Shin

I'm mostly meditating all day nowadays. I will keep journaling when I have something interesting to say about it. All my focus is on this now, I'm doing the minimum necessary everywhere else.

Is him the same condescendant ass that only care about his penis you talked about months ago ? If yes, stop searching excuse to talk to him, the number 1 reason why people don't grow is because they keep surrounding themselves with toxic friends.

Nope, He was at the strip club as usual. The one near the «women that gives even more joy house». That's his traditional cure when he needs his next awakening.

My father can hold a grudge about what I said for days, my dog forget in 5 seconds that I hurt him by accident.

People who have money to lose 2 years later

She doesn't want to marry either

Whatever we can tell you is not it !

Broke up with her and let her tell you all about her sex life while you're single. We'll see if she's real or not

Some people says they had it easy, not even saw it coming, so But apparently the more you fear something the more chance you have to experience it, So we're fucked either way

Non dual BDSM /on

The only thing to do is to sit and turn inward now. Maybe it will happen without suffering, maybe

I would make me not omnipotent, nothing fun about knowing everything.

In a dream it hurts too.

Yeah I often look at people weirdly, cause I'm trying to see if they are really real. Like sometimes I have no idea If I'm dreaming or not ?

We have been warned lol

Tell me about it, Distracted for a month, Now I think I'm entering a depression stage. ?

Not delusional enough.

Your coffee table ?

Just fail hundreds of time, Then you'll be so tired to fail that you'll surrender. Not like you have lots of choice here, either it's a yes or a no ?

And the fact that happens too when I dream doesn't challenge this ultimate truth at all ?

That's an excuse, if you really want sex you will get girls, or the need for it will die.

The day before he release this video I was realizing I can't and don't want to do anything else than just being. What a coincidence ?

Just be conscious

Please tell me I'm not gonna really die ???