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So much jebait ???

But they sure talk faster than a one second window ???

So if I want a lot of teachers for free, I should go to a madhouse ? Make sense !

He can, he will, he must ! ?

Don't seek true love, go for the girls you like to spend time with. If love is supposed to happen it will happen.

@Strikr Ahah get a girlfriend though, I think there is almost no one that can transcend relationship and sex without some success (and failure) at it first. And you can have a gf, and please her without ejaculating, it's just different in the beginning the time you learn to fully control yourself. So that's not a proper excuse ? @XYZ Nice ! Feelsgood not to be a slave to your primal instinct anymore, isn't it ? ?

I wasn't serious, Mike ?

I think socializing is useless, I mean, talking about why Susie sucked Mike ? Come on, don't you suck Mike every sunday, why is it so disgusting so suddenly ? I prefer to go tunnel vision on a subject, even if it take years to accomplish it (and even if I have 0.1% chance to make it happen). I have my whole life planned already, why waste time figuring it out when you can simply write it in a .txt ? People tells me I'm arrogant, I keep telling I have no idea what they're talking about ! I bet you can't find my type without reading about it on some mbti type ???

I have a feeling that it's not going to be funny when I will wake up and still doubt af I really did. Do you have any advice for someone who's totally confused about that ? ?

You not wanting to get lost in though is the "i". You have to become conscious of that too, and let it go. Don't run from your mind, you don't have a choice anyway, whatever you don't try to think will still be there later. Focus all your will to see your thoughts from a third person perspective, everytime there is a thought. This will bring all the negative shit you don't want to look on, but you have to let go of all of them to find the peace you seek. It's very counter intuitive, you might think than focusing on your breath and some other techniques will help clear your mind and be more present, but this is only for emergency, because in the end it's just you trying to suppress your mind. That's not going to work, to get a peaceful mind, you have to empty your cup first

Yes, several people on this forum have gone through this. But our situations could have been very different from yours. Explain in details what you think led to your depression, otherwise we have no ground to help you.

He's like "I'm so gonna tie you up tonight babe" ?

I love a little blank square from time to time ?

Why would you ? What is the problem with it staying as it is ?

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Yes that's why I use this question ? I had some pretty deep lucid dream too, and I'm pretty sure this dream is the same as all the other one, so it's not so different to become lucid in it hence the question ! The only major difference is that this dreams feels way longer therefore more real, but It's probably just because we're asleep in it ? @cetus56 I may have gone overboard a little bit ?

You can also ask what you are, where you are or my new favorite am i dreaming. Pretty scary when you're not sure if you're dreaming or not ?

I hope it takes less than 10 000 hours to find Waldo. Otherwise I think I will quit college, get the cheapest room possible and work for like 15 hours at McDonald. Wait a minute ???

You will be, it will feel very natural real soon you'll see

That's why he keep telling you to listen to other people

Don't be embarrassed, just be conscious of what happened (and your embarrassment). If you judge it it's only going to get worse.