under so many concepts, labels and silly expectations. “Today it is very fashionable to talk about the poor. Unfortunately it is not fashionable to talk with them.” -Mother Teresa “His disciples said to him, "Is circumcision beneficial or not? He said to them, "If it were beneficial, their father would beget them already circumcised from their mother. Rather, the true circumcision in spirit has become completely profitable." - Jesus There is nothing to ‘push through’, there is much to let go.

@lmfao ?? The willingness to look, and abide in feeling, is 99% of the path.

@zeroISinfinity He’s the OG, is all.

Make a dreamboard. You. Because what you write on it is what you want, and it manifests. Anything you focus on that is not the traction of what is on your dreamboard, is distraction. No. Nobody needs to explain anything. You’re free already. You can have, do, be and create whatever you want. If we all sat around waiting for someone to explain everything, we’d be in a worldwide gridlock of stubbornness. That this seems true is a testimony to how unbelievable and totally amazing you actually are. Not even. I don’t recall saying this, but if I did I misspoke, and my apologies. At the same time, why don’t you write whatever you want on your dreamboard, and see for yourself that it does indeed become your experience. If something someone says doesn’t resonate with you, and yet you believe it and continue to focus on it, you’re ignoring your own intuition and feeling guidance. That is suffering, but, you’re doing it. You can always inspect, and uncover your assumptions. You can only continue suffering by ignoring feeling and believing your assumptions, and focusing on what doesn’t resonate with you. On the dreamboard, you write whatever you want.

Fuck no. Wanting & desire is the flow, the stream, the juice in the veins of blissful creators. It’s why you be this Heaven in the first place, which is now. Suffering is emotional suppression of wanting & desire, and suffering is the teacher of wanting & desire, and it is ‘hard wired’ into you.

Your role in it is creator. Wakefulness is pure inspiration, pure happiness, pure unconditional love. You are what wakefulness is. You are what happiness is. You are what love is. This is why, when you focus on certain thoughts, they don’t feel good. Because of ‘who’ you are. What you’ve been calling “reality”, is this dream. You’re literally dreaming up a guy on an “internet” to tell you this has been a dream all along, to help you become lucid in your dream. But you are absolutely free. So you can dispute this if you want to. You can focus on what doesn’t resonate with who you really are, and you can even pretend the thoughts which don’t resonate, are true, even while every cell in your entire “body mind” tells you the truth of yourself. You are free at anytime to simply say, that doesn’t resonate, I’ll focus on what I want to create and experience. But you don’t have to.

I’m loving your intention here man, your persistency & willingness. Those are beautiful, beautiful, and perfectly accurate words...but they’re still words about you. Every single one of those words points at ‘who’ you really are. I’ll give a personal example to help, and then I think you’ll see what I mean, and then if you’re still willing, just write five things about what you want to create and experience, or, create the experience of. My five things would be a new company, a new song, a trip to somewhere I haven’t been, a classical guitar, and a cabin that’s like a tiny castle. There’s no need to be realistic, or to consider what anyone else wants, or thinks you should want. Anything at all. The point is the shift from thinking about you, to thoughts about what you want to experience. You are the godhead, and you can create what you desire to. And you have a sensational guidance system, and infinite intelligence within you, guiding the way.

I don’t believe you’re quite seeing what I’m saying, as those are still thoughts about you. To see the difference, to feel the difference, write five words that are what you want, without any words about you.

I agree, and also, I think we’re saying the same thing, but identifying by the model is more prohibitive to awakening than how one thinks about it as experience. Congrats on your enlightenment.

@Gustav This might sound crazy, but have you tried thinking about what you want to experience, do, be, have, and create...instead of thinking about yourself?

