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You never say anything else than those 2 lines, we don't even know if you're a bot or a real person. Why would someone answer to a robot ?

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There may be better video explaining how to do it, I post this one because his video on astral projection worked for me:

The only lucid dreams I have are about finding a toilet because I want to pee in "real life".

That makes too much sense to be posted on a forum.

The written expression exam was funny. The subject was to describe the Following of a description, which was about the old planet of the apes. The guy was basically shocked to see an ape wearing clothes after arriving on the planet. I made the protagonist really fearful to the point of madness, then made a joke about how he trained so hard for years to finally get killed by an ape wearing an Indiana Jones costume I feel already better, after having let go so much in 2 days, like literally let it all go and surrendering to what is. It's funny because the mind wants to think it will never go, that it will ever be in pain, and the natural instinct that it tries to pull off is to forget about the pain to store if for future use. As if the pain was there only to strenghten the illusion, and it needs to have a fresh stock of it, otherwise there is nothing to complain about, nothing to distract yourself with. After entering the train station to get to my parents for the weekend, I felt something I usually come across nowadays. It's a joy that is very subtle and hard to describe, which could be loosely translated as: "Everything is alright, trust me". Not trust me as in a person is speaking though, it's more a "feeling", and even speaking about feeling isn't quite right too (yeah I know ). The self-inquiry was interesting. When I concentrated really hard, I had a sense of being contained in a holographic (figure of speech) humanoid body. It is as if all the perceptions were merging to make me think I actually inhabit those perceptions into one unified logical perception. All the perceptions actually exist, but the feeling of an entity Inside of it is only an another perception, an invisible perception created by the misconception of the feeling of ownership of the other perceptions. You can look at it like this, it is pretty much like that: All the perceptions come and goes, and you actually create an illusive center out of them. If we carefully examine each perception, they don't ave any meaning in themselves. Meanings are created when the illusive triangle thinks it owns the black markings. An another thing that I noticed more clearly tonight, is that I don't actually have substance. There are perceptions, but they are couched in an empty field, which paradoxically is alive. It is exactly like in a dream, the body exist, but it isn't physical at all. The body is merged with the rest of your perceptions, except there is a strong pull to make you think it isn't, because you only feel the body. If you really think this through though, everything is just a perception, and feeling the body is not so much different than seeing the door of your room. It only feels more intimate because you have an underlying assumption that you can't be something you don't experience directly. What I did today: 1h45 of meditation Affirmations about being honest 40 minutes of self-inquiry 30 minutes of workout 45 minutes of reading

Could also be what Joseph said. You always says the harsh truth, and that piss 99% of people off, because they don't want to know how they lie to themselves on almost everything.

Listen to Matt Kahn and read his books.

@TheBeachBionic Why do you keep pming us saying the same line over and over again ? Stop that and actually do the work some of us told you to do. Either you try to get out of your mess or you don't You try to solve your issues or you don't You keep lying to yourself or you don't But nothing will be solved until you do Something.

Are you sure you're not overthinking this and cherry picking situations when in fact it doesn't happen that often ? If it's really all the time, you carry some dark energy Inside you, and everyone is feeling it. They may not be aware of it, but they inconsciously feel it and this is the reason they attack or ignore you. People don't want to be near someone who gives them bad vibes, their life is already full of drama and negativity as it is. Try video call the person who wanted to help you, just to see what he/she has to said.

Don't sell yourself short just because you feel lonely. Don't worry, you'll find those "Green+" guys, it's only a matter of time. Work on yourself for a while, you'll be better suited to handle that kind of Relationship, And when you'll least expect it you'll meet someone lovely I promise

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Do you mean guys are interested online but don't want to meet in real life ? Or do you mean that no guys approach you in real life ?

My brain obviously ?

Feel the love homies

I kinda fear that my lack of genuine desire to find out the Truth, Means deeper suffering is coming. Please don't

The master needs to be warry of Fisk though

The issue is that you think there is a special technique that will "do it" for you. Also, you think that you need "to do it right". You need to drop those assumptions. There is no special techniques, and there is nothing to do except being conscious. It doesn't matter if you lost it, even for a few minutes, the point is to keep going, everyday, for the time you chose to sit. It doesn't matter what technique you use, except if you're a beginner, because some techniques are too hard to maintain for a crazy monkey mind. Just pick a technique you like and that resonates with you, then just do it for at least a whole month before switching to another one.

Is it not kind of the same of when you realize you're dreaming, And the guy with a machete that pursues you, screaming at you that "I will kill you" and you're just like :

So true. Life become so amazing when you don't judge anything, it's like being a child again