Shin

Wrong reasons to go for it. No discipline. Wrong expectation on how hard it would be.

Done it ?

Here I am thinking I can push back my work out at 12 instead of doing it now. Ok I do it now ?

I recall being able to, once. Just like in a deep deep meditation where only "(well I can't put a name on it)" remains. There was literally nothing at all, but still something at the same time !

How are you going to raise your awareness on a subject without learning about it ? You're not gonna become omniscient with enlightenment.

I'm gonna show this to a newbie friend. Best open-minded test ever created ?

So much jebait ???

But they sure talk faster than a one second window ???

So if I want a lot of teachers for free, I should go to a madhouse ? Make sense !

He can, he will, he must ! ?

Don't seek true love, go for the girls you like to spend time with. If love is supposed to happen it will happen.

@Strikr Ahah get a girlfriend though, I think there is almost no one that can transcend relationship and sex without some success (and failure) at it first. And you can have a gf, and please her without ejaculating, it's just different in the beginning the time you learn to fully control yourself. So that's not a proper excuse ? @XYZ Nice ! Feelsgood not to be a slave to your primal instinct anymore, isn't it ? ?

I wasn't serious, Mike ?

I think socializing is useless, I mean, talking about why Susie sucked Mike ? Come on, don't you suck Mike every sunday, why is it so disgusting so suddenly ? I prefer to go tunnel vision on a subject, even if it take years to accomplish it (and even if I have 0.1% chance to make it happen). I have my whole life planned already, why waste time figuring it out when you can simply write it in a .txt ? People tells me I'm arrogant, I keep telling I have no idea what they're talking about ! I bet you can't find my type without reading about it on some mbti type ???

I have a feeling that it's not going to be funny when I will wake up and still doubt af I really did. Do you have any advice for someone who's totally confused about that ? ?

You not wanting to get lost in though is the "i". You have to become conscious of that too, and let it go. Don't run from your mind, you don't have a choice anyway, whatever you don't try to think will still be there later. Focus all your will to see your thoughts from a third person perspective, everytime there is a thought. This will bring all the negative shit you don't want to look on, but you have to let go of all of them to find the peace you seek. It's very counter intuitive, you might think than focusing on your breath and some other techniques will help clear your mind and be more present, but this is only for emergency, because in the end it's just you trying to suppress your mind. That's not going to work, to get a peaceful mind, you have to empty your cup first

Yes, several people on this forum have gone through this. But our situations could have been very different from yours. Explain in details what you think led to your depression, otherwise we have no ground to help you.

He's like "I'm so gonna tie you up tonight babe" ?

I love a little blank square from time to time ?

Why would you ? What is the problem with it staying as it is ?

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