Shin

If you want it that bad, take all your savings, and rent a cabin in the woods.

3-4 hours non stop, or do you take some 15-20 pauses here and there ? Need to learn tantric shit if you seriously mean non-stop

What I think of me What people think of me What other people believe/do What my future will be like EDIT: wow, when I think about it, that's a lot, 8 months earlier I was so weak !

Just realized it rhymes, hope it worth your time !

You guys shouldn't answered like this, she's asking divorce RIGHT NOW ! THIS WAS MY WIFE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The irony is that the most attractive males, tends to not want to be in a relationship, and those who do and aren't assholes, are already taken. I'm so glad to not be at your place ladies

Meditation session are totally random, some day it will be messy as hell, some day you won't even have any thought, keeping track of that is like keeping track of how many times you think of bugs bunny in the day, it makes no sense

What is the reference ?

Most of this is cultural based, so it's pretty pointless to ask unless someone gives some serious scientific study.

Your charisma has decreased, drink a charisma potion now !

Most of them think their are totally fine, but still drinks a lot, smoke a lot, eat all sorts of fat and unhealthy food, watch every news and political discussions, are always tensed, always seek something to do, always bitch about other people in some ways, and react emotionally without any self control whatsoever. It is like trying to say to an hardcore atheist that God definitely exist, not only they don't want to hear about it, but they won't even try to listen to you, and they will think you're stupid and/or despise/hate you. The only people you can try to talk about it, is people that can debate in a healthy way, or people that seeks help and ask you, otherwise it's a total waste of time and energy

Void

Stop watching porn.

I love to love !

I shave, I love black, can we marry already (after your gender surgery) ?

Ego is just inconscious thoughts patterns, all webbed into the delusion that we are separate from one another. Thinking that it is evil, is probably one of the best way to fuel it.

Can't give any more reput points today, so :

You mean that you logically understand that there is lots of women out there, but practically you still feel that you can't date any of them, that you need a specific situation (like this one) to take a step ? If that's the case, you need to brute force yourself to do some pickup, to really embody this principle, cause not only there is no "the one" but staying in this state of neediness (even though it's not how you think of it) is very detrimental to your growth.

I think you meant: How happy are you compared to your old self since following actualized.org ? Not only there is no way to quantify happiness (unless you have some scientifics friends), but you'll never know if someone is truly happy or if he's faking it (some people are master at this). Even if you could know it still doesn't matter, because it is only through your happiness/authenticity/synchronicity with life that you can impact others anyway.

You are my child and my parent My lover and my enemy And everytime I close my eyes I see me in absolute grace Within time and space All together in this wonderful whole Which has no bottom Which has no beginning nor end All I am, we are Our love within us Will flow endlessly

Personally, I enjoy a lot akwards moments, simply because it shows me what I have to improve (if I can feel it comes from me) and because it is fun ! It is fun to see people misinterpret what you say or thinking they deserve to be entertained, you just kind of see they are judging you by their tone voice, and it is fascinating to me how much they can judge so quickly (positives and negatives) ! There is a certain kind of play that comes from it too, you never know where a conversation with lots of akwardness moments can lead

I can't call you, I don't have your phone yet !

At some point you'll have audio and visual hallucinations, you'll literally see and hear Santa Claus talking to you about raping little children ! Don't give up now !

I would just add that, it's not because nothing else than spirituality makes sense to you anymore that you should be a monk. There is plenty of paths to follow and ways to raise your consciousness and those of others (if that's what you are into): - Working in an association related - Translator of spiritual books - Spiritual teacher/blogger/youtuber - Writer with strong spiritual influences - etc ... Actually, being a monk is probably one of the worst way to contribute, (unless you're high ranked) because you'll just meditate and doing practical stuff for the dojo. There is nothing wrong with that, if your intuition really makes you understand that's what you have to do, But for most people, I don't think that's what we really want, we feel an urge to practice more and to be the truth yes, but you really don't need to be a monk for that, don't make this confusion.