Shin

This guy clearly needs to be interned, just look at his face, he smiles ! Who fucking smile nowadays HUH ???!!!

The guy spend hours just to make a point against a guru that helps thousands ... If Bentinho is an asshole or not whenever he doesn't teach isn't a problem, it's only a problem if you have an idea in your mind how perfect a guru should be. If you suddenly learned about Leo being an asshole with women and abusing animals, would you stop watching his videos ? Would it make his videos less usefull ? Or would it be just your mind searching excuse not to use the content (the guru) to help you ? Seems crazy, but it's not, it's a mechanism your mind use everyday, and not just in extreme case like this, just to be lazy ... Bentinho could be a serial killer that I still wouldn't care, the infinity course is great and works wonderful.

So much worth

That's funny, cause it's the first year for me when I really felt it was just a date, a concept, it's always now BRAH !

This https://i.imgur.com/Jw3Mdb9.gifv

Spine ejaculation, here I come

Good 2018 snorting and ego death experiences !

You didn't snort it all don't you ? Help a brother in need ? New year internet be like:

Those Buddhist monks can't have sex with girls, and they have no purpose in life to channel their energy.

Everytime you start the question "Should I meditate", meditate. Your mind is very clever, it's been two weeks you started the habit that will make it clear to the real you that the mind is just a tool, a servant. So what does it do to bullshit himself (right now you think you're the mind), he finds clever argument to not meditate.

You sure about that ? You jus talked about filling your head with concepts right there, you didn't even talk about meditation or mindfulness. Doesn't matter what kind of teachers you like, or how many time you were at a satsang, in fact that counts for nothing, that's just ego bullshit. I'll tell you, one day I was at a guided meditation, and there was this old lady (50 old something), she barely looked at me, never spoke to me (also didn't say goodbye, only said hi because everyone was looking) and I could clearly sensed his negative energy, textbook "I'm more spiritual than you young wannabe Eckhart Tolle". BUT she was so proud to go to an ashram next year, as if (by the tone of his voice) it would be the shit. It isn't, she was clearly neurotic and egotistical as fuck, she was associating spirituality with its identity, that's all she's done ... So be very careful here, it doesn't make any difference how many books or satsang you were, doesn't matter how many "spiritual" friends you have, how many ayahuasca you took, or other bullshit like that. The only thing that tells you how much "spiritual" you are, is how much in the present moment you are (not labelling, not thinking), how much you judge (and identify to the judgment), and how easy it is for you to just do nothing and not being bored. If there isn't any progress there, then you're not being spiritual at all, you're just mental masturbating . So you might reconsider this, meditate more, be more mindful, but you have to do something there, because you're not doing it right. I was as fucked up as you one year ago, so I don't see why I could have done it and you don't, I'm not fucking special. That's a huge blockage right there, one way or another you have to let yourself be open to a relationship, otherwise this fake problem will continue to haunt you for the rest of your life. So next time a girl you like tells you/hints at you she wants to be with you, you just be honest and tell her you never had anyone. You don't have to tell why exactly, just let her know you had a sad past. Trying to make sense of it, IS the reason you're suffering. If you stop trying to compare or to figure out stuff, then life becomes actually enjoyable. And it's not that hard, it just requires discipline (lots of sitted meditation).

Be aware of it when it happens. If you have that mindset, you can't go back, you will improve significantly over the net months Also meditate daily and,

Still didn't learn how to open his eyes ? Jizz, even my duck can do it ... @Dodo I don't know what they smoke up there, but reality is divine, as long as you perceive it from within.

Deal with the consequences ...

Me when I see glimpses of infinity ... https://www.reddit.com/r/aww/comments/7mwy67/givememyfood_hooman/

From what you wrote, i can't seem to find where you backslide.

Go to the gym or do some physical activity on your own. Use it to meditate deeper or to self-inquire.

You watch these videos: aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnndddddddddddddddddd ..... Then you save this link into your favorite folder: https://eocinstitute.org/meditation/141-benefits-of-meditation/?gclid=EAIaIQobChMI8bCv04mC2AIVDylpCh19AgXtEAAYASAAEgLmsvD_BwE You do what Leo says everyday.

Ok, I lied, it's two steps @elias I may be bald, but I'm not Leo

No, always plan to stop completely when it comes to an addiction.