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How could I know that, I wouldn't be there anymore lul

I don't understand the question (no joke).

BTW, you're thinking all this because of what your sister said. What if the one who doesn't want you around wasn't your mom but your sister ?

If you're making fun of me, that's ok I know I can be stupid/arrogant sometimes but I don't care so ... If you're serious, I'm like no way near this, in fact, a lot of other dudes and dudettes in here are way more conscious and developed than I am, I just talk a lot

Make a post, and try to explain it.

Learn tantra !

Except 99% of people think they are aware of being present now, yet they aren't.

There are people who medidate for decades and are still fucked up. There are people who meditate for a few weeks and become blissful. It all depend if you meditate to become something (aka seeking), or if you meditate to (truly) let go (aka being). Meditation is really easy, it's just being totally present whatever happens (outward or inward), it's not a "doing", it's just being what you are without any sense of identity/personality. I would start with 20 minutes every day, then increasing the time by 10% every month.

If it is an insight, you don't need to think about it, even less ask opinions about it. @molosku If you can find this stateless state, infinitely open and quiet, and if you can come back to it at will. Then you'll awaken.

If you can quit entirely porn and still masturbate, it's already a pretty big win. You want to cut out masturbation entirely though, it's just an addiction, it gives you nothing, in fact it takes you so much in the long run. Right now I'm so full of energy, it's unbelievable, I walk like a princess, full of grace !

Exactly. Take action right off the bat whenever you deeply know you should do something. There is no need to think about anything for more than a few seconds, that's a trap of your mind to get into infinite mental masturbation.

What's your current status ?

Doesn't mean you can't be playful, and you don't even have to do it for the ladies, but simply because it's fun. @NoSelfSelf Depends of the girl, some are very shy or composed than the majority.

Because otherwise you'll end up in a depression, or worse, not sad enough to be just above depression for the rest of your life. True success though is how much peace and happiness you have in you, it doesn't mean you have lots of money/fame/bitches.

And murder women and children, and torture them if needed, without feeling any emotions whatsoever because they are dead inside. Such heroes.

Ironically, it's not in the top 10 spiritual books of Leo. Leo the non-dual rebel

Just don't go in Japan, you'll get beat to death if you smile all the time. STAY SAFE !!! EDIT: lul right now I just want to go to malls and just walk and smiling there for no particular reason. No one killed me yet, can't wait to have my first unexpected slap !

WELL EXCUSE ME MISS, BUT IT'S FREEZING COLD HERE, CAN'T EVEN GO FOR A 30 MINUTES WALK WITHOUT GETTING A COLD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Jesus, those enlightened rockstar, always telling us what to do !!!

They are so alive they don't know why they get pissed and blame the first thing they see instead. So alive !

Leo is already turquoise. You don't need to be self-realized to be turquoise, just to devote all your life to "others" without expecting anything in return.

If you read this book thinking you'll learn something, you're doing it wrong. It's about what you realize in your own experience while reading it, and by doing the exercices he tells you to do that you actually learn anything. Understanding the absolute is by direct experience, not knowledge, not with your thoughts, that's not gonna happen, EVER.