Shin

What ?

If I could slap you really hard, I swear I would do it very gladly.

You can't know that. The Buddah of this era will only be seen as such in a century+. And btw, there is some very influential sages that aren't tied to any religion/practice nowadays.

Not people, You.

What do you mean ?

Leo can probably get almost any girl he wants, and he's ultra analytical, logical and introverted. Don't think he's an exception, anyone doing enough pd and consciousness work can do that. It really doesn't mean anything if you do personal development and work on your weaknesses for a while, Because the points on what women are attracted has nothing to do with those things.

Please don't go off topic too much. If this post is locked, that would be a shame.

Gotta limit those !!!

You will still suffer in stage yellow, you just won't base your actions on that. If you suffer you are still limiting your impact.

I don't even truly understand them, And you don't even need them. That's some next level irony ?

No I didn't even thought about it, that's legit experience.

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I surrendered to all my bullshit excuses in my mind, every situations I was stuck in, allowed myself to cry (even without reason) and to get dominated in bed. Letting myself listen to very calm and beautiful music, sometimes even song that would be considered "emo ". Accepting hugs and kiss from people, even stranger and man. Allowing the flow of life by doing and expressing myself without filter and fear of being judged. Showing compassion and love everytime I feel it. Is that enough, did I have my femininity license ? ?

I let my feminity side bloom for 2 full years, I need to balance that out now. There is no discipline required after a certain point in semen retention. Your body and brain adapt to it, there is no sexual compulsion anymore ! @Charlotte What mask ?

A chance you have 10 fingers and a brain ?

No lol I can't even say I wish I was, because I don't really care that much when it will happen. Everything happens as it should be, even the "bad stuff". ?

At first for totally selfish reason. Now you should now that it is only to serve other. Why would you destroy your sense of self if not for that ? How could that be selfish ? You do (already) realize that you will surrender all sense of control ?

I just wanted to know techniques to improve my sex performance when I enter in the next relationship. Doesn't matter to me to suck at it in the beginning, and if it disturbed the next grillfriend to the point of breaking up, it would simply mean it wasn't meant to be. I don't look for love, I know it will come, so I better prepare for it ???

Why ? How merging with the whole would be selfish ? It's like the selfless thing possible to do in life ?

Oh but don't worry, I will only have sex when I find a girl I truly love. I really can't have sex casually, not that I find that disgusting or wrong, but because the need for it isn't simply there.

You're so cute ?❤ But seriously, what does it means ? ?

Honestly, The only reason is to be able to please my next grillfriend. ?

What does seeing the number 11 everywhere really means ?

So every 30 seconds I stop for a minute ? ?