Infinite being (you) forgets it’s own infinitude and total fucking awesomeness by appearing as experience, reality, or, creation. As awareness, infinite being is directly aware of thought, perception, and feeling. Some thoughts do not resonate simply because they are not true. Thoughts like “you’re a sinner”, or “God is judging you” etc. Thoughts like this are the natural product of the forgetting you are love...and thus believing there is fear. But there isn’t, that’s just another thought that doesn’t resonate, with the love that you Roopepa truly are. I can feel this love, and you can too, cause it’s what we actually are. Some folks really, really, really, got headstrong and suppressed the feeling which was ‘telling them’ some thoughts just are not true, and created collective beliefs, innocently. So rather than letting go of thoughts which don’t resonate, they convinced others their thoughts were true. This led to mass misunderstanding of what experience is, by misunderstanding what thought, perception, and feeling is. Thought is just for creation, for communication and preference. Your design, reality, which you are being, is actually effortless and incredibly simple. But some folks utilize thought to conceptual themself / our infinite self, and this is very confusing for people who hear this. When we listen to thoughts that don’t feel good to us, we are ignoring, and suppressing, feeling. We feel the discord of this when we do, which is essentially the love, which is infinite intelligence, which we are. Some folks do this anyways, selfishly, serving their self image or identity, ahead of togetherness, feeling, love & truth. That’s ok. It’s innocent, and all paths come from love, are love, and all paths return to love. This is gotten so out of hand, so to speak...that you have bought into it innocently. And now believe you are a separate physical object, which has “fear”. But really, that is the experience, the feeling, of the love that you are. If you listen to feeling, it is clear this “negative energies”, “dark forces”, “negatively oriented beings of the Orion group”, is just fictional, made up...from people attempting to “make sense”...while they are suppressing the very Guidance of sense-ation. If I was you, I wouldn’t do that. I’d listen to feeling, and have a laugh, and have as much fun and love today as is humanly possible.

@Nercohype If you want to directly experience the infinite being that you truly are, today, right now, just be the total fucking awesomeness that you actually are. Let any frivolous shit go. Life is short (apparently). Express yourself freely, like a Goodness Boss. Tell somebody you love em. Notice someone, really see someone so to speak, and you notice yourself, your being. Much love my man, you’re totally fucking awesome.

The Truth is the appearance right now. Same appearance that appeared as ‘the past’. “The past” is what This one same being, you could say “the now”, appeared as. There’s no time passing, there’s infinite being appearing as reality. It’s (you) so perfect, it seems like a reality of separate selves, and separate physical objects. You’re not a separate physical ‘thing’, a “human”...in a physical reality of separate “things”. You’re that which is appearing as the entire experience, making it seem to yourself you’re in a world, which you are not being. Look around, that is perception. Add thoughts, and the perception, which is one whole experience, is labeled, with thoughts. The thoughts don’t actually make any difference to what perception actually is. The old reference or term of “empty your cup” comes to mind. Look at a “cup”, a “mug” that you have, now. Notice, “cup” is not the actuality of what that is. There is no separation between awareness, seeing, and “the cup”. There is no “space” nor “air”. These are just thoughts, concepts, which conceptualize the actuality of infinite being (you) right out from under your own nose. It seems like there is separation only in believing thoughts, like “cup”, “awareness”, “seeing”, “perception”, “thoughts”, etc. Such is “the past”.

Gustav, the emotions you’re experiencing are the alignment and discord, between your own thoughts and the source of feeling within you. Read the emotional scale a few times to understand this. You’ve been thinking this way, and suffering the discord of it for far too long. Change the way you think about yourself and the life you are creating. Don’t search endlessly for a truth or answer outside of you...you already have the guidance of feeling & emotion. Let it be simple, and it is. If you have any questions after reading the scale and expressing a few times, feel free to pm me anytime you like with specific questions, if I can be of any help.

It’s simple, if you let it be. If you listen to the emotional guidance, rather than being headstrong against it. Reality is obviously very convincing, in the sense of marrying thought to perception. It seems like you were rejected but that’s actually just the way you’re choosing to think about it, and feeling is telling you that is way off. Attraction is relative chemistry. Just as you are attracted to some and not others, and this doesn’t mean you are “rejecting” anyone...the same is true for others with you. You can reframe the ways you’re choosing to think about your experiences which are in italics above. The emotional scale really works and is insightful. Give it a few reads, you’ll see. Don’t hesitate to express jealously of what anyone has, is being, or is creating & experiencing...it’s not “shameful”...it’s empowering! In the sense...”the truth sets you free”....choosing a thought to express some jealousy shifts your focus from the grey & black bars, which are thoughts about yourself which clearly do not resonate, because they are not true...to an outward orientation, about what you want to do, create, experience, and be.

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@OctagonOctopus Much appreciated, thanks. ??

@Vision For sure. I’m pointing to the distinction of identification. What you experience, and ‘who’ you really are. The frames, models and theories are building a staircase of identification. It seems. Maybe not. It’s easy to get caught up identifying by / with them.