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I surrendered to all my bullshit excuses in my mind, every situations I was stuck in, allowed myself to cry (even without reason) and to get dominated in bed. Letting myself listen to very calm and beautiful music, sometimes even song that would be considered "emo ". Accepting hugs and kiss from people, even stranger and man. Allowing the flow of life by doing and expressing myself without filter and fear of being judged. Showing compassion and love everytime I feel it. Is that enough, did I have my femininity license ? ?

I let my feminity side bloom for 2 full years, I need to balance that out now. There is no discipline required after a certain point in semen retention. Your body and brain adapt to it, there is no sexual compulsion anymore ! @Charlotte What mask ?

A chance you have 10 fingers and a brain ?

No lol I can't even say I wish I was, because I don't really care that much when it will happen. Everything happens as it should be, even the "bad stuff". ?

At first for totally selfish reason. Now you should now that it is only to serve other. Why would you destroy your sense of self if not for that ? How could that be selfish ? You do (already) realize that you will surrender all sense of control ?

I just wanted to know techniques to improve my sex performance when I enter in the next relationship. Doesn't matter to me to suck at it in the beginning, and if it disturbed the next grillfriend to the point of breaking up, it would simply mean it wasn't meant to be. I don't look for love, I know it will come, so I better prepare for it ???

Why ? How merging with the whole would be selfish ? It's like the selfless thing possible to do in life ?

Oh but don't worry, I will only have sex when I find a girl I truly love. I really can't have sex casually, not that I find that disgusting or wrong, but because the need for it isn't simply there.

You're so cute ?❤ But seriously, what does it means ? ?

Honestly, The only reason is to be able to please my next grillfriend. ?

What does seeing the number 11 everywhere really means ?

So every 30 seconds I stop for a minute ? ?

It's been 4 days dude. Let's just take it as a nice one night stand ?

I hope the mental masturbators in here understood this episode ? Otherwise you're so fucked ?

I will beat all of you little zen devils ???

Why not ?

I do have a desire, but it's not sex. The desire is everything but a fear of intimacy ??? Thank you, I will still be warry if I'm not lying to myself on that though, you never know ? @Charlotte I don't think you are in the right spot to say that hummm ?

The real question is: How do you become the best effective activist possible ?

F... you ! Not my fault if no one has humour on this forum, I have to laugh all alone !!!

Stop insulting Leo, And me btw ! We are ADORABLE with our bald and sexy head ! ???

@Charlotte Where are you ? @Charlotte Yes. Yes it is ?

Hummmmm Better do that with my granma I don't particularly like and never see. If I do that with my mum, I'll have weird moment when I go see her @Martin123 That's the whole point I'm not even doing it for me at this point, I don't need sex anymore

Hummm, I doubt it's that interesting if he waste his time critizing someone else. People who have really interesting and important things to say rarely waste their time doing that.