Shin

Ahah, why seek a teacher when you could just look at reality and see it for what it is. IT'S RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU DOG GAMN IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Still doesn't change the fact that your opinion is biased. You clearly state that it can't work and that women like this just want to take advantage of men.

So much projection. It's not because you were abused that all women that are polyamorous are bitches that want to use you. Your fault if you stayed in a relationship that didn't respect your boundaries.

Anyone experiencing insomnia if he doesn't work out enough ? @ADD Mind upvote !

He does. I do. You do. Everybody manipulates, if they were no manipulation there wouldn't be events.

The present moment sounds like a safe bet. You can find it, hummm RIGHT FUCKING NOW !

Something like this:

God will set you free ?

NO ! No thing can set you free.

Anyway, being open to it is good. Not in the sense that you must do it, but being open to the idea, it's the only way to know if you truely and authentically do or do not want it. You could deceive yourself and think you don't want it by fear, and this isn't good because facing your fears is what makes you grow. You could also want it for bullshit reasons (that you may not be conscious of), like more sex/attention to fill the void within. I also think that it probably depends a lot about your psychee and energy management level, I guess if you're introvert as fuck, you may not desire to have multiple intimate relationship, simply because your don't have energy to do it, and also because you like to spend more time on your hobbies/work.

Does a bee have an ego ? If no, then why the fuck is she making honey ?

Nothing wrong with it, but at the same time, isn't too easy ? You'll never have to control yourself if you are in a open relationship, there is no discipline to have, you just fuck. I mean, in principle it is good, no limitations whatsoever, you can show your love to everyone, but if you think about it, like @ajasatya said, you aren't using your sexual energy to do great things in the meantime. This sexual energy that you use to fuck other people, you could save to master a field you love, and share it with the world. Or go deeper with your partner, it's not like there is a limit to how much you can love him/her.

Seems like quite an ego dream instead of a selfless adventure into the unknown.

That's what I'm saying when I say you got to try to feel that reality is a dream rather than thinking it is. Feeling isn't quite the right term, you could say conscious of it.

If it's all there is, then it can't be a dream. If you can awake in it, then it's a dream. So it's both

None. I just like to talk about this stuff

What if you haven't gone deep enough ? What if you're wrong ? @SOUL

We've never been more awake than in our lucid dreams, until we awake in "reality" I guess. Thinking of reality as a dream, I don't know if that's really helping. On the other hand, trying to feel reality as a dream, this definitely helps.

The only thing you can do, is to be. Only problem is, do you know what being is ? Untill you know, and the paradox is that you already know very well, then there is nothing you can do.

@JustinS I don't know how to do it, teach me senpai !!!!!!!!

Just stretch until your mind is clear.

Appreciation moment, Because sometimes there is no words. @Leo Gura

Ok now the energy is starting to move through the body, balls on fire but no desire for sex, brain so clear and hyper active. This is only a tiny fraction of what a kundalini awakening is apparently.