Shin

HIDDEN MESSAGE IN LEOS LAST VIDEO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why do you want it ?

That's why I stopped

Did you notice my effort when I stopped at the 10th reply ? You did right ?

Hopefully you didn't said Adyashanti, otherwise he would have been forced to reject his soon to come baldness ???

I said why ...

Because you don't know what you are, and everything you've experienced so far is temporary. Deep down you know you can't be something that change, hence the seeking. Everybody does this, by seeking completion in relationships/sex/money/fame/raw pleasure/religion/science/sport ... Then some people go directly to the source when they are fed up by those ineffective ways to be happy. Consider yourself lucky lol

Just stop being a fucking brat and open your self righteous/narcicisstic and arrogant mind. You're not helping anyone by staying like this, not even yourself.

Doesn't matter. The simple fact that you hold a belief so tightly that you refuse to entertain its opposite is closed mindedness. You can't truly inquire anything as long as you're closed minded.

if you really believe that you'll be stuck lol

Well go to a church, they will tell you that you will go to hell if you cheat on your wife lol

You need to put some 5-Meo in your ass, or do some hardcore retreat, then you'll stop bullshitting yourself like that. Or don't and suffer the rest of your life, your choice.

There is nothing to reincarnate into. What the Buddha really meant when he was talking about reincarnation is the perpertual identification to the body and mind. But of course, his disciples didn't understood that (like in any other religion) and started to imagine all kinds of things about everything he said ------> Current Buddhism full of dogmas.

I was pretty damn sure that I had a choice to make back then though.

What are you trying to say ? That I'm too much of a coward ?

Now that I had a bit of time to think, It's mostly fear. 1 year ago when I was meditating several hours per day, I had to face 5 times death, both in my dreams and in "reality". I can't really explain this, but I knew that If I let go at those precise moment I would die for good. After this, I stopped meditating that much, but at that time I just rationalize this by having other things to do.

The sad/funny thing is that I'm pretty sure that if I take a full week where I just stay in this state from morning to evening it would be done. But noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, everytime a good excuse

Do you make your heart beat ? Do you make your hairs grow ? Do you make you digestive system work ? Do you make your blood circulate ? Doesn't feel like it right ? It is happening regardless of "you". Do you make your thoughts appear ? Hummmm Do you make your breath rise and fall ? Hummmmmmm Do you make your body move ? Hummmmmmmmmm It does feel like it RIGHT ?! Hummmmmmmmmmmm Why would those things could be felt as if you were doing it, but not everything else ? After all, you almost never put your attention to your breath and it works fine. When you walk in the street watching your phone, your body moves just fine without any input coming from you. And if you've done some meditation, you realized that you don't control what thoughts you will have too. So why does it feel like you're doing those things. Could it be that you're creating an illusion of control ? Could it be that those sensations of ownership are thoughts themselves ?

Literally me I'm so lazy

How is that mental masturbation ? From what she said so far, she looks like she has some serious self esteem issue, How could a Relationship will help with that ? There is like 99% chance it will destroy her.

I can't answer that without lying/pretending I know more that what I do

lol Imagine telling that to someone who didn't do some serious meditation/inquiry

That's what Preetom said several times now. I Am This (Body/Mind/Whatever we think we are) ---------->>> I Am (Witness of the witness without any other objects) ---------->>> I-I (Pure consciousness, total merging with/as God)

Do you really need to inquire ? In my experience I just need to let go of everything and stay still. Like just not trying to go anywhere or to do anything, just be. It can take a while but usually always happen.