Shin

No and yes, but I never had problem with my teeth. Just brush them more than once a week

Yeah, to timothy grass, from june to september. We're in march though ?

Used one for almost a year, no problem that I can remember.

Yeah, post that explicitly tells you to commit suicide shouldn't be allowed, lots of people can misunderstand this way too easily.

Is coffee even healthy in the first place ? Everyone I know who drinks it are addicted and need 2/3 cup per day minimum.

Or a Leo's video from the future ☺

Sooo ... I'm the only one who look 10 years younger ...

I smell relapse ... ?

It makes you crazy, you start to create your own reality at some point. Oh wait ...

Feel the virbration ? ?

@Psyche_92 You look like 18-22, but don't worry I'm 29 and look like 20-22... Actually worry a lot @Psyche_92 idgaf ?

If this is true, it's gonna be amazing ?

Even if what you say is true, why die now ? Can't you just enjoy life as it is now ? You're enlightened right ? So there is no suffering, and you want to help others (you) in some way right ? Then do that, you'll die sooner or later, no need to rush anything. Sounds like huge delusion or an enlightened dude who's genuine but doesn't give a shit. Either way you're not helping anyone here?

@Seed @Psyche_92

Seems less fun

I worded it like that to be funny (the title) This is true to the extent that I will take 5-meo if nothing happens. Even though it would be nice to awaken, I have no idea what's gonna happen. I'm determined though, nothing else matter anymore to me.

Meticulously re reading this journal ...

Still better that not trying to chase the best thing that could happen for you. That will always haunt you, consciously or inconsciously. You don't really have a choice anymore, your innocence is gone, so don't try to avoid it, it's will just bring you even more suffering.

I wish I could

It's not wasting time if you enjoy it ? Btw I almost feel like your smile emojis aren't sarcastic now, I'm proud ?

I say that because you were pretty productive the last time I checked ☺

So you're lying in your journal ? ? To add a bit to it, whenever you desire to quit comes, it's actually one of the best moment of the meditation cause it's when you can catch the ego at full speed. If you know that, then you would actually want to continue, you just have to be passive and very alert at the same time when it happens ?

@vanish So you're basically saying that we should kill ourselves, like a ball in our head ? Like 1000% physically dead ?