Shin

You've been upgraded !

Try to describe it, because it is most likely a temporary state. You can go back in your old ways pretty fast when this kinds of states are gone, and at the same time going further knowing there is no real coming back as you said.

Seriously, I can't put on the light cause of mosquitos, and the forum is killing my eyes. That's one of the reason I don't browse it anymore at night

You got to be serious about it to the point you realize being serious about it is counter productive. You have to go through the serious phase first though, it really can't be skipped.

There are severals studies that proves it, music can really help you (just google it). Never start or finish a day without the kind of music that cheer you up or calm you down. Just like taking a good walk every day, listening to music is important, it feeds your "soul" and make you remember the shit you have to do. It's way more than that though, for some of you that can listen to music without a single thought, you enter a zone where time doesn't exist and there is only this uplifiting emotion that is hard to describe. Whatever helps you, share it here, for me it is that kind of music :3

They are everywhere.

If you think older women won't test you and won't be an emotional rollercoaster at some point.

The very pursuit of pleasure makes everything far less pleasurable than when you're just experiencing it without any expectation. What is in you that is seeking pleasure, and why ? You don't need any pleasure in life when you're at peace, it's only a bonus.

Leo's job is to give you knowledge every week ...

What is life ?

Nothing, cause I had a bunch of those, and I'm clearly not enlightened.

He's either extremely shy, or not that interested. Either way, it's up to you to make things goes further, he won't do it

@Sevi Ok, but we'll have to kill your husband, I don't like making girls cheat on their boyfriend, that's mean

"It's ok if you're shy, I'll still ride you like a cowboy tonight, let's go !!!" Something funny that shows him you're ok if he's not ready right now, but that still shows you're super interested.

@How to be wise On one hand you seek knowledge because you think it will complete you. (Some other people will pursue money, sex or drugs, it's the same mechanism.) In this case you seek knowledge because you think it makes you a better human being, because it defines you and because you think you'll find at some point THE insight that will make you whole. Of course it does not seem that way, but that's what you're doing inconsciously, just like any other addict. On the other hand you seek knowledge because you know it can be useful, and because it can open your mind more and more. In this case you don't need this knowledge, you just learn because there is no reason not too when you face a difficulty or want to improve at something in your life.

This one is good too.

Some neurotics people who can't stand not being able to trigger you will hate you, yes.

You have to learn until you realize there was nothing to learn. That's kind of retarded, but unless we brainwash you, it has to be done.

If they are real friends, they will let you be alone during this period, and they will rejoice your coming back once you do. It's a win-win situation you got there. Anyway, just follow your bliss ya kna

Another really easy and quite soothing meditation is to simply listen to nature. You just open your window, sit on front of it, and just open you ears. @PukkaDanks Even in you live in a city, you just listen to the cars and people passing by. I did this meditation 2 hours everyday while taking the train 1 year ago, and I got a "no-self" state for months