Shin

Rupert Spira teachings made me realize something very obvious. All the sensations, like in a dream () are made of the same stuff, and therefore, everything is just an expression of the same substance. It's hard to put into words, but everything feels the same, but at the same time you can differentiate the sensations if you need to, for practical purpose. We actually do that all the time, by thinking very subtly about it, like feel your hand right now without thinking about it as your hand. Just feel the raw sensations. Almost impossible to do, the mind will automatically associate and think about it as your hand, no matter you do. Of course it's not just about the hand, but everything else is either thought as us or not us, it's automatic and feels like we're doing nothing, but we do if we inquire deep enough. If you do, then even extreme temperature or physical pain, or whatever can't hurt you, you would just be conscious of it, and would still act to preserve the body from harm, but it wouldn't make you suffer at all. Usually I'm someone who has hard time with extreme temperature, but now it doesn't really matter, it's just a perception. Also we're not moving anywhere. The 3 dimensional world is an illusion, just like in a dream (), there is never a moment where it feels like you're moving. The character you're playing might seem to move, but you don't, there is nothing to move

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Level of lazyness of the day: Peeing without touching my dick at the common toilet, because I don't want to go back to my flat to wash my hands. It would have take 15 seconds top, literally.

Kinda don't understand why I'm always tired monday. It's not because of the sleeping schedule, because there are weeks where I'm fine and stable about this. Can't be the food, cause I don't eat something especially harsh to digest. Is it just the class that is just about taking notes, with nothing to understand ? Maybe my brain refuse to accept this bullshit, I don't know Quite happy that my friend is finally turning the page on the guy who just wanted sex out of her, by dating an another dude (that seems way better) One interesting thing to notice about that day, was when I was on the train, I was talking to someone, and behind this person 2 other people were also looking at me. It was like I was looking at me through them, while talking to them at the same time.

Procrastination is a dangerous habit of yours ? You often say to yourself "damn I had all days to do it, and it's 23 " ? The spiritual grillfriend often act passive agressive when you skip a day ? SAY NO MORE !!!!! HERE IS THE NEXT REVOLUTIONNARY ULTRA MAC 9001 MEDITATION TECHNIQUE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ok. So you just wake up from a restful night. You put your legs as if you wanted to do abs, with the arms layed down along your chest and hips. You have your eyes open in the pitch black dark. Now you just stay there focusing on your breath, either on your belly or your throat/nose. VOILA !!! You have meditated even before the day begin. EVEN BEFORE YOU GET OUT OF YOUR BED !!!!! How easy and practical is that ! ... Of course it doesn't work if you're still tired when you wake up ...

The multi orgasmic man

It does. It's only one component though. Shadow work, meditation, remaining conscious during the day, self deception work is the full package

Check if that's healthy. Getting your dick erected that much everyday without never ejaculating might damage it.

Both time I walked, especially the second time, I was amazed of how life seems more and more dream-like. Everything feels great, even the wind, the cold, the grey sky, it's all beautiful in its own way. It's really amazing guys, I wish all of you could feel how I feel nowadays, it's like being a kid again. There is 100% trust in what will happen. I have 100% faith that life will support me. I noticed in the past few weeks, that everything I need comes to me effortlessly, without me seeking for it in the first place. Only happened once before, 2 years ago for the 6 months I was getting my bachelor degree, I was just focusing and what I genuinely felt I should do while still studying non-duality and meditating 2 hours a day. This happens because you are synchronizing with life, surrendering what you think you desire for what you really want, and letting life taking care of everything else.

He died Again What a prick ?

@Rilles Maybe he died again ???

Leo is dead. DEAD !!!!! ???

I demand a refund. Oh wait ... ?

Don't give up ?

When you don't remember the last time you fapped

Grasp this and you will never have any "problems":

Different practices will work for different people. Ultimately there is no practices, because they all lead to the same place -> basking in your own intimate presence. This you cannot do when your identified to the mind, this is why you need focused meditation in the beginning, To learn that you aren't the mind.

Which makes me think, I'm making love to you right now

I remember imagining this years ago, I was literally in tears and felt so naked, vulnerable. There was so much positive energy in me that my body was internally making love to itself.