Shin

There are no negative vibe in there if you are present enough not to be influenced by them. And if you are, then it's a good spiritual practice ... everything that you resent is a good spiritual practice. The best technique I ever found is to do exactly that, but you don't have to stop there, just think of every things that disturbs you, even the extreme case like murder/rape/death or torture. Face your fears in your mind before having to (and you will) face them in real life. Most direct path to growth here.

Just do it. Otherwise you're setting yourself for a misery life. No one here want that for you, nor do you, right ? Don't waste time, do it NOW ! Call him and tell him it's over NOW !

Honestly you are far too young to stay in a relationship that clearly doesn't work. You see him as a friend not a lover, he doesn't turn you on and you find him boring. Too much signs of a man that isn't in touch with his masculinity, so of course you go see other men, this one isn't one. Just dump him, and go wild exploring you sexuality for a year or two, then search for a relationship again. I strongly advise you to study female/male attraction, you will understand and know way better if a guy is a boyfriend/husband material if you do so.

Then just be patient, and don't do stupid bullshit. Scream or punch something if necessary, take kickboxing class or run like crazy. Just let the energy flow.

We can't do that anymore you took us our points !!! How will I express my inferiority issues now ?

Then it's only a matter of time

Add NoFap and you're all set.

Learning non-duality as a newbie part 19: You have to believe in yourself. You can't trust yourself.

Leo's army

My Greater Ape rank ...

The truest quote

The Way Of The Superior Man True alpha book Rereading right now thank you

Don't think about the good habits you aren't doing anymore. Think about the neurotics one you aren't doing now. Most importantly, see how much more peaceful you are inside, and how much more you appreciate simple things in life.

Then I either must be deceiving myself or he's wrong. Most likely the first case

Already exist, it's called «meetmindful» or something like that.

People will say anything to avoid pain.

https://www.ekhartyoga.com/articles/10-simple-principles-of-spiritual-awakening

I knew you would notice

What about ME ?

What we don't necessarily think about, is that in time, as more people come here and other similar forums/online community A lot of genuine friendship will be made in the long run

Hang in there, it's gonna be better I promise you I don't know if it can help one bit, but for what it's worth I love you

You can go from constant fear of judgment to 0 fuck given in less than 2 years. It all depends on your motivation.