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Do what your hearth pushes you to do, what feels genuine and selfless, no gain to have from it except the joy of doing it (doesn't mean it isn't hard or it is always fun). It doesn't matter how crazy or stupid it is, you'll find a way to do it no matter what people thinks or says. If you don't know, then sit on it, take a whole week-end where you just meditate, comtemplate and immerse yourself in nature (like a week-end in a cabin in the mountain). @Shane Roberts Focus on how to write the book how YOU want it to be written, don't try to bastardise it for the masses. Sure, learn some writers skills, but don't confuse skills with personality.

Only if you didn't have a samadhi experience, which is not that hard to have if you really want to.

I'm enlightened rank 5, I heard if you can get to rank 1 you can have 100 free virgins + the new razer keyboard.

What is he doing ? Is he wiping his ass ?

If you don't face loneliness, you'll always be needy towards people in some way.

Looking at my dog eating right now:

^^ EDIT: With english subtitles (you need to choose them).

First Shroom trip ? Did you already see your grandma having sex with Lucifer ? Or is it after the unicorn bdsm gangbang ? I can't quite remember

Week 3 almost completed, can finally see women as human being and not giant sex toys. Will report back in 1 month sir, will do sir o7 @jjer94 Oh yes, you will want to date like you never did, but you'll quickly understand that it's just the urge that wants its fix. After 3 weeks (but I guess it depends on the individual), the desire starts to slowly fade, I don't think of it everyday now, and if I do, it's not necessarily an urge.

You didn't study Christianity enough my friend @John Flores You're too serious dude, fart a bit :3

What are you all talking about, stop your nonsense, just fast and be a real Gandhi ! @eskwire No, but as soon as I can I'll do it again, just to see what happens, and I've already planned to fuck me up by doing a dark room retreat in 1 year (when my contract ends)

No clue, all "my" decisions comes from my intuition now. It is way more fun, and you don't have anything to do except following the instructions ! @John Flores You forgot about the rape retreat, you can't graduate without at least 10 good rape.

When you can't take your negative thoughts seriously anymore:

No, your image of yourself is ugly, not your face. There is actually ugly people, but there are extremely rare, like 1 in a million. In 2 years of daily commute, I only saw 2 people that were ugly, one of them was a girl that probably used way too much make up and fucked up her face (this or surgery that went bad), the other one is genetically ugly (some sort of disease, his hands were very weird too).

Porn and masturbation altogether, because when you masturbate you rarely do it without thinking of some girls, so it's still a fantasy in your mind, about girls you don't have (otherwise you wouldn't masturbate).

It will dissolve by itself if you watch it happening/aren't inconscious will it is happening. Yes it is very troublesome, it doesn't feel nice, but that's how it is. Now if after several years of meditation/consciousness and willingness from your part to socialize (try small group, maybe you're just introvert), then maybe it is something in your brain chemistry, and medecine would be an appropriate tool.

Only very successful people will consider spirituality as a possibility, because they had it all, and still, they feel something is missing (someone like Leo). In fact, having a good self-esteem and being totally independant without knowing about spirituality, is probably one of the best way to lock yourself up into your form identity and never think about it seriously. In a sick way, only those who suffered enough or struggled to figured it all will be able to really get the message. Not that it can't happen for the average person, but it will take them way more time to really understand the concepts, that's why you have some people who are seeking for 40+ years ... Hopefully, we have people like Eckhart Tolle who explain the all thing very consicely now, but again, who listen to him ? Guys with a four+ 0 paycheck who got a trophy wife ? Probably not. @Elephant Exactly

Start a meditation habit (20 minutes a day, every day), stick to it, also, go take a walk for like 30 minutes/1 hour everyday, and just say "hi" to every person you meet (remember to smile). After 3 months, go meet people on very small social circle and look at your emotions, you'll know what I mean at that point. The anxiety will still be there, but it will just be some "thing" that you can sense, and you'll be able to talk and socialize normally even though the feeling is still there. Report here in 3 months

My god, what I have done ...

I guess there is nothing in particular to know except to drink more water than usual and have faith in the little jesus that you won't die right ? :3

Ok bro, let's do it @eskwire Let's honor the most badass sage of the last century :3 (He looks so much like a trollmeme on this picture )

When do you start ?

Exactly 15 486 hours, 51 minutes, and 25 seconds. I heard you can get it faster if you download it with speedbit. @Dodoster

When you can see the true essence of an object, its is-ness (by refusing to label it), walk around it while focusing only on the object. The experience is so weird that I don't even know how to explain it. Try with a tree

I could be projecting a lot too, like totally, but I prefer to be an ass just in case. Maybe it will help him understand he's acting like an asshole (probably without being aware of it) if that's the